Friday, May 30, 2008

CLICK FIVE'S HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG MAKES ME HAPPY!

lol.
i realised,
it never failed to put a smile on my face.
(:

I LOVE CLICK FIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.


umm.
okay FINE.
errr.
i like kyle patrick only.=x

(:


edit*

joey loves james ritcher the most.
only.
=D

hahahahaa.=x

Thursday, May 29, 2008
























blog bout details later!=D





Wednesday, May 28, 2008

i didnt know that its really been a long time.
somehow, i felt that this is much much longer than the time u were at intensive.
lol.

can u come back soooon pls?
i really missed u alot.
i wished u were never gone.
i just want to come back home every night and talk to you,
even though its impossible for us to meet up.
:(


Boy* it's been a long, long time comin', yes it has
But I, I know that it's been worth the wait, yeah
It feels like springtime in winter
It feels like Christmas in June
It feels like heaven has opened up its gates for me and you

(Chorus)
Every time I close my eyes
I thank the Lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself 'cos I don't believe it's true
That someone like you loves me too

Boy* , I think that you're truly somethin', yes you are
And you're every bit of a dream come true, yes you are
With you baby, it never rains and it's no wonder
Sun always shines when I'm near you
It's just a blessing that I have found somebody like you

(Chorus)

To think of all the nights I've cried myself to sleep
You really ought to know how much you mean to me
It's only right that you'll be in my life
Right here with me, oh baby, baby, yeah .

im not emomo okay .
i just miss... him very much.
somehow, u guys wont understand cause its not the same with others.
its just..
different.

lol.


:(

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Game rules:

A. People who have been tagged must write their
answers on their blogs and replace any question they
dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.

B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by.
You cannot tag the person who tagged you.
Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.


1. If someone betrayed your trust, what will your reaction be?
i will go crazy.=x

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
that everyone stays happy.(:

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
will i get married in the first place? =x

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
maybe. hahha.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
i like him to be very x 55745849458 caring. (:

6. which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
Being loved by someone. hee hee.=x

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
nope, i believe in, ' when it comes, it comes'. LOL=D

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
forgt bout the person, and say good luck to him. LOL.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
definitely. zzz.

10. What do you want most in life?
care and concern. (:

11. what would you do, if u feel someone doesnt like you?
i will try to talk to her, and be v friendly, till a pt where she still doesnt like me, then will i stop trying . LOL.

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
i will confront, and ask whats gg on.=x HAHAHA.

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
hahaa. *ahem ahem!* (:

14. What kind of person do you think I am?
haha . weird girl who loves water sooooooo much. LOL.=D love u loadsssssss=D

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
single, and rich. definitely.=x

16. What are the 3 most important things in your life?
dance. family/friends, and personal space.

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
yes. (: i mean, for only feelings. =x

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
NONE.=D


19. What type of friends do you like?
honest .

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
say HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL!=D -.-



Tag: james, joycelyn, meichin, joyce, grace, serkiat, maggie, lynette.



-.-
just do it in the name of fun, laughter peace and joy. -.-
hahahaahahaa.=D

Monday, May 26, 2008

dance, dance and more dance.
keep me occupied yo.
dont let me think of some other stuffs that are not necessary.
LOL.

rahhh.
how many more days?
:(
no emomo, i promised.
and i'll stick to that.
(:

joyce, and grace are loves today.
omgomg LOL.
all the ' f yous' and star king, super junior, yoo eu eun.
LOL.=D

and thanks ah.
the pineapple is super acidic.
ahahaa.=x

Sunday, May 25, 2008

i finally had the time to blog.
my god.

its been a hectic week man.
seriously.
with trainings till late,
and sch work.
i feel like a zombie by wednesday man.

anyway,
stage marking was good just now.
i've opened my eyes ,
and i realised we really need to work hard.
work hard like ALOT.
its demoralising, but yet, motivating haha.
=D

have to go back to doing work.
rahhh come back sooon.
i missed you like crazy.

blog more soon.=D

Friday, May 23, 2008

i wanna dance.
so much now.

as in, DANCE.

not that DANCE.

ummm.

im not making any sense.

-.-



OH.
I MEAN UHHHH.
something like, freestyle.

eh?
-.-

nvr mind.

