everything feels so surreal.

lol.
its 315am and i cant get to sleep.
thankful for the daily conversation with my love.
i feel so loved.

felt really bad cause the partner went out twice to battle although not my fault.

wonders how to become stronger.

im in the semis?!

sorry the thoughts are like swimming thru my head now. just writing down whatever im thinking.

first date with the boyfriend?
sentosa !

nelson.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLL!=XXXXXX

ilovejames.

317am.
need to sleep.

omgwtf

cpa paper on monday.
damn.

bye!

Whoa
Do do do do do
Yeah
Yeah

Yo,
Tell me fellas have you seen her? (Seen her)
It was about five minutes ago
When i seen the hottest chick
That young'n
Never seen before

I said Yo,
Tell her girls I want to meet her (meet her)
On a second thought that ain't the way to go
I got give her game proper
Spit it so she'll get it
There she is I got to stop her
Or should i talk about her smile? (its been said before)
Or what about her style? (too obvious)
I'm outta time, she's at the door
I gotta go for mine

I think I'll say

Yo
I dont know your name but excuse me miss
I saw you from across the room
And I got to admit that you got my attention
You're making me want to say yo

I know you're trying to leave but excuse me miss
I save the last dance for you
How I'd love to keep you with me oh baby

Now shorty grab hold of my hand
And let's pretend the floor is ours
You say you don't really dance

Don't worry about it
We'll just 1,2 step
1,2 step

Now if the music is moving too fast
grab my hand a little tighter
Don't afraid to move a little closer

Girl, there is something about you that makes me want to say

Yo
I don't know your name but excuse me miss
I saw you from across the room

And I got to admit that you got my attention
You're making me want to say yo

I know you're trying to leave but excuse me miss
I saved the last dance for you
How I look to keep you here with me oh baby

I want to be where you are
Ain't nothing wrong with dancing

Baby it's so romantic

Baby I can be in your heart

So many things i want to tell you
I think that I should start by saying Yo

I dont know your name excuse me miss
I saw you from across the room

I got to give her game proper
Spit it so she can get it
There she is- I got to stop her

I know your trying to leave but excuse me miss
I saved the last dance for you
How i look to keep you here with me oh baby

Now everbody just clap your hands like this(like this)
Just clap your hands like this (whoo like this)

And if your shorty in the house tonight
Just grab her by the hand homie
Make her understand yall was made to dance like this (like this)

Yall was made to bounce like this (whoa like this)

Just let her know she was made for you.

And you want to do everything she want to man.


nice song nice song !
(:
guys, you can sing this to your girls.
im sure they would feel something .
hahaha.
(:

and so,
today's wednesday !
the days are passing really fast now.
blink of an eye .
lol.

so far so good.
dance wasnt really good.
been busy with school work and stuff.
yeah.
anyway,
im really excited for our class outing haha.
seems like everyone's getting used to each other in class.
and we had lunch yesterday together.
its so funny .
sharing our lil memories when we first started out in yr 1.
(:

skipped lectures today to study for civ pro.
lol.
really wanted to do well. hahah.
lets see (:
and bubble tea treat by ms yu .
LOL.

gonna study civ pro in 15 mins time.
been procrastinating .
ahhaha.

dance later.
hopefully it would be good .
i dont wanna waste anymore chances.
and i wanna do well.
(:

missing my girls and baby .
lol.
sorry i haven't been attending the 2 outings cause of KO night.
but im really excited too . that we're joining jim beam together.
lets do what we always do!
(:

and baby !
love you . hehhhh.
(:

taking a short break now , from criminal pro report.
LOL.

yesterday was good for me .
honestly, it doesnt matter win/lose for me , because like what jer and i
had always said to each other,
its the enjoyment and feeling that counts.
and i really felt it yesterday.

people tend to forget whenever they have achieved a certain something .
tend to forget whats dance,
whats the meaning of it .
and i dont deny that i lost it during the first round.
lol.
im glad i found it .

dance to express.

just work hard .
(:
andee and andy's up next.
LOL.
-

this upcoming week's gonna be hell man .

crim pro submission on monday ,
civil pro test on thursday,
MLOCT submission on friday,
KOnight on saturday,
following monday, CPA mid sem .
LOL.

i better plan my time properly.
lol.
oh , i have james to do my timetable for me .
HAHAHA.=p

