off to malaysia for a day .
would be back on friday with more pictures.(:





hope you're doing fine.
no injuries pleaseeeee.
:(

im super shocked by this photo.

joey actually have expression when she dances?

WOW.

-.-

although i looked fugly in this,

im glad the photographer caught me in this pose.

an extra boost to improve on my expressions.

LOL.

haha .
i like the photo up there.
taken by some photographer.
thanks to serene, who mentioned in her blog.
and congrats .
its your chance now.
(:

-

joyce joyce.
starbucksssss.
(:
hahaa.
and oh.
good food.
LOL!=X

--
silly boy is gg for breaking intensive.
ten days.
im missing him already.
i pray that he doesnt suffer from injuries, and
to do what he does best at.
.
i love you. (:

silly boy.

thanks for all the luck.
i love you.
so much.=D

im glad i made you proud.
(:

chin, joyce, frank, junwei, me=D

today's dessert. LOL.
breakfast + lunch + dinner. hahaaa.=D

i dont want tuesday to come so soon.
i have to wait for a long time.
for you to come online.
-

stars represents me.
and i want the sky to represent you.
cause i know u'll be there , wherever i am.
following me, and providing me with love.
(:

i love you.
and yes, you're attractive.
lol!

goodnight, my love. (:

You Are Wintergreen Flavored Gum

You are laid back, low maintenance, and super cool. You go with the flow, and you never cause too much of a fuss. You are very in touch with nature and the world around you. You prefer to keep things simple. Complexity stresses you out. You are a very real person. Openness and honesty are important to you. You can be friends with almost anyone, as long as they tell it like it is.

What Flavor Gum Are You?

Your Heart is Red and Orange

Your heart is enthusiastic and optimistic. You are creative, witty, and brilliant. You bring levity and happiness to relationships. You're good at loving people for who they are.

What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

its soooo cold.
cardigan + penguin + blanket doesnt seem to work.
i need you hereee.
:(

i dont want us to wait till 20 years .
i love you too. (:

cheese fondue. (:
15 month old baby dylan.
off he go!=D

actually.
i dont know who that boy is.
he just randomly come up to me when im dancing.
hahaa.
found out from his maid that he's only 15 mths old.
haha.
-

so so so worried.
of my one min choreo.
hope everything will turn out fine.
lol.
french is love man.
seriously.

je suis amoureuse. (:

sch's good today .
love family law.
seeing lpb again makes me feel warm.
haha.=D

learnt interesting stuff bout fam law.
like people can get married below 21 yrs old and all.
haha.
and had fun with alison and stupidddd dw,
who cant seem to stop shaking his legggg.
( mind you, when someone shakes his/her leg, the whole row of seats will shake too.)
alison and i felt sooo giddy. hhaa=x
and and oh!
OMFG.
my stomach GROWLED.
LIKE DAMN LOUD.
alison could hear it man.
and i swear dw heard it too.
i swear i've seen him ' jumped' the moment it growled.=x
=/

dance was good.
got my choreo done.
not really finished. but can see some stuff.
haha.=x
and stupid kenneth.
soooo irritating.
hhaa=x
PINEAPPLE.
LOLLLL=X

my eyes hurt.
dont know why.
-.-
helping zw later for dance at NYP.
haha.
yayness.
excited.
LOL=X

silly boy wants me to blog.
so there you gooo.
hahaa.
(:

HELLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

okay firstly i really wanna thank joey for always being there for me. =D
she can make me smile like fuck without even doing anything. -.-
which is abit crazeh you know.
hahaha.

this woman is extremely obsessed with stars and PIGS.
very good very good.
i like animals too.
LOL.

and .
who says you've got no feel. LOL.
you were sexy during the jam&hop okay !
hahaha.
still waiting for you to teach me popping one day.
boooooooo.

alright i just want to say..
thankyou so so so much for everything.
i wanted this post to sound much better but nothing's coming out.
i think i'm sleepy. -.-
HAHAHA.

okay the truth is, words are not enough to express my feelings.
you've done a lot more for me than you can imagine.
i just don't know what to say.
haha.


FROM THE COUSIN YOU LOVE MOST. (YES, MOST. LOL)

im awaiting that day where we can lie down and count the stars together without worrying if we're tired, or we have to go.
im awaiting the day where we can hug each other real tight..
im awaiting the day where we can hold hands and dance to sun rise.
-

i wanna thank you so much for coming here .
entering my life.
watching me dance, listening to me when u can choose not to.
and telling me stuffs that i've never heard, for a long time.
i miss you all the time.
i really do.
and yay. piggy's playlist.
makes me happpy alll the timeeeeee.
(:

i love you too.
this entry full of love , just for you.
(:

regatta ; jamandhop performance.

is

DOPE SHIT.