-

wondering if he actually remembered to drink only 2 glasses or not.
and whether his body is aching. zzzz.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

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a little too perfect,
a little too good for me.
(:

omg i love your voiceeeeeee.
(:

song's done.
its great, i swear.
=D
dope x 4857573495849.
LOL.

im really amazed by what you can do man.
break, skate, sing, play the guitar.
how i wish i had that MANY talents too.
but lol.
i can only dance.
i cant even sing!
rahhh.
lol.

you're great.
really.
(:
someone must be blushing when he sees this.=x
haha.

TBG is good.
bloody funny man.
doing spoofs and stuff.
haha.
i hope we can do G slide though.=x
i liked it.
=D

more pictures from NY okay!
and say hi to your sis for me.
okay , i dont think she knows me , either.=x
haha.

love you.(:

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

maybe the world is meant to be like that .
its not supposed to be fair, and equal and whatever nots.

i dont know why im feeling this way.
but is it worth doing so much, and yet
you know u will NEVER get anything?
just appreciate, yo.
appreciate.
(:

on a side note, im not talking bout you in the above paragraph.
LOL.
its in general.
(:
-

some girl's apparently getting the attention of TPDE.
owell,
i hope she changes her attitude.
she really , really pissed me off initially.
but im fine, already.
i still think i didnt make the wrong decision.
LOL.

i miss you.
can you like, come talk to me soooon sooon sooon.
like sooon .
as in VERY SOON.

okay.
LIKE NOW.
hahhahaa=x

okay. off for lunch.
bye.=D

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

story making is sooo much fun!
sillly story.
from singapore,
and teleport to LA,
and back again.
ROFL.=X

i hope james doesnt fall down again, cause
joey will stop him from skating , if that happens again.
=x
maybe u should stick to basketball and dancing.
hee.(:

i hope the ' space mountain' one will happen someday.
cause i can imagine us taking it 5 times consecutively.=x
hee hee.
and yes, stargazing in my garden.
LOL.

and finish the singing soon!
am very excited.
LOL.

joey loves james alot too.


-

was supposed to blog bout what happened ytd when that story making thing distracted me .
haha.

ytd was dance .
had a great time doing the 3 routines for TBG. hha.
and its nice to see people not in TBG coming too.
cause i feel everyone's making an extra effort to improve too.
(:

oh oh.
and we had a half hour break.
so we went over to mac.
and i tell you.
it seems like ytd's FREE SALT DAY.
-.-
the fries are omfg x 58577346462746 times
salty.
damnit.
LOL.
i think i repeated this many times.
but i dont careee.
aahha.
=x

left oschool at about 930 plus.
lol.
and went off with tim and mel to buy some donuts home.
hahaha.
.

theres this funny picture of me in the mac.
its with joyce.
will get her to send it to me.
LOL.=X

oh.
my shoe is coming tml!
hahaa.
highcut PURPLE nike shoe.
(:

okay.
off to sch now.
BYE.
=x

Sunday, May 18, 2008

todays another lazy sunday.
went for a movie , and a meal.
and back home.
LOL.

watched MADE OF HONOUR.
its a really nice romance show.
one of the nicest i've ever seen.
haha.
its funny , when i found out that the lady sitting beside me, started crying.
LOL.

-

when i watched that show,
i thought of you.
US.
and everything else.
i thought i should count myself lucky that i've met you.
and its just like what happened in the movie,
where everything just lies in one thing.
its about how much we love each other .
and nothing else really matters.

we've known each other for around 2 months.
and its amazing that things have progressed so fast in these 2 months.
haha.
im super suprised.
but then again, i wouldnt wanna wait for 10 years.
just like what the girl did, in the movie.

love's a beautiful thing.
i came to realise it today.
when i thought of you.
we dont have to chase after it,
for it will come naturally to you.
when u least expect it.
(:
-

i got a little emomo after the show.
it sucks when i couldnt get to see you,
but yet miss you soooo much.
lol.
and when will our happy ending be?
where i can see you, and u can see me?
LOL.

the movie ended with the girl and guy getting married.
not like im wanting to get married.
but yeah.
u get my point.
LOL.
nvm if u dont.
haha.

everyone have their own unique fairytale.
it might be now, it might be in the future.
it might appear bitter now,
or it might be otherwise.

i feel my fairytale is soooo much different .
where everything is based on trust,
and belief.
and love.
and that special something i cant really describe.
lol.

what bout yours?
(:

Thursday, May 15, 2008

joey . popper (: says:
3 things u would do, when ur gf is throwing a tantrum

joey . popper (: says:
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

spaghetto . says:
LOL .

spaghetto . says:
uhhhhhhh .

spaghetto . says:
try to calm her down ? ahahaha .

