LAST DAY OF 2008!(:

its really eventful year.
as much as other years.
heh.

this year had lots of dance productions .
and alot of events in the dance world.
(:

and in my life?
alot of ups and downs.
probably more of the downs.
heh.

i did alot of shows, and dance related events this year.
happy.
(:

they are:

1. GEMS 3 concert.
2. SOKA's friendship concert.
3. TPrawks.
4. TP Arts fest.
5. Musical ; children's home.
6. TP Regatta.
7. TP Engine orientation.
8. TP week zero's jam and hop.
9. TP's DND.
10. TBG 08.
11. Students Award Ceremony.
12. Dreams concert.
13. City Harvest church performance.
14. SUNTEC DANCE COMPETITION.
15. FLOOR THE LOVE BATTLE.
16. POP CULTURE COMPETITION 08.
17. Recital (oschool) 08.
18. TPrawks 08/09 opening.
19. TPrawks jam and hop.

wow right.
hahaa.
(:
]
my first battle.
floor the love.
meeting jeremy was a blessing .
and joining recital.
where i knew alex.
(:


and full of downs.
like,
i had alot of doubts about myself.
zzz.
stuff that i think negatively .
and all.

hmmm.
then happy stuffs!
like...
meeting james.
this year
.
and giving myself faith.
and having my close friends with me.
(:

i've learnt alot this year.
and my faith ,
in things have changed.

i realised , that.
i've changed.

an introvert.
a sensitive person.
and i dont know.
maybe im just growing up.
lol.

-

i've turned 18.
heh .
wonderful birthday this year.
and im really grateful.
for the people that celebrated with me.
they've cleared my doubts about myself.
and my doubts bout people around me.
im legal.(:
heh.


im grateful to people like,
james, ben, gin, ryan, poppers, tpde.

and my close friends.
(:

and thanks to everyone who were there supporting me.
(:

im a grown up now.
im still joey.
but ,
a better one im sure.
(:

and i love james.
alot.
(:
dopest guy ive ever met.

he's wonderful in many ways.
and im really glad he's in my life.
could never ask for more.
and baby .
thank you.
so so much.
(:

my boyfriend is weird.
lol.
he likes to read my blog posts.
and he wants me to write him a long long one now.
lol.
-

so, today's the first day of school after the break.
not too bad,
kinda motivated to study .
went for conveyancing meeting ,
and all's good.
(:

then i went to read up company law's stuff.
before heading to look for diana!
(:
we met up, and we saw the skullcandy headphones in stores.
and its damn pretty .
i swear im gonna get one really soon.
heh .
then , we went to look for the wishes-on-the-balloon thing.
but its gone .
oh well,
i suggested throwing our wishes written on a tissue paper, into the sea.
something similar.
hahaa.

then we had mac!
yum yum.
i love junk food.
and we exchanged our gifts .
and thank you so much!
i love it .
and im gonna save the chocs for my hated rainy days.
lol.

and walked to the arcade area.
saw the soft toy machines.
im gonna go back and try my luck heh .
i like some of the soft toys.
and watched people try their luck on those machines .
ahhaa.

then,
headed back to school for training .
i wore a white long top, with black shorts and leggings.
with my shoes.
comfy.
(:

changed into my dancewear
heh .
and dance dance danceeeee.
taught my choreo.
and looks okay!
(:
and umm
serene got us some drink from cine.
very very nice,
in a cute bottle.
heee.
-

got myself an ipod nano yesterday.
and so exciting .
i felt like its really dope.
sound system seems to be better.
and i can putin alot of songs without having to delete the rest.
lol.=x

-

baby asked me if he's a good boyfriend.
funny question to ask.
but my answer was yes,
definitely.
(:

okay i think my post is really long .
=x

gonna go school later, and dance again.
the year's gonna end real soon.

blog later!
(:

joey's birthday surprise : success ! (:
thankyou to everyone who came ,
and helped make my girlfriend's birthday so special .
even if you had dance the next day .
you guys are dope friends .
(:

thankyou also to guest .
i'm sorry i was so rude to you .
because i thought you were another stalker .
LOL .

joey smiled to herself 245425154262 times today . heh .

