always feeling hurt and upset .

self esteem going down , low self confidence.

who would, when you hear something so degrading and hurtful from your own family?

everyone would.

including me. im human.

yeah, maybe i shouldnt even been borned.

fucking useless piece of shit who gets misunderstood all the time.

im blogging for my boyfriend again.

heh.

(:

thanks baby,

for being here for me .

for being so loving ,

and for wanting me.

(:

dont worry sweetheart.

i will stay,

and i will be beside you forever.

just dont leave me .

(:

i want to go for walks on beaches,

i want to see the sunset /sun rise.

i want to travel to hawaii and europe.

i want to do alot of things.

most importantly,

i want to do it with you.

(:

i love you.

hee.

way more than you know.

really.

(:

this is for you baby(:

heh.

(:

he's way too hot to not post it here. (:

say hello to my boyfriend.

<3

i've fallen and i cant get up.

help me , someone.

been a crazy time out there so far.

haha.

i miss dancing so much.

lol.

wish i could not worry bout anything and just dance my life away.