i think i've made a right choice in deciding to go for ryan's class later.
somehow, i felt really tired.
not tired, as in sleepy . but ,
like tired of what i do everyday .
lol.

life's getting boring .
and each time i look back at times when im younger,
it never fails to amaze at how happy i was.
lol.

sometimes,
i wish my dreams would come true .
can u imagine ,
how nice it would be , if in this world.
there are fairies, vampires ( thats damn good looking like the ones in twilight)
angels.
bla bla .
and how people dont need money to purchase stuff,
how everyone can stay happy.
yes, im naive.
but its not wrong to daydream once in awhile right ?
(:

-
accounting at noon ,
and psycho at 4.
zzzz im sick of psycho.
lol.
waiting for alison now .
so longggggggggggggggggg!
hahaha.

okay gtg already .
hopefully i will do well in ryan's class later. (:

and so,
baby's birthday was good .
heh .
he had classmates writing him a card,
and his colleagues celebrating his birthday !
im happy for him .
(:

and yayy .
he joined the crew.
(:
i knew he wanted this .
and hopefully it turns out good .
with ummm.
no injuries/arguments HAHHAA.
=x

-

i had dinner today, with grace and serkiat lol.
and its dope.
i didnt eat from 10-6pm.
and the funny thing is,
im not hungry .
but i just felt ..empty?
yeah .
its like , to satisfy the need to eat or smth .
lol.

OB class was boring to the max.
two tutorials put together = restless class.
and funny ashraf and chay , talking crap.
as in , really crap.
LOL.
and avi's complaining bout not having space , behind my seat.
=x
i like my class.
we seemed to get closer only during the 2nd sem of school.
its nice .
=p

-

joyce's pushing cart later.
gonna buy stuff from her .
lets hope she can hit her 1K target sales.
lol.
and joyce <3>
its so longggggggggggg.
even frank was saying its long .
lol.
i missed her !=x

-

i realised something today, while waiting for baby .
i think....
whatever you're feeling inside your heart affects how you dance .
and i know i've been avoiding certain issues, to make myself feel better .
but i didnt realised that it affects me in how i perform .
tsk.
i need to do smth bout it .
funny , like how i dont dare to talk to gin/ryan bout it .
i know i want to,
but i dont dare. or rather, dont know how to .
lol.

and my studies too.
im feeling the pressure already,
because SIP is coming soon.
and i dont want to go to a law firm doing shit work and wasting time.
LOL.

-
i think i've enough rest .
its time to get my butt working again .
be it in dance , or studies,
or relationships.
(:

-

okay baby,
i think i've written quite alot .
ahhahahahahaa .
=x


i love you=p

its been long time since i've blogged.
heh .
okay , 3 days is alot to me =x
hee.

been sick for the past few days .
lol.
terrible .
so unlucky !
only got gastric , but fever came visiting =\

anyway im better now!
hahahaa .

relatives are at my house these few days .
dope shit.
but i cant really eat much now.
no appetite at all.
LOL.
all my fav food .....
HAHHA.



AND ITS BABY'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!
=DDD



HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES!

I LOVE YOU !



and HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIANA!

(:


okay , blog more soon =p
back to baby .
heh .(:

what a good time to fall sick.
LOL.

feeling terrible.
fever, gastric .
=\

but oh well,
im gonna be fine .
im sure.
(:

sorry to SSG!
i wanted to go, but the fever's obstructing me.
=\
have fun okay.
will meet up again!

and now back to staring at the computer,
feeling bored.
sigh .

Rules and Regulations:

-Each player of this game start off with 10 weird things/habit/little known facts about yourself.
-People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
-At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list this names.
-No tag back



1. i love scent . as in, smelling people's scent . obviously not B.O . LOL=x
2. i love wearing sneakers.
3. i used to have a crush on bryan . HAHAHHAA.
4. i love to daydream alot. (:
5. i write, using my right hand and eat, using my left hand .
6. i hold my toothbrush on the left.
7. i hate it when people jumps/sit on my bed without washing their legs first.=x
8. i think alot.
9. i have a younger brother LOL.
10. i sleep with my ipod . HAHHAA. (although some knows of this already)



So, 10 people to pass this on to:
1.) james <3>

TEN ARE YOU(s)
1.) Are you single - HAHAHAHA *shows picture of james*
2.) Are you happy - yes (:
3.) Are you bored - not really lol
4.) Are you fair - on my TUMMY hahahaa.
5.) Are you Italian - do italians look black?
6.) Are you intelligent - duh . HAHAHAHA=X
7.) Are you honest - mmm . kinda?(:
8.) Are you nice - of course !
9.) Are you Irish - shut up-.-
10.) Are you Asian - my hair's black.