my baby is still so pretty when she cries . =p
i love you !
and i'm happy you're happy !
(:

i'll promise you more happy birthdays in the years to come .
as long as you're with me .
i want to grow old with you .
(:

im back hahaa .
went for dance.
and im glad i didnt missed it .
(:
ryan taught me how to make birthday wishes! LOL.
and he didnt believe that my birthday is just the next day.
after his.
=x

and so,
we had fun during training .
heh .
i thought it was an exceptionally beautiful day .
(:
-

went to meet alison and shijie.
had steamboat, and yum yum . hahahaha .
and i got myself so much things !
like, i bought stuff for myself.
(:
i got a topshop shirt,
i got headbands from diva,
i treated myself to starbucks.(:
and what else?
hmmmm.
i got presents!
from ally, and shijie.
they treated me to steamboat too.
(:

-
im still reeling in from shock this morning .
so funny .
i was really really suprised.
because i thought ,
nevermind .
its just a day .
but ,
i just cried .
lol.
when i see so many people.
and ..
i love you all.
(:
-

thanks to baby too.
he was the culprit!=x
made me cry like theres no tomorrow.
and honestly,
its the first time i cried so much in front of people.
=x

-

i had a pleasant suprise from someone too.
thank you , for the encouragements along the way .
now that i know who you are,
im glad.
and thank you so much for telling me.
i appreciate it
(:
-

its a really beautiful birthday .
my 18th.
and most memorable.
because im totally thrown off guard.
and really.
i love everyone .

thanks for not losing hope on me .
thanks for remembering .
sounds silly to thank someone for remembering.
but guys,
it really meant alot to me.
thats why i made such a fuss out of it.
=x

james,
i love you.

(:
counting down to your birthday .
one more month .
heh.
=D

749th post ; 18th birthday.(:

good morning world,

i have so much , so much to talk bout .
and i will do it when i come home from training tonight .

and to those who wished me happy birthday at the stroke of midnight ytd,
thank you so so so much .

you have no idea how grateful and thankful i was.
(:

be back soon , from training (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS(:

i had so much during this christmas.
its my first time celebrating christmas with my friends,
and im really really happy.
the laughters that rang throughout the whole night,
the laughters that filled my entire house.
its dope.
i love my dancemates.
(:

although i had to clean up the whole house,
its nice to see that they're enjoying themselves.
i had so much to give this christmas.
and i hoped this party at my house would be good enough a present for everyone that's present.
heh .
i felt really accomplished you know?
lol.

and thanks to bei and iris for helping to clean up abit.
its really thoughtful.
and charades was never like before , yesterday.
we laughed so loudly, until i was worried if anyone would come and complain!
ahha.
and the gift exchange . heh .
funny enough,
the person who gave me my gift?
i preferred the things he/she wrote on the wrapper, to the present itself
LOLOLOL.
(:

andreas got a PINK JUMPER FROM JOYCE.
HAHAHAHHAA.
too short for him,
and a little tight.
ahhahahaa.
and he wanted to exchange with KAT,
who got a BLACK JUMPER ,
thats baggy for her.
LOL.

-
and drinking later on with,
sam, kw, joyce , frank , roy and me.
damn funny .
we laughed and laughed ,
and theres once,
where everyone's LAGGING.
hahahaaa.
i can never forget that one .
its literally .
lagging .
LOL.
see the correct card,
everyone's hand just slowly placed on each other's.
funny shit.
=x

and sam, kw , roy are the people who drank most=x
HAHA.
and frankie-.-
he drank COKE ONLY.
ass.
=x

-
after leaving,
im left alone at home , watching ANTM,
talking to baby.
and eating chips to remove the light headedness.
and it didnt work,
which resulted in me talking nonsense to him.
ahhahaaa.
baby left for church,
and i slept at 3am.
heh .
-

gonna head out later with clique later to have dinner .
heh.
and its 27th tomorrow.
im growing old.
LOL.

thank you guys,
its been my best christmas ever.
(:

someone sent me this friendster message .


'I wish merry christmas .

A kiss 4 u as ur christmas present.
Hope u like it!

Merry christmas n Happy new year '

wtf?
so,i told james.(:
this , is his reply.
LOL.




james - 28 ^^ says:
copy paste this .

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
LOL

james - 28 ^^ says:
HELLO YOU DICKHEAD THIS IS JOEY'S BOYFRIEND . AND NO SHE DOES NOT LIKE YOUR CHRISTMAS PRESENT . I CAN GIVE HER ALL THE KISSES SHE WANTS SO SHE DOESN'T NEED YOURS . SO PLEASE FUCK OFF . I KNOW YOU'RE DESPERATE BUT PLEASE GO LEARN PROPER ENGLISH BEFORE YOU SEND MESSAGES TO PRETTY GIRLS . YOU'RE SO HOPELESS . HAVE A MERRY LONELY CHRISTMAS . LOL .



funny or what?
haha .
so cute.
LOL.
(:

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
im back.
=\
im red

james - 28 ^^ says:
LOL .
i wanna see .