-

CYPHERS ARE DOPE SHIT.

OMGGGGG.

HOUSE, POPLOCK, HIPHOP, REGGAE , BREAKING .

=D

on a random note.

i noticed a guy who kept looking at me during the performance.

and for a moment i thought of you.

and

yes.

i killed him with my feelings at that time.

=D

more pics later.

ahhaa.

today's an eventful day again.
i learnt so much more.
be it about happy/sad/disappointing things.
.

i realised that i really have grown up.
mentally.
as of today.
i realised so much moreee which i didnt see, initially.
as i said, it only takes one person to advise me, and i will feel so much better.
life's unfair.
really.
-

people think differently.
some think that you are good, some think ure not.
some feel that you are lacking in this, but someone else think differently.
all i can say is that, you have to follow your heart.
listen carefully, and make the right choices.
-
ive fallen, and i learnt to get up on my feet.
i know my mindset is wrong, and this will be the time i find myself back.
im not someone who takes it hard, and continue being emomo.
i know thats its my fault for thinking like that, and im willing to change.
i hope those who have changed, will realise this too.
-

i've grown tired.
ssame as joyce.
tired of how people think.
and their comments.
i hate the atmosphere of being pressurized to do exceptionally well.
then again, i know its good for me.
i really wish nobody forgets why we're in TPDE for.
cause we love dance.
and we wanna share the love together as a whole.
not competing with each other, occupying every corner of the studio to do the 1 min.
it sucks.
the feeling.
i hate to compete.
really.
-

yes it hurts to know that you're not chosen for performances.
but you learn from it.
do self evaluations, and believe opportunities will come .
and not harping that you're not chosen, and kicking big fuss, making excuses.
cause i just realised thats pretty shallow to think that way.
it doesnt matter how people judge you anymore, cause u know yourself,
if ure doing the right thing.
u dont need people to remind you.
this is your life.
not someone else.
-

i like it when people get frank with me and move on.
i dont like it when u keep demoralising me, and u dont help in providing solutions.
bryan said.
u give people comments, and u help provide solutions.
dont give general comments cause the audience can also say similar things .
and move on.
-
i seriously think everyone have changed.
be it the world, people you're close with or even acquaintances.
humans are selfish.
its sad to acknowledge that fact.
and thinking that people whom you treat very nice,
will treat you the same way too.
thats fucking stupid.
to think that way.
yeahs.
i got sooo much to release.
its wlays that i couldnt.
im tired of trying.
-.-
owell.
LOL.
-

performance for engine orientation is good.
bryan's class is good.
dinner with sam dreas iris is good.
LOL.
tml's regatta and jamnhop.
excited, but yet.
sigh.
LOL..

okay gonna sleep.
i hate this world like fuck.
-.-

my living star.

-

i love you too.
*hug you tightly till u cant breathe*
(:

photos for today!
there were 2 kindergarden classes and 4 pri sch sessions today.
i loveeeeeee the kindergarden kidssssss.
they hugged me after the session ended!
hahaa.
awwww~

house of ken. dope noodle house at orchard plaza. haha=D
this is crazzyyyy. my soup vs kaiwen's soup on 1st day of induction camp. LOL.

miss jasmineeeeeee. (:

guesss i will be seeing the kids only on the last 2 weeks of May.

there wouldnt be any more for now.

lol.

haha.

-

engine orientation and regatta performance coming up.

weeeeee.

i love dance.

haha.

i dont wanna get myself into politics anymoreee.

cause i know im losing the real meaning of dance already.

i wanna get it back.

and to dance for all i care.

haha.

-

dont feel bad.

its over.

im here for you.

now.=D

fuck the world.
im tired of telling myself im living in a nice and wonderful world.
-

i have lost the 'me' last time.
i need it back.
to save myself.
i need it.
:(

fuck.

-

540am.
i feel soo much better telling u how i felt just now.
cause i know you will be there to cheer me up.
thanks.
:)

omgggg.
the world's small.
so small that i think its funny i should find out things
that i shouldnt know, maybe.
-

i want to be there for you,
just like you did for me.
i realised that i never told you how much i cared.
and how concerned i am bout you.
i guess its just in me.
i really wish i could tell you that i love you.
in my heart.
and you know what?
no matter how cruel the world is to you,
how life's being unfair to you,
how people are ignorant about your existence,
i wanna tell you that im here for you.
tonight.
(:

i can picture you and me, lying on the piece of land.
we'll look up in the skies and we'll make a wish.
as we finish saying our wishes,
we'll look at each other till the morning sun rises.
-

(:

i've got so much things on my mind right now.
questions, and thoughts.
all jumbled up.

i need answers.
nobody can give it to me.
i cant find it on my own.

