Sunday, August 28, 2011

breaking down every single minute.


Wednesday, August 24, 2011

2nd time im seeing myself dead.

i really wish im dead now.
maybe its time .


im tired.

i lost the will to survive.
just choosing the day i will finally let go of everything and disappear.

then,
everybody will be happy.

maybe they will be sad.
but time heals.


i know i would be forgotten.

its okay,
my needs and thoughts were never known anyway.

goodbye.
might be the last time i post here.

might not?
we'll see.

nobody cares.
never will.

only a matter of time people sees this.
till then its too late.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

today,

i see myself sitting on a chair .
with a razor blade, cutting through my wrist.
bright red blood flowing through my hand.
the light-headedness.
amazing.

i see the ambulance.
i said my goodbyes.
i see my brother calling.

i hear my name pronounced dead.
i wandered around.

i disappeared from your lives.
i wondered what happens after that.


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