TEN FACTS
1.) Full Name - Joey Cheng.......
2.) Nicknames- jo/popper/xiaoan-.-/JOBEY-.-/kangaroo .
3.) Birth place - singapore? LOLOLOL . THOMSON MEDICAL CENTER(:
4.) Hair color - Black. love it (:
5.) Natural hair style - CORN PERM=DDD
6.) Eye color - brown BUT blue when contacts are on . HAHAHA.
7.) Birthday - 27th dec 1990.
8.) Mood - anxious.
9.) Favorite color - PURPLE, BLACK, GREEN, BLUE.
10.) One place you'd love to visit - LA, for the time being <3>
TEN THINS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1.) Have you ever been in love - yes , and im still am . (:
2.) Do you believe in love at first sight - never. im a realist.=x
3.) Do you currently have a crush? - hahahahaha . crush=boyfriend=my love= james.(:
4.) Have you ever been hurt emotionally - been through that so many times.
5.) Have you ever broken someone's heart - yeah .=x
6.) Have you ever had your heart broken - COUNTLESS.=X
7.) Have you ever liked someone but never told them - hahaha . will never ever tell . lol
8.) Are you afraid of commitment - yes.
9.) Who was the last person you hugged - joycelyn(:
10.) Who was the last person you said I love you to? - JAMES LOVE(:

TEN THIS OR THAT
1.) Love or Lust - love love.
2.) Hard liquor or beer - coffee? (:
3.) Cats or dogs - dogs are a man's best friend. (:
4.) A few best friends or any regular friends - few best friends weeeeeee(:
5.) Creamy or Crunchy - creamy! =D
6.) Pencil or Pen - pen! lol .
7.) Wild night out or romantic night in - romantic night . im a romance person LOL.
8.) Money or Happiness - happiness. i need that LOL.
9.) Night or day - more on the day side.
10.) IM or phone - IM ? HAHAHHAA.


TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1.) Been caught sneaking out - no? im obedient . LOL
2.) Seen a polar bear - POSTERS-.-
3.) Done something you regret - kinda .
4.) Bungee Jumped - NOOOOOO-.-
5.) Eaten food that fell on the floor - THE 3 SECOND RULE APPLIES (:
6.) Finished an entire jaw breaker - wtf is that?
7.) Been caught naked - no-.- im decent . hee hee.
8.) Wanted an ex bf/gf back - never. i dont look back . =x
9.) Wanted to disappear - sometimes.
10.) Kissed the same gender - i dont kiss them! ONLY 2 GIRLS KISSED ME BEFORE.ZZZZZZZ.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1.) Smile or eyes - EYES(: windows to the soul. LOL.
2.) Light or dark hair - dark hair? more attractive? hahahaa.
3.) Hugs or Kisses - depends on what he wanna give (:
4.) Shorter or taller - taller, but NOT THAT TALL, JAMES!=X
5.) Intelligence or attraction - intelligence(:
6.) Topman or Zara - TOPMAN . so cute =p
7.) Funny or serious - funny ! ahhahaa .
8.) Older or Younger - older. duh .-.-
9.) Outgoing or quiet - outgoing ! fun fun !
10.) Sweet or Bad - more on the sweet side (:


TEN HAVE YOU
1.) Ever performed in front of a large crowd - yes! countless . (:
2.) Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - yes . but no more than 3 hours.
3.) Ever tried walking on your hands - i cant even do a proper handstand .-.-
4.) Ever been to a rock concert - uhh mini rock concert. heh . now defunct Ronin . lol.
5.) Ever been on a cheerleading team - i will LOL if im in one . =x
6.) Ever been on a dance team - YES. hee heee .
7.) Ever been on a sports team - no, except for sports day! hhahaa.
8.) Ever been in a drama play/production - yes . EVOKE. most memorable.
9.) Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, hummer or Bentley? - i only recognized the first 2 and last. LOL.
10.) Ever been in a rap video? sure.-.-