it was an eventful day yesterday.
i've experienced,
happiness sadness anger frustration tiredness lazyness
all in a single day.
how cool is that.
-.-

im very much a thinker.
i think alot, be it bout stuffs i like , or dislike.
i hate it when i think bout it,
and it goes nowhere.
i need answers.
i needed them.
but it seems like im the only one who has the answers.

i really hope that im living in a world where everyone's nice.
and have no bad intentions.
i guess i cant have that ' hope.'
can i?

owell.
ignore this post.
i dont know what im going through right now.
-.-


on a random note,
i trested myself to starbucks.
LOL.
-.-

someday .

i'll bring you stargazing .
we'll dance to the sunrise .(:

yes we will.
loves.
:)

im back from camp.
haha.
gosh, im really tired.
=x



first day at arts induction camp was kinda ..
zzz.
haha.
before we even start to have ice breaking games,
we were whisked off to have rehearsal at TCC.
and my god.
the dry run was terrible.

:(
so we stayed back with the rest to clean up steps,
and it took us half a day.
=\
anyway,
went back to the camp
to have a little session bout some leadership thingy
and headed for games at night.

=D


and omfg.
the game with the laser guns is DOPE SHIT.
its exactly like CS,
but a 'live' version.
LOL.
damn damn fun.
(:

haha.
grouped with the name ' dreamgirls' again.
and i SWEAR.
WE THRASHED THE TEAM that was playing with us.
haha 3 guys 2 girls vs. 6 girls.
WAHAHA.
(:



after the game, cooled down.
and gues what?
ghost story telling time.

-.-

its really creepy when we are all in the dark,
and the stories really get freaky.
zzz.
i got so scared till im too tired to feel afraid anymore.
so i didnt bother to listen.
ahhaa.=x

had sessioning at 2-4am in the morning with the rest.
so fun.
LOL.
we did spoofs, and pop lock drills.
=D


work was fine.
the kids today were kinda restless,
and the school that came today is weird.
LOL.
they have weird kids=x
LOL.
i took over the briefing today.
and i sure had fun teasing them . :)
and some kids.
tsktsk.
when i said, ' okay who's socks are smelly now?'
they go like, ' MEEEEE'
AND
they proceed to SMELL THEIR SOCKS.
-.-
like wtf?
i dont mean like, literally find out whose socks are SMELLY!
LOL.
one kid actually went to kick his friend's cheek when the boy lie on the mat.
-.-
kids nowadays.

had dinner after that,
and went back home.
didnt go for jamnhop cause im tooo drained out.
LOL.
and haha.
im glad i didnt.=D

dance later.
i hope gin's doing smth good=D
pics up on next post!=D

oh man.
camp's like in 9 more hours or smth.
actually i dont really like camps.
but owell.
=D

piggy's tired , i guess.
hope the medicine's working for him.
hee.
thanks for the stars yesterday.
i love it.
(:


its only a 2 day camp.
so it isnt that bad.
im gonna blog when im back on fri.
haha.
sooooo.
bye.
LOL.

kids today, at SDC.
AHAHA.(:

' hey you're on camera!' LOLL.
most naughty kid around today. LOL.
cute boy #1
cute boy#2
cute boy#3. okay fine. im stalkng him. he's sooooooo cute.=D

teacher's having fun too!=D

today's the best session i ever had.

its really really fun!

this girl came up to me and said im pretty.

im like so shy pleaseeeeee.

HAHHAA.

the kids are loves.=D

and haha. i've been stalking that boy up there.

LOL.

so cuteeeee.

=D

okayy

dance later.

performances!

weeeeee.=DDD

hee .
sweet guy.

i love talking to you tooo.
im always here for you,
you know that.
:)

i promise i'll bake brownies for you,
and i'l hug you whenever you feel down.
come back here.
someday.
:)

my attempt in being artistic. obviously failed=x
im in love with this hoodie. and joyce has it. so i got this. on the spot.=D
my attire for the day. ahaha=x

cousin=D
i ate this MUCH. LOLLL
-.- retarded.

today was day out with cousin.

haha.

fun, but abit boring cause we're walking around aimlessly.

HAHA.=D

he brought me to Waraku, the jap restaurant.

its fucking dope.

the salmon and salmon roe cream udon.

its really nice.

ahaha.

went to watch untraceable.

its really nice.

the nicer version of SAW .

LOL.

i spent half of them time covering face with my cardigan.

and guess what?

i can see through my cardigan.

and yes,

all the gore scenes.

zzz.

he went out with his friends later for dinner.

and i went to look for joyce and frank at marine parade.

LOL.

had fun.

and went to look for the girls.

drank, went back home.

ahhaa.

she got me sweets from HK,

and one bottle of dry Gin.

LOL.

smells like perfume, but tasted really gross.

LOL=X