joey . popper (: says:
3 things.

spaghetto . says:
um um um .

spaghetto . says:
eh . i really don't know omgwtf .

joey . popper (: says:
hhahahhaa

joey . popper (: says:
hahaa u sounded scared-.-

joey . popper (: says:
are u like , gonna pee in ur pants

joey . popper (: says:
hahahahhaa

spaghetto . says:
ROFL .

spaghetto . says:
what ! nooo .

joey . popper (: says:
yes yes yes x47538574323

joey . popper (: says:
ahhahha

joey . popper (: says:
OMGGGG

joey . popper (: says:
SO FUNNY

joey . popper (: says:
IM GONNA BLOG THIS

joey . popper (: says:
ALALALALALALA

spaghetto . says:
OMG WHAT .

spaghetto . says:
LOL .

spaghetto . says:
WHAT DID I DO LOL .



-
hahaha.
i like teasing him.
LOL.
funny right!
ROFL.=X

happy birthday, shan (:
im feeling so much better.
but i guess all things comes with a price .
lol.
i missed out on sch work , and trainings.
its time to catch up tml.
=D
TBG training from 10pm till past mdnight.
dope shit.
im so excited.
hahaa.
=D

and oh.
i had a very weird dream just now.
dreamt i was in dance orientation.
LOL.

-
i wonder how your battle went.
come online soooooon
(:

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

i cant believe it man.
i've been sick since sunday.
and im not even recovered yet.
now my voice's distorted,
my nose so blocked until my ears are blocked too,
and i feel like im gonna faint.
:(
and im not being drama mama.
its already twice i actually cabbed home.
and i DONT cab home normally.
lol.

gg for ytd audition is actually a mistake.
it causes my fever to go up.
-.-
and it never went down.
LOL.
and yes i've been cheated man.
i ate bitter chocolates, and i realised that my fever went down.
but as i ate more, my voice became more distorted.
and my fever didnt go down.
and now?
there's smth down my throat.
i think an ulcer or smth.
-.-

im feeing damn irritated.
the more i dance now, the sicker i become.
wtf.
and i miss trainings.
:(

im off for a nap now.
be back later for james.
and to catch up on my work.

yes i know i shld be resting.
LOL.

(:
its amazing how this world works.
i dont want to say anymore cause its funny when its like your blog, and people
reads and comment feeling displeased.
im not gonna say anything.
i feel like i shouldnt have helped you in the first place?
i just feel like im a dumb fuck trying to help u earlier on.
LOL.
-

im disappointed.
its just in general.
LOL.
-

dance was good.
auditions were fun.
and i love raaz's choreo man!
i hope i get in, cause its really fun.
ahhaa.
LOL.
i hope junior jasmine had fun.
time to open up yo!=D
haha.

im still sick.
38 deg today.
:(
and now 37.5.
please go away.
i felt like puking when i take my med.
zzz.
-
gin's choreo is tough.
i hope i can catch up with the rest.
LOL.
and yes, i can do it.
=D
haha.

we dont need to prove anything to anyone.
for we know whats right and whats wrong.
and we dont have to account to anybody.
(:

Monday, May 12, 2008

its amazing how you actually swept me off during this past month.
from concert day , up till now.
it seems like a long time.



i always used to think that i dont need that someone there for me,
and im always sick and tired of seeing my friends quarrel with their boy.
i thought its better if i could always be there for them.
to seek solace after they quarrelled with their boy,
and i like it when after a few days, or maybe hours, when they tell me that everything's fine.
(:



its when i met you.
i feel im experiencing things which i've never really did before.
questioning why did u do this for me, and that.
and the feeling i've gotten?
it had never been sweeter than this.
i thank you too,
for being there for me,
even though not physically.
i can feel you, with me, all the time.
and i await the day where we can finally meet.

i hope you do too.(:



i dont care what she says bout you ditching her and being with me
and whatever.
i seriously dont care.
yes, she might be looking at my blog now.
but anyway,
its our rship now.
LOL.

i say those words because i love you too.
and i wanna try to protect you from the fucked up world.
i tried.
i hope i did.
haha.
(:

i love you.
and thank you.
very much.
=D

Sunday, May 11, 2008

im sorry.
we didnt get to talk much cause im too tired.
LOL.
i kept dozing off.
aahahaha.
-

dance was good.
orientation's dope,
the juniors are dope man.
found alot of breakers.
haha.
hope they enjoyed the programme.
(:

was so tired having to pretend like a junior,
cause u can only look at your friends from afar, and u cant talk to them.
LOL.
but i had fun, anw. haha.