TEN... LASTS
1.) Last phone call you made - joycelyn(:
2.) Last person you hung out with - love love (:
3.) Last time you worked - uh . last year. HAHAHA . crabtree and evelyn (:
4.) Last person you talked to - my uncle? LOL
5.) Last person you IM'd - SAMANSARII LOL.
6.) Last person you texted - cant text anyone -.- LOL phone's screwed hahahhaa.
7.) Last person(s) you went to the movies with - love love. (:
8.) Last person/thing you missed - my love (:
9.) Last website you visited - www.blogger.com
10.) Last kiss you had - yesterday with baby . LOL.

i had so much fun during modern !
even though half of the time, im feeling really painful in the tummy.
zzz.

our group choreo was good.
and i loved dancing that item heeee.
so fun(:

and im glad it left an impression on others.
probably of the song/mood .
(:
thanks to loren, melanie and audrey for the wonderful time.
heh .
i still remembered that we kept laughing when we first did our steps .
lol.

then God's Will was up next.
i thought i didnt do too well.
hahaa , too emotional.
and i get carried away.
but oh well.
at least i felt it . and my double left turns!
omg like shit .
=x

and new choreo!
wooooooooo.
dope dope.
it makes me feel in love .
which im already am .
and i thought bout you, baby .
when i dance.
and i kept smiling , and going no matter how tired it was.
LOL.
(:

and zzz.
my tummy ache is still here.
bought milo on way home .
but no use.
zzz.
dad says it might be gastric.
lol.
-.-
guess gonna go see a doc later.
=\

-
baby's tummy is hurting too.
lol.
hope he would be fine .
and 5 more days to his birthday!
=p
heh .

i love you (:

short one over here,

im here in school doing my project-.-

and,

i've got a bad tummyache zzz.
so far, i've not eaten anything since that one cup of coffee and 2 spoonful of noodles at 10am .
zzz.

and its painful zzzzzzzz.

and best part too?
my phone died on me , LOL.

how how howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww=\

lol.

-

am excited for modern later.
had fun doing the item with the girls.
(:
hopefully everything turns out well(:

just when i thought we were better,
i screw things up again.
-.-

i checked because i wanted to know how it looked like.
sorry .

its not easy for me to open up.
im trying.



dont give up on me.

rant .

its 3.30am now.
i couldnt sleep.

i realised i have the tendency to avoid problems. whenever i feel upset, i will choose to forget it and pretend that nothing is wrong. and whenever i push my problems aside, i thought it would go away. but somehow, it always surfaces when i feel most vulnerable. i dont like this feeling. its been bugging me for quite some time.

i learnt that, by writing down your feelings, its supposed to be therapeutic. thats why im doing it now, hoping that i would feel better. maybe i would. i dont know. made a wrong choice by looking at certain dance vids. and then , it just made me feel suckier than i already was. i feel like im like some fucking emo kid now but no, im not. i just need to get it out of my way.

most of the time, i feel like crying over my problems, i wanna do things that i dont do anymore, i feel like hurting myself to relieve my problems. but i dont know. something is stopping me. whats fucking wrong with me?
i should probably end up dead u know.

i find myself totally screwed inside. as the saying goes, people who looks strong outside are people who are weak inside. maybe its true. sometimes, i dont know what i want to achieve, i feel like i cant achieve them , and i need to let go.
but i dont want to. i want to be determined.

someone told me before. to make yourself feel happier, lower your expectations. and some said i looked stressed, sad when i dont even realise it. maybe my face shows all. im tired.

at moments like this, i really felt like giving up. its as though someone is pressing me to give up , but im just being stubborn to keep going. maybe i should give up. ive been fighting myself for a very very long time. im tired inside. my heart. now i know why i feel heartaches too. probably of all the feelings im supressing inside. i need my faith back. i need joey back.

who really listens to you when you have problems? i dont know.

i need you here to hug me and whisper in my ears that im alright.
i want to feel safe in your arms.
i need you , with me.