-

a few days back,
james called me penguin .
LOL.
yeah it sounds weird and not very interesting .
but , it brings back memories. (:
like the period of time where we first met each other,
and somehow ..
everything just clicked.
(:
people kept asking ,
like how we can actually maintain this .
its funny, but when you actually think of that person in your heart all the time,
it gives you the motivation and encouragement to hold on .
(:
at least for me .
=x

i love my pig.
i always do.
(:

sigh.
i felt really really bad towards the boyfriend.
haven't been spending time with him .
=\

its another battle later.
im just gonna dance.
to me ,
results doesnt matter anymore.
what i crave for ,
is to see myself improve and gain more experience.

there are always losers and winners .
somehow,
no one wins all the time.

im okay .
its been a really tiring and painful week for me .
with the cough and fever still here, and the project submissions.
and not enough rest.

lol.

i'll do my best !

ever felt so demoralised, and you're unable to get up?
ever felt like, you're lost and you dont exactly know what to do next ?

i dont know.
it feels like that currently.

it felt as though i've just started dancing,
or rather, as though im just moving to the music.
all along , i thought its okay.
but its not .
i still suck.

it really felt like i cant dance for nuts.
=\

how do i improve in such a short period of time ?
how do i push myself , when im sick, and coughing all the time ?
how do i convince myself that im not pulling my partner down ?
is there anything good bout me, or rather, do i have any strength at all?
all i hear are weaknesses..

sometimes,
you cant blame me for thinking like that.
i've a dope partner, and i really think he's good.
and it make me wanna improve myself.
but time and time again ,
i felt lousy.
inferior.
why?

tell me how to enjoy, how to feel the music.

sigh.
definitely a bad time to think like that.

i wanna do well.
i really do. :(

its a brand new day .
had an awesome time yesterday .
(:

time to re-energize myself,
time for more hardwork .

lol.
im fine ,
just need to push myself, and work damn hard this week.
and with project submissions coming up,
i wonder howwwwww...
:(


sigh.
wished james was here .
doesnt matter.

its the little imperfections that makes it all perfect . (:

*edit*

sigh . sucks to cough your lungs out at home on a rainy day.
im like waiting for time to pass so i can go see a doctor and hopefully go for tutorial if i can .
this sucks.
:(

confused , with lots of things going in my mind.
dont know whats wrong,
dont feel good.

i just need a hug now.

and so ,
its like ONE MORE DAY TO KO NIGHT .
im so freaking scared.
LIKE SERIOUSLY.
=\

everyday , i've been sessioning , training my groove,
training this , that everything .
every single day.
so please,
joey dont disappoint yourself.
you've come this far.
so PLEASE feel the music ,
and do your best.
or your efforts will go down the drain .
=\

and also because of KO night ,
i've spent lesser time talking to baby .
sorry love.
i still love you okay ?
(:

sessioning at RP today was dope.
learnt new choreo.
awesome shit .
its been a long time since i did those stuff.
haha.
(:
ANYWAY .

ONE MORE DAY ONE MORE DAY.
=\

yay i'm your source of power .
( refer to tagboard )
=x
hehe .

okay i know you had a bad day .
i'll be a good boy .
(:

all of us have faith in you .
but please have faith in yourself .

i love you .
(:

its a bad bad day .
sigh.

started off bad , while i was waiting for the bus .
the bus didnt come at 830pm today .
so i was wondering if i should cab to school or not ,
cause i dont wanna be late as i've got some questions to present.
then , islin called .
she said she's cabbing with ding and asked me if i wanted to.
and phew.
so i thought , hmm maybe its not a bad day after all.
haha.

class was okay ,
until someone said we had to file the writ of summons today .
true, if we look at the lesson schedule.
but , i was like, wtf?
she didnt mention that last week, and she just said she wanted to see a draft of it .
so okay.
everyone started panicking and stuff,
and we went to do the writ.
lol.
panicked cause i dont really know if im correct or not .
and after doing the stuff , realised that we needed the files.
but avi saved the day by getting us the files.
so i thought , yeah maybe it isnt a bad day after all.
lol.