-
i hope you had fun during clubbing.
and may that ugly souvenir of yours heal fast.
if i see it, i will rub it for you,
and make sure you cry out in pain!
ahahahhaahahaa=x
but owell.
LOL.

im still waiting for my song.
hee.
and i know it will be the nicest song i've ever heard.
(:

i love you too, asshole.
=D

Friday, May 09, 2008

MBS IS SOOOOOO BORING.

wtf.

LOL.
i hate it sooo much.
i dont understand a single thing.
-.-


-
brownies.
starbucks java chip frapp.
stars.
watching movie alone.
'happy birthday'
mocha
arnotts blueberry tartlets.
jerome jacquet.
and.

piggy.

love !
(:

Thursday, May 08, 2008

now that you're back,
i feel all so loved, and warmed.

push all the insecurities, and worries aside.
for i know ,
you are occupying both my heart and mind, slowly.
(:
can you come back quickkkkkkkkk.
i miss you badlyyyyyyyyy.

and i wonder.
did you realllyyyy
reallly reallly really




miss me at all? :(

Sunday, May 04, 2008

ahhhhh .
i feel so fucked up.
dont know why.
its like the sudden feeling where u turn all moody, and emomo.
and there isnt really a reason why to feel that way.
zzz.

i hate to think alot.
it drains my energy away.
and dear body,
please be good, and stay healthy.
cause im feeling you're trying to kick up a storm.
im feeling tired all the time man.
wtf.-.-

i didnt know 10 days is actually quite a long time.
mother and i talked bout you.
she asked me bout you , rather.
i dont know how to answer either.

dont say things for the sake of saying, or just to assure me.
i might be assuming, i might be correct.
will things stay this way, or will it fade away
as soon as your life begins another chapter?
i dont know.
im taking a risk .
maybe.

i love and trust someone, with my whole heart.
the risk is high.
of falling down .
deeply.
owell.
lets see if things wont be the same previously.
where all good things come to an end so soon,
till im so scared to commit now.
ahhh.
whatever.

okay fucked up world.
hatred and disappointment in me now.
goodbye.

oh, and i can be quite vulgar, if i want.
so dont be shocked.
LOL.
i have so much to say, but yet i dont know where to start.
life's being a bitch.
people are selfish, self centred and non trustable.
LOL.
weird world we have here.
im struggling to make things work for me, and everyone else.
somehow i feel nobody's helping me.
-

talked to joyce, and she said not to trust anyone.
i dont think i can make that happen,
cause i trust people to easily.
my weakness too.
owell,
whatever.

i just pierced my ear agn.
LOL.
3 on left, 6 on right.
9th earhole, and still counting.
HAHA.

okay bye.
-.-

Friday, May 02, 2008

humans are selfish.

period.

















i like this choreopgraphy .
seemed simple, but they killed it man.
(:




went on msia trip yesterday.
its fun, but not really pleasant either.

imagine having an over-domineering auntie joining your family in the whole journey,
planning HERSELF where we should eat, and where we should go, and making a whole lot of noise.
imagine witnessing the after-effects of a car accident on the way to destination.
with car wheels strewn all over, and car windows smashed.
LOL.
adventure man.
-.-

we set off really early, like 5am in the morninggg.
and headed to pray at various temples first, before lunch and shopping.
haha.
its really really nice.
but it makes you feel sad, cause u can see the living conditions certain people lives in,
and somehow, i am thankful foreverything i have now. LOL.
had heated argument with stupid bro.
and i realised he got exams like, today.
2 subjects, so i assumed he wouldnt pass with high marks.
i mean, who actually can go enjoy like the day before exams, and pretend theres nothing tml?
2 subjects man.
my brother's DOPE.-.-

shopping was okay.
didnt really get stuffs .
i thought i could get my highcut shoes, but i dont find any.
LOL.
headed to bird nest company after that.
its goood man. haha.

dinner's at this restaurant at sea side.
needed an hour to reach there.
looked out of the bus, and saw many stars.
its reallyyyyy beautiful!
they form patterns, and the whole sky is filled with stars man.
for that moment, i wonder how ure doing.
a few more days left.
haha.

dinner was okay.
but i kept sneezing non stop.
felt giddy.
and it didnt help when my family started karaoke-ing in the bus.
reached home at 11 plus.
LOL.

-
dance later at 7pm.
realised i got fever just nw.
zzzz.
lol.

more updates later! (:

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