i'll be fine. like i always do. its time i learn how to take things lightly . before i really break down, and go insane, and decide that its time to fly. im not emomo. im just overwhelmed by problems.maybe its the thing bout being 18. i dont like things hanging in midair. if theres a problem, i wanna solve it . rather than pretending nothing happened, especially in problems involving more than a person.

im just a fucked up person.
leave me alone .
and thanks , if u actually read up to this paragraph.



its 350am now.
im gonna go lie down for awhile.
may sunday be a better day for me.

i hate arguing.

im feeling fucked up because i've asked you so many times.
until i find myself annoying.

and so?
im causing the heartaches now?
my fault again?

okay.
im sorry then.
i always screw up.
no?

all i asked for, is to send one simple thing.
is it very difficult?
and .

that sentence that made me leave that conver pierced my heart.
talk bout heartaches.

i feel so much better now.
(:

because baby told me of the dream he had of me and him.
its ..
indescribable.
(:
and i really hoped that we would be like that in real life(:

i love you james(:

heh.

sometimes i really wonder if im as strong as i set out to be .
i dont know what im feeling now .
maybe lost. upset. confused.
whatever.

im tired of feeling this way each time it is ended.
the feeling of lost.
not knowing where to proceed on, not knowing whats wrong with me.
and how do i express myself.
i felt withdrawn, reserved still.
i felt like i dance with no soul.
but i tried.
i really did.

but i failed.

-

dance have become a major part of my life.
probably to the extent of losing myself if dance is not with me.
i seek comfort in it, and it keeps me sane.
and lit provides me with love too.
in which i dont receive alot.
from my family especially.

im upset because i know i didnt get what he wanted in that piece.
i felt wrong.
like im holding back.
and fuck i dont know what and why im holding back for.
as i walked home,
i felt sad but i cant cry.
something is preventing me from crying .
preventing me from letting go.

is the source coming from my problems or what?
i need to know.
=\

-

i dont know if its freaky or what.
i did this tarot card reading on msn.com.
and then wednesday's card shows the old man with a stick holding a lamp.
and it says i should slow myself down, and think about what are my goals that i've set.
i think its true. because im losing my goals in sight.

need to recharge myself later.

-

thanks baby, for listening.
you know i dont open up to people,
even to you when we were together initially.
and i'll try to be the fighter you think i am.
i'll try.

joyce wanted me to blog bout her .
lol.
its a random thought.
haha.
(:

joyce is a very good friend of mine.
like how people have best friends?
she's one of the best friends that i had .
and one that i probably wouldnt forget.
(:

she could get really nice , and puts people before her.
but sometimes,
she could get really nasty .
AHAHAHAA.
esp when it comes to complaining bout frank.
lol.

when i first saw her in swu,
i didnt like her.=x
i thought she was just one of the many fans that my instructor has.
but , then i saw her in tpde .
and slowly we knew each other,
and i got into RHR , with her, chin, nel frank kw iris and the others.
then we had performances together.
actually almost every performances we had, to date.(:

we hanged out ,
talked, gossiped like other girls do.
we just clicked.
(:

then!
we had our first argument. lol. actually its one year after we knew each other.
over some minor stuff.
heh .
but its all good.
(:
misunderstandings.

i envy her family.
one of the closest i've seen.
and her parents are dope to the max.
really.
i like her younger sister too.
pretty girl.(:

-
we have yet to choreograph a routine together lol.
and i think we would. someday(:
-

as we grow closer, we talk more like each other.
just like how we blog.
(:
funny.
and sometimes,
through her actions.
i can tell whats going on.
(:
-

long lasting friendship i would have with her .
right, joyce?
(:

and to chin and serene too.
and the rest of the girls.
i appreciate all of you .
(:

and so, tp open house's over already.
lol.

i had fun training with the grp for it,
and all the meet ups before trainings always made me happy.
(:

the first show wasnt too good for me.
got preoccupied by personal problems,
and i forgot steps for the first time.
i swear.
it was bad.
i kept swearing at myself after it.
but owell.
jam&hop's the time for me to redeem myself.
heh.

met the artistes , like fiona xie , andie chen bla bla.
but i didnt get excited ,
until i i saw UTT.
omg.
okay. he's good looking .
but he's gay.
hahaa.
took a picture with him.(:

change of make up for the 1st show on sat, to another for jamhop.
thanks to CHIN who did it for me.
LOL.
(:
and then waited for show to start.
sleeq performed, electrico performed.
and vertical rush.
but i liked electrico and sleeq.
dope people.
=D

our show was good i felt.
i enjoyed myself !
and i went wild .
lol.
(:

cypher was good too!
(except for that guy that pushed raaz-.-)
i thought this was the best jamhop i've been .
(:

pictures later.
(:

-
went home by bus and its so weird.
like unwanted attention on myself.
then took a cab to my doorstep.
haha.