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
omggggg
=\

james - 28 ^^ says:
(:
come on .
photo !
HI JOYCELYN ARE YOU THERE ?
CAN YOU PLEASE TAKE A PHOTO OF JOEY AND SEND ME .
LOL .

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
she left alr
LOLOLOLOL
ALL OF THEM LEFT

james - 28 ^^ says:
arghhhhh .

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
IM YOURS NOW
AHHAHA

james - 28 ^^ says:
WHY .
LOL .
HAHAHA .
OMG THAT SOUNDS SO LOL .
=p

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
ahahahaha yes baby
im a lil drunk
HAHAHA
so im yours


she's getting more naughty , you know . . . .
=X
merry christmas !

taken a week back.

heh .

-

its christmas eve today.

in 2 more hours, it would be christmas.

time flies.

(:

anyway,
i headed to church today.
and ya ya ya .
can imagine all the reactions on your faces.
' omg joey goes to church?!'
lol.
i dont know.
i just felt like going to one.
so, i went .
with grace and sk.
lol.

and so.
i went there,
listened to the pastor preach.
and yeah .
very very true.
he talked about something called 'lost'.
i am .
everyone is lost.
and some things that he said, hit me right in the heart.
lol.

the songs that they sang, were nice to hear.
and yeah , i enjoyed my 2 hours there.
im still not a christian, so yeah.
lol.
and i saw stef with cherie there.
shock of my life.
lol.

-
headed to bugis for last minute shopping .
lol.
didnt get much .
and yeah went home soon after.
daddy came back from vietnam ,
and went out to get me a cake to celebrate it later.
im amused.
cause he usually dont express his love, and care towards us.
yup.
and he gave me money to get myself a gift.
lol.

party at home tomorrow.
and it will be fun , im sure.
(:
looking forward to gift exchange!
lol.
and this is the first time, i got so much gifts for people.
heh.
and im staying home to spend christmas this year with baby.
(:

-

merry christmas everyone.
enjoy this holiday!
(:

dance camp photos!

lol.

(:

im so tireddddd

hahaa.

slept alot.

and yeah .

left one more week to sch reopens.

and 4 more days to being 18.

how exciting.

lol.

-.-

(:

camp was fun heh .
(:

although there were alot of waiting time in between trainings,
i had fun nontheless. (:
the dope thing was the cross training, and MTV night perf thingy.
super funny.

night time on sat was spent sleeping on cold floor of the studio.
=\
and i missed baby.
:(
-

so far, i think training is good.
but we're aching everywhere!
i seriously need someone to massage my neck.
so painful.
=\
lol.
-

waiting for james to come online now.
heh.
(:

haha .

wishes that i wrote on the ball yesterday.

i only wrote like, 1/4 of what i've intended to write.

=x

-

Type As may seem calm on the outside, but inside, you’re filled with anxiety and worry. You’re perfectionists and often shy and sensitive. Usually introverted, you’re stable and thoughtful. You make good listeners and are sensitive to color and your surroundings. You like to be fashionable and are up on the latest trends, but never flashy or gaudy. You like romantic settings and often shun reality for fantasy worlds. A is most compatible with A and AB in the love department. Common career choices: accountant, librarian, economist, writer, computer programmer, and gossip columnist.

this was taken from yahoo's blood personality thingy today.

kinda true though. im blood A type. heh .

and yes, i looked calm, but im not, i like to give fashion advices, but never on myself, i like romantic settings ; it makes me think. and yeah the part bout being sensitive is very very true.

LOL.

nra concert later.

dance camp tomorrow.

company law meeting on monday.

dope.

-.-

lol.

-

tired tired.

i just wanna talk to baby for one whole day.

lol.

i have a sudden urge to spend money.
and to travel overseas.
to places i've never been before.
zzz.

ya ya yaaaa i just blog hopped to this girl's space.
and she's just been to vegas.
and she's damn rich.
zzzz.
and at that age,
she went alone.
she's 18.
-.-

so irritating.
i wanna travel to other countries too!
like US.
i think i should just live in US.
i dont even like chinese food.
-.-
(and this has nothing to do with my boyfriend LOL)

im very bored.

gonna go out for a walk later.

lol.

catch u all later.