had only 1/2 hr to eat.
and its like, we had to rush .=\
no appetite.
-.-

THEN .
its civil pro tutorial.
and guess what.
the first question was directed at me .
AGAIN.
-.-
she loves me .
lol.
couldnt answer , and yeah someone else answered.
then thought that the class had ended already , but someone reminded her of the filing of writ.
so yay .
everyone had to file and submit to her today.
BUT GUESS WHAT.
i realised i didnt save my work that i did previously-.-
so GREAT.
i had to complete it on the spot.
it wasnt bad , but i had to take papers from others.
and i realised that they dont have much to spare.
so ran to the bookshop to get paper ,
edit my work again , and printed it .
sigh .
AND .
AFTER SUBMITTING , I REALISED I HAVEN'T DELETED ONE PARAGRAPH OF 'NOTE'.
:( :( :(

fuck fuck fuck.
if not, it would be perfect.
and now , deduct marks alr.
:(

its a bad day.
:(

ps. ms yu , if you see this , ignore okay. LOL.

i miss my boyfriend alot.
:(

hello.

I LOVE YOU.

BYE!

hahhaaaaaa.
went shopping and i bought one cap, one pair of shoes, and ahem smth else.
(:

heh .
some scary ghost show is on tv now.
switching it off and going to bed with baby.

<3

it feels like i haven't blogged for a long time .
lol.

today's vesak day .
heh.
gonna go pray and stuff, so couldnt session today .
sorry partner.
lol.

the past week was good.
i had fun sessioning with jeremy.
its fun when everyone came together ,
and shared their knowledge and love for dance.
this happens in flair.
okay , not in flair,
but the people around them too.

i remembered sessioning at RP on thursday ,
and that was the time i had so much fun .
like,
we cyphered in all genres.
and i sessioned with people im not even close with .
rather, i just knew them that day.
its interesting .
(:

and yesterday was the BEST sesssioning day for me.

its like a totally different 'me'.
maybe i understood the meaning of opening up.
and thats why i changed .
jeremy was shocked.
and i like that.
haha.
i must not forget that feeling !
its what i needed on saturday .
(:

oh .
and james said that,
its because we ___ on thursday .
thats why i had the powers yesterday.
LOL!

and congrats to diana.
she made it through.
welcome to tpde(:
haha.

and to junyi ( if he sees this),
keep on dancing okay !
you can always look for nel if you wanna session or smth .
then come sign up again next yr!(:

-

its one more week !
so excited.
and i think im dumb.
i didnt know that we would be battling 3 times.
i thought we battle, and if we lose, we'll be out .
hahahaha.
wtf-.-

gonna go study now.
its gonna be an awesome day .
lol.

and to raaz and nicole, andy and andee,
all the best ! work hard !(:

HI .
happy 7th baby .
ahaha .
yes this time you didn't forget .
if not i will be really . . . .
):
kuku .

AND YOU CHEATER !
hahahaha .
i wanted to wish first .
but you cut me off .
=x
joey - 1
james - 0

i love you very much .
i don't think anyone will love you more than this .
(:

kay short post sorry .
i'm tired .
and you're not home yet .
i miss you !

school's good.
(:

sessioning is good.

elbow is not very good.:(

why does it feel like its the same , when i thought it would be different?

why is it not working?

and so,
its the start of a new week.
=\

monday blues in the morning.
rained heavily, met with a long queue for the bus to school,
and its really really cold.
at least for me.

but it was better, during ms yu's class.
was really concentrating, and maybe thats why time passed really fast.
waited for diana to finish class,
and headed to watch 'horsemen' with her.
(:

its a nice show,
but a little confusing towards the end though.
had dinner at nyny with her.
talked quite abit ..
and i enjoyed myself.
(:

training resumes tomorrow for me.
im all ready to go ,
and now its me and my partner again.
J Soul.
lol.

school's at 9am.
sigh..
=\

i need to push myself hard.
its been long long time since i felt this way seriously.

got some time mgt to handle.
i can do this.

and ps.
i've never felt so nerve wrecking while i was waiting for the results .
man it felt terrible.
-.-

blog more later.=p

i really fucking want this.

top 8 .

J Soul represent.


-


im sorry i put you through pain again.
the moment of pleasure in being with my friends caused all these.
maybe sorry doesnt work anymore.
but i just want you to know,
i really love you alot.
and i meant it , bout the cherish thing.
dont let go.
please.