-

thanks to the rest of the dancers okay .
for trying out house and poplock.
i know its not your genre, and u might not have the technique for it ,
but i think u guys did great(:
love you all.
(:

gonna go do some work now.
byebye!

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
alot of cyphers
1 hr plus
hahaa
and there's this guy ,
who danced to the lyrics
and he kept disturbing my junior.
lol.
but when its her turn , some stupid song played.
so she cant really do much.

james says:
dance to the lyrics ? lol .

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
of the song.
lol

james says:
like what .

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
some song that sound like ' sorry baby , i love you bla bla'
lol
those rnb kind
and then , after she went back, he came out agn!
so i went out . i dont know why i did.
=x
so i retorted.
i followed to the lyrics too.
and then i think he got pissed or smth
so he came out , and think he FLIRTED WITH ME OMG SO DISGUSTING U KNOW
-.-

james says:
eeeeeeeeeeee wtf !

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
i think*
YAAAAA
I DIDNT LIKE IT .
-.-

james says:
HEY BRING ME TO SEE HIM OKAY I'M GONNA MURDER HIM LOL .

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
HAHAHAHAH

james says:
omg serious .
i'm gonna smoke him man .

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
i got pissed because he was like, coming closer, and then doing waves, and he's looking at my body-.-
asshole.

james says:
WTF !

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
so i went out
ahha.
and then
i retorted as usual. and then i did waves.
when i did that, everyone doped me
HAHAHAH
and then he kept shaking my hand -.-
i dont know why .

james says:
cause you're pretty and he just wants to hold your hand !

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
no i think he got guilty for disturbing me=x

james says:
LOL .
bloody hell .


WTF WTF .
SOMEONE FLIRTED WITH MY GIRLFRIEND !
._.
omg sicko .
if you are reading this , you asshole .
please come out and battle me .
because i am itching to burn you .
you can just drop me a message I'LL BATTLE YOU ANY DAY .


joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
eh dont jealous kay!
im just telling u what happened.
and one guy said i was cute-.-
lol.

james says:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says:
he told my friend. hahaha but my friend said im attached
hee.


AND HELL YEAH SHE'S ATTACHED !

im tired.

of everything.

-
I met God's Will on a Halloween Night
He was dressed as a bag of leaves
It hid the braces on his legs at first

His smile was as bright as the August sun
When he looked at me
As he struggled down the driveway
It almost made me hurt

Will don't walk too good
Will don't talk too good
He won't do the things that the other kids do
In our neighborhood

[chorus]
I've been searchin', wonderin', thinkin'
Lost and lookin' all my life
I've been wounded, jaded, loved and hated
I've wrestled wrong and right
He was a boy without a father
And his mother's miracle
I've been readin', writin', prayin', fightin'
I guess I would be still
Yeah, that was until
I knew God's Will

Will's mom had to work two jobs
We'd watch him when she had to work late
And we'd all laugh like I hadn't laughed
Since I don't know when

"Hey Jude" was his favorite song
At dinner, he'd ask to pray
And then he'd pray for everybody in the world, but him

[chorus]
I've been searchin', wonderin', thinkin'
Lost and lookin' all my life
I've been wounded, jaded, loved and hated
I've wrestled wrong and right
He was a boy without a father
And his mother's miracle
I've been readin', writin', prayin', fightin'
I guess I would be still
Yeah, that was until
I knew God's Will

Before they moved to California
His mother said, "They didn't think he'd live"
And she said, "Each day that I have him, well, it's just another gift"
And I never got to tell her, that the boy showed me the truth
In crayon red, on notebook paper
He'd written, "Me and God love you"