(:

i had fun with diana today!
hahaa .
caught city of ember, and TWILGHT again.
not that i loved the movie.
hahaa.

and not suprising,
the girls in this cinema screamed for him too.
hhaaa.
except that, its much more rowdy than the other cinema i went.
there's this kissing scene,
and i overheard some girl saying,
' they're gonna kiss already!'
LOL.
and not to mention.
the VERY polite girl who thought she's watching tv at home,
propped her legs up on the seat.
tsk.

then headed for popeyes for dinner.
and oh, saw iris and andreas.
and ya ya they cant recognize me.
LOL.

oh.
one random fact.
' bananas are yellow'
hahahahah!
=p

headed back home afterwards.
talked much today.
enjoyed.
and took the crowded train home.
(:

-

gonna go out to get some stuff tomorrow.
and maybe ryan's class.
time to dance again!(:
heh .

i think i went on a spree today.
haha.
i went to get some stuff.
haha.
bought myself things that i needed.
(:

its a peaceful day.
i like hanging out in town.
awesome.
get to see different kinds of people.
ahaa.
and im going back later heh .
oh and its incredibly crowded.
lol.
i saw this guy.
red hair.
and its chilli red.
crazeeeeh.
LOL.

my boyfriend says im not girly.
hmmmmm.
interesting.
lol.
but he wants to see me in a dress.
funny isnt it?
lol.

-
i realised,
i can go without food for very long time.
tried and tested for 2 days.
and i think its good.
saves money.
ahhaaa
(:

-

back to talking with my bad boy.
heh.
(:

dear diary,

i felt kinda weird today.
seems like everything is sinking into me.
=\

i recalled back, at how i was like , last time.
when i was much happier, much contented with everything i had.
not really as much problems i had now.

then it occurred to me that i've changed alot.
probably one of many times that i've said this to myself.
maybe the annual self reflection thing.
lol.

its like,
i remembered not thinking so much.
being happy, with people around me.
feeling unhappy when no one's around me.
now?
i kinda like the loneliness.
where i recollect my thoughts,
sit down, and just think.
no need to account to anyone,
no need to talk.
just purely think.
sounds very appealing to me.

then i became very sensitive.
towards everyone.
one sentence can hit me very hard.
and make me think,
if im a good friend,
a good dancer,
everything.
last time?
i take things as it goes.
not worried bout things like friendship, studies.
lol.

things changed,
people changed.
i like to see everyone as constant.
but i doubt it would be likely.
i dread changes.
but change is the only thing constant isnt it?
-

james says,
i shut people out, including him.
i didnt realise it.
i thought it was okay for one to keep your thoughts to yourself.
to try to solve our own problems.
others always problems of their own.
why increase theirs , if u load yours on them?
isnt it true?

i indulge in alot of self activities.
come to think of it.
maybe its too much.
ironic, cause i used to think i dont have time for myself.

every event , incident affects me.
questions my morale.
my principles.
my character.
have i succumbed to anything?
answer is, maybe.
probably.

i like to pen my thoughts down.
keeps me sane,
apart from dancing, and listening to music.
and its nice to note if i've grown or not,
through my writings.

one thing that's constant in my life is dancing.
a world where i call my own.
where i call my own shots,
living up to people and my expectations.
where i get to fantasize,
and picture the perfect world i wanted.
all through the movements, gracefulness that comes together with it.
something that evokes my emotions each time.

-
james would say im being emomo now.
but im not.
i alone in my room now,
listening to music,
writing all these.
i like the serenity.
peering out of the window to look at how the gloomy weather changes
to sunny all of a sudden.
a sudden urge to go out on a walk alone.
release myself from the tensions/pain in my heart.
then again,
the weather changes back to gloomy.

i dont think anyone can fathom all these that im writing.
its okay,
im fine.

nobody understands me .
because i dont either.
i often get amused by my own reactions, and thinkings.

its raining now.
despite the sun out there.
what does it say?

-

its been a while.
great to cleanse my inner self .
its been a long time.
seems like i've accumulated so much this time.
probably good.

-

i miss james.
what a good way to test our love for each other.
putting us in different countries.
and the annoying time lapse thingy which i very much hated.
and good thing too.
shows how much we cherish each other.
at least we wont go arguing over what kind of food we're gonna eat today,
whether we're gg to skate park , or a shopping mall.
being there for each other in front of the computer is something im thankful for, everyday.
maybe God sent this person to help me through the tough times.
and of course my friends too.
-

realised i've gotten less verbal at home.
good thing , i guess.
keeps my mind running, than my mouth.
no need to seek my opinion at home too.
im not heard anyway.

dance had been keeping me sane.
its my life.
and james too.
one person that showers me love everynight.
and one weird person who requested that i tell him things.
i love this weirdo who talks bout kids , and marriage with me
even though i dont wanna have kids, but for once.
he got me thinking bout spending my life with him.
far fetched you might say, at this time.
but oh well.
change is constant.

-

dope stuff.
i feel so much cleaner inside.
its time to accumulate more .
-

sorry for the long long post.
thank you, if u read my whole train of thoughts.
much appreciated.


joey.

ps. one thing i realised bout myself.
i can get attached really easily.
not that attached attached,
but more of like,
attached to something i saw, a dance or smth.
and it affects me.
take for an example,
i watched this movie.
and that movie can get me thinking bout it for like what,
2 weeks?
lol.
dope.

changed my blog song.
heh .

it feels good listening to this song on my blog.
been listening to this song not long ago.
probably one month ago,
and its one song that i never get sick of.
(:
dope song that i listened to, 300 plus times in 3 weeks .
ahhaa.
(:
-

watched a movie yesterday.
its so funny.
the girls started screaming once the guy appeared.
and yes,
some girls in the cinema.
and my god.
its like, some fans and idol thingy.=x
lol.

-

got upcoming dates.
hee.
movies with diana,
sentosa with loves.
and dance class on thurs,
and NRA DANZATION on friday!
and sat, sun is dance camp.
woohoooo
(:

i love this holidays.
yeah.
busy, but yet not very busy?
ahahaa.

-

i miss my boyfriend.
lol.
come here soon.
so that i can take care of your arm.
:(

-

blog later.

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
lolol! hahaaaa
hows ur day baby?
(:

James says:
lol it was boring .
damn boring .
dead boring .
super boring .
freaking boring .
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz boring .

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
ahahahahahhaha
i'll make it not boring!
loll

James says:
okay bring it on . =p

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
ahahahahahhaa
lets start with a kisss
*kisssss*
ahhahahaa
(:

James says:
LOL .
omg that is so sweet .
hahahaha !
*kissss*

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
hheee hee.
and we can continue..
with a hug!
*hug tightly*

James says:
LOL .
*hugs joey*

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
and followed by.....

James says:
by what ?

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
a massage!

James says:
hahahahaha .

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
*massage*
haahahahaa

James says:
LOLOLOL .

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
(:

James says:
then then ?
=p

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
and then.....

James says:
no sex baby .
HAHAHAHA .

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA

James says:
LOLOLOL .

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
OMGGGGGGGGG
SOOOOOO FUNNYYYY
AHAHHAHAHA

James says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA .

i want this shoe!
but it doesnt ship to singapore.
hope stef can get her cousin to get it for meeeeee.
:(

tests are finished!
(:
but booooooo.
i still have to complete my psycho quizzes.
all 6 of them before sunday .
LOL.

anyway!
today's paper was okay,i guess.
i felt i did it correctly, but i dont know.
its like, hanging in the air.
LOL.

then!
interesting thing.

the invigilators were acting like bitches.
we waited for 5 mins for the papers to be collected!-.-
and then once, when we started talking,
she shouted at us to keep quiet, saying she gets very upset when people talk while she collects the papers.
like wtf?
so everyone kept shut.
then!
she insisted that everyone puts in the answer booklet with the question paper, and hand in up.
fine,
we did that.
but some bloody kuku forgot , and kept it for a whole 5 mins before giving it to her.
then that invigilator stared at her fiercely, and took her paper.
then!
there's this girl who came up to them .
first, she went to invigilator A and said, i have to go, i've got a class next, and im going to be late.
then when invigilator B heard, she said ' girl, go back to your seat now, and stop putting your stuff into your bag.'
then the girl said, i have to go now, i've got a class!
and then invigilator B said, GO BACK NOW.
so the girl went back, then B said, all of you should expect that the paper lasts till 1030 or till 11am. and its a formal assessment!
when she said that, im like, what?
the paper lasts from 9-10am.
and u said , expect us to wait till 1030am?
u have one hand to collect our papers or what.
why do yo need freaking half an hour to collect our papers!
LOLOL.
then the girl retailiated.
'look, im late for my class, i got to go, and i told A about it earlier on!'
guess what A said.
' HUH. DID YOU TELL ME?'
im like ROFL
hahahahhahaa.=x
so lame.
all this while,
everyone's laughing to themselves, i bet.=x
so funny.
im super amused.
=x

and then they let us off 15 mins later.
-.-

went back home after that.
lolol.

hmm.
might go for newstyle tomorrow, and ann's hiphop.
her last class!
wanna go go go.
LOL.

and then movie marathon's up next week!
5 movies i wanna watch . woooo.
(:

15 days to my day!
hhahahaa.