I've been searchin', prayin', wounded, jaded
I guess I would be still
Yeah, that was until...
I met God's Will on a Halloween night
He was dressed as a bag of leaves

760th post .

when you love , or care bout someone.

you find yourself thinking bout him/her all the time.
dreaming bout what he/she is doing ,
and not paying attention in class.

when you love someone,
you would want the best for that person.
you worry for him/her,
and you would dedicate whatever time you have, just to be with that person.
you find yourself talking more about the person ,
you get all excited when you talk to a person bout him/her.

when you're in a relationship,
it is as though, only one person understands you in this whole world.
you shower care and concern for each other,
and being intimate as a way of love.
you wished that you two would be together for long .

when problems arises in a relationship,
you feel hurt, and helpless.
you insist that you're right , and the opposing party is unreasonable.
you cry , and get upset . or even drink to forget the pain.
you felt empty, in your heart.
as though, there's nothing that could make me happy .

-

when you get jealous in a relationship.
it meant that you cared enough for the person.
its not wrong .
too much , isnt right either.
imagine if you dont get jealous .
wouldnt it be , an open relationship?
where u dont get upset ,
when your girl gets too close with a guy
or vice versa?

trust is important .
but .
communication is twice as important.

-

this is random.

and so,
my first performance of 2009.
lol.

it was good .
i felt kinda happy when i saw the vid.
at least it looked neat though.
(:

-

decided to catch a movie ,
and then we had dinner at downtown ,
fish and co express.
LOL.
had fun talking bout stuffs.
(:
-

another 2 shows on saturday .
dreading next week,
cause there are 2 submissions .
zzz.

oh well.

-

baby's not feeling too good today .
dont emomo okay !
im always here .
smile smile !
(:

ally saved the day .
lol.

i was kinda bothered bout what happened 2 days ago.
and i thought maybe its my fault for saying those stuff.
but i dont know .
i just didnt understand whats going on.

then .
she told me something .
but i didnt share with her , bout what happened.

' let the one who is sacrificing do what he/she wants.
although sometimes it might pain/hurt you to see it .
this is the '_______' theory. '

and i thought that was very true.
then it made me realised that i wasnt being appreciative.
although its hurts to see what he did .
but nevermind.
i've known better.

anyway ,
happy 7th baby.

its our 6th month together.
sorry that i've made it unpleasant .
but i still love you .

hope you do too.

thing to be happy about for today.

i've got 72 marks for my individual company law project.

thats the only consolation amog many other sad things .

all i wished for,
is for you to be happy.

if i've made you upset this time,
im sorry.

im worried for you.
bout your health .
bout how you're coping.
at this age,
you should be having fun .
isnt it?

and its a commitment between us.
are u really willing to do this ?
wont you go ,
'im tired'
after doing this for maybe a year?
i know i wont.
but you?

i dont wanna argue with you .
simply because i loved you.

so just understand that im worried .
and saying those stuff yesterday.

i take it that you're not coming back.
just to let you know.


i appreciate everything that u've done .
for me.
for us.

sometimes i wonder if im courting trouble.

and it hurts to find myself in a situation where we cant do anything about .
and its excruciating to see someone you loved very much in this kind of situation .
yourself included.

its okay .
everything would be fine .


to think my new year resolution was, to be the cheerful person i was last time.

lazy day today .
not that i didnt have anything to do,
but i felt lazy .=x

went back to school for training .
not too bad.
House formation's done .
and cobrastyle's too.
speakerphone's steps are finished.
lol.

left with poplock, and reggae steps.
and we're running out of time.
lol.
but its okay.
im sure we can do it.
=x

-
took a bus home,
and theres this lady sitting beside me, talking loudly.
thought she was talking to someone.
but after awhile,
realised that she's actually talking to no one.
then i got lil scared.
but pretended that nth happened.
then she patted my shoulder and said ,
smth bout not using my headphones when i crossed the road.
and then she linked it to what,
government bla bla, and uh what if tsunami is here then sg would be flooded.
im like.
huh?
but we got off soon.
i made sure she alighted before me.
in case she talks to me.
=x

went to the library instead.
read books.
haha.
then went home.
to find no one in.
lol.

-

out with mom tomorrow.
zzz.

and to samansarii!
cheer up (: