yes .
i just got a new phone.
shijie!
i can finally return you yours.
LOL.

im kinda glad you told me those stuff.
at least i know what you dont really understand.
and what i dont understand.
its okay.
things like this makes a friendship stronger.
i believe in that.
-

someone wants to draw really nice photos/pics so that even cameras would be put to shame.
haha.
im sure you can do it.=D
haha .
interesting stuff.
:)

dance later on.
this week's gonna be a bore. again.
LOL.

oh.
and i saw this elderly couple holding hands, walking down Orchard Road.
i hope they didnt hear the multiple ' awww~' going behind them.
haha.
=D

im happy.

haha.
you know why.
:)

<3!

LOL.

i look like a small kid wearing her shoes here.

zzz.=.=

today was a lazy day.

didnt head to sentosa for sun tanning with the rest.

cause i feel i needed the time off for myself,

and just take things slow.

everyday seems to be passing by , in a flash.

i woke up at 12noon.

and now?

its 1218am.

time passes so quickly.

=\

-

spent the day reading my book, and listening to that song on my ipod.

"When I close my eyes I can see you

It’s like you’re right here

And this feelings only getting stronger

You’re with me everywhere "

this song made me think of you.

i wonder if you had dreamt of me .

hhahaa.=D

-

headed out to pass joyce some stuffs,

and on the way, i got some bitter chocs for myself.

ahhaa.

hey, it rhymes.

:)

i came to realise my walking pace had increased .

definitely not a good sign.

amazing how i spent only 3 mins walking out of my house to the busstop.

and guys, you know how farrr my house and busstop is.

too bad.

there isnt someone to pace me down ,

whenever i walk alone.

haha .

came back home,

and read my magazine as i absent mindedly

popped the chocs into my mouth.

lol.

finished them in 30 mins .

-

i hated changes.

but yet,

changes is the only thing thats constant in life.

i read all my previous blog entries.

dated way back , since 2005.

yes, i've changed.

mentality.

definitely more matured.

( if you dont count my looks. haha .)

i dont like it when i have to start making decisions for myself.

for my life . and everything else.

im too used with daddy planning everything.

i dislike people assuming.

making assumptions out of nowhere.

hate it when i have to be realistic

and tell myself the world isnt as simple as i thought it would be .

its no longer,

' i treat you real nice, and you do the same for me okay?'

no more.

=\

-

i feel im weird.

i wouldnt wanna miss out on stuffs that happening among my friends.

but yet,

i want time for myself.

as in really for me only.

i just wanna sit down,

go star gazing.

sit by the beach.

read a book, listening to my ipod at the same time.

is that too much to ask for?

why dont you guys understand me when i reject plans?

.

its general.

dont take it to heart, friends.=D

i wanna go star gazing.

sooo badly.

i walked home today, and there were stars.

i stood there, and looked.

for a long time.

happened quite a few times .

-

its amazing how some people can stereotype you.

being a better dancer than you doesnt mean

certain things could be taken for granted.

i felt hurt when you said that.

i didnt even know you did that,

and you assumed i didnt notice.

hurt becomes anger.

i hated assumptions.

okay.

dislike .

=.=

its okay .

im used to people not understanding.

i wonder why its so difficult for people to understand.

i guess,

i had a hard time opening up to people too .

i feel tired all of a sudden.

i needed a hug again .

but it doesnt come to me .

=\

this post took me a long time to finish.

im sorry for the long draggy entry .

anyway, this is my blog.

why am i saying sorry.

haha.

"If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other,
And we'll never find another.
Just realize what I just realized,
We'd never have to wonder,
If we missed out on each other now. "

colbie calliat ; Realize.

photos from TPSU'S DND performance.
enjoy:)




hello denise and yuqing!=D
DREAMGIRLS!=D

HEY SONNY WHY YOU WATCHING THAT PURPLE ASS DINO , ARE YOU GAY ? =D

this really kept me going on.
i think its worth it.
even though im tired.

im glad too,
that i didnt sleep.=D

the performance was great.
not because i didnt forget steps,
not because everything was perfect.

but.

the chemistry we had.
thanks dreamgirls.
=D

pics later!=D

OMG .
i feel so guilty for asking you to come online .
at such an early hour.
=\
sorry.

dreamgirls performing at Regent hotel later!
weeee.
so exciting.
im just not excited at having to wear the corset agn .
LOL.=X

class was dope ytd.
kate's class.
she 's one sick dancer man.
full of energy.
iris and i did the sickest choreo we 've seen.
for now , at least.
it was so good.
haha.
=D
we're so gonna go for next week's.
'BOUNCE' by timbaland.
haha.

stupid 'sexually deprived' joke.
its still lingering in my mind.
thanks so much, stef and frank.
zzz .
LOL.=D

okay.
waiting for piggy to finish his nap.
silly guy.
next time ure tired, pleaseee tell me.
LOL.
=D

class today. hahaha=D

photos!

:)

im learning basic steps of cha cha from meichin the pro LOLLLL.
DREAMGIRLS!
HAAHAHAA:)

i wonder what im doing. zzz.


joyce joey iris kat stef.

cheerleaders!
35 mins bus ride to changi airport from Regent. HAHA=D
=D
stef!=D

MAS SELAMAT, WHERE ARE YOUUUUUU. HAHAHAAA=X
weeeeee!=D
breakers say' HUR!' lollll
yes, im the one with purple leggings. zzz.

nelson.=D

i know im short.-.-

haha .

so much fun!

more to come on thursday!

=DD

wow.
had a great time rehearsing with Dreamgirls.
haha.
its was fun,
but the organisers of the event sucked.
seriously.
haha.

had loads of fun taking photos and all.
gonna upload it later.
thanks to nel who became the photographer of the day.
though the quality of the photos werent really good.
HAHA.

reached home at about 1215am.
headed to Popeye's to have food.
and trust me.
we had sooo much fun!
talking bout stupid stuffs.
somehow, i became the joke of the day.
zzz.

its now 2.07am in the morning.
im really tired.
very.
but nvm, shall wait for you.
if ure still nt online,
im gonna sleep.
haha.=x

photos later!
=D

this is what happened yesterday.:)

i found this kitten outside the studio. its damn CUTE. :)
i finally had my craving. beancurd. =D

this was what happened yesterday during training.

:)





nelson's still breaking as usual. :)
i love this. :)

training's gonna start at one.

haha.

slept late yesterday.

as usual.

but figured piggy would be sleeping for a long time .

haha.

nothing much really happened.

full dress rehearsal at Regent hotel!

weeee.

go DREAMGIRLS!=D

hellllooo .
im in a good mood today!
=D

dont quite know why,
but i feel happy.
when i wake up after 6 hrs of sleep.
=D
i dont know if its because im going for dance later,
or, it could be of the early morning chat with you just now.
:)
-

HAHA.
i love butterflies,
i love stars,
i love the guitar very very much.
i love the smell of colgate toothpaste.
LOL!
dont worry,
nobody knows what im talking about.
:)

its 12nn now.
haha.
im still feeling kinda happy.
well,
i wouldnt know when would be the next time im talking to you,
everything's so unpredictable.
but yes.
i remember you are gonna decorate my room with stars,
sing for me ,
and catch butterflies for me okay!
=D
and oh.
dont forget your brownies from me.
haha.
-

dance training in sch later.
and maybe studio.
haha.
had a small chat with ally early in the morning too.
at least i know whats going on in her world.
i hope she knows what's going on in mine too.
AHHAA.
and you too.=x

okay.
i got to go .
more coffee coming up.
bye!
:)

i love my blog song.
i guess i need songs like this sometimes,
to calm my nerves down.
i've been dancing too fast to the pace of this cruel world.
LOL.

its a sunday, and i dont have to head town with mother cause she's currently abroad.
guess its the usual places.
L.A, NY, vegas.
yes.
im waiting for my Benefit perfume.
LOL.

its a lazy sunday.
did some prayers in the morning,
and brunch with relatives.
were talking bout holidays.
guess my grandmother and my relatives are heading to HK some time in August.
and me?
maybe Bangkok with cousins.
HAHA.
:)
but im really looking forward to Japan trip.
DANCE.
haha.

im craving for food now .
guess its the little food that i had in the afternn.
its 923pm.
and i didnt take dinner.
but im having coffee though.
=D

i realised i've been blogging alot.
LOL.
must be because, we havent been chatting for a day or so, and
okay FINE .
i missed you.
LOL.
dope crew name you have there anyway.
mine's RHR.
Right Hand Rule.
:)

i remembered looking out the windows every now and then.
drinking coffee , and thinking alot.
i feel ive grown up.
but yet not so.
LOL.

im now waiting for you.
so come online soon , okay?
HAHA.

yes, i know now.
you wont leave me like that.
:)

suprised to see me using this template?
LOL.
Blogskin.com had dissed me off over the couple of hours i was online.
i couldnt find a nice blogskin.
so i decided to keep it simple, at the moment.
-

anw,
ytd was adventure day with joyce!
was supposed to head for class with meichin,
and breaking class with joyce.
but i dozed off while waiting for time to pass
and.
thats why i missed the lesson with meichin.
HOWEVER,
i feel somewhat lazy to go for breaking.
so joyce and i headed for some adventure.
what a stupid idea i had.=x

my idea was just to take a bus.
a long bus ride, since we had concession.
and we can spend the time talking bout everything under the sun.
HAHA.
but then she suggested for some swinging action at Changi Beach.
in the end GUESS WHATTTT.
it started RAINING LIKE DAMN HEAVILY.
and u all knowww
I DISLIKE RAINY DAYS.
zzzzzz .

we took the bus anyway.
and headed to T3 instead.
and explored the place.
had my first Popeye's with joyce.
and my first T3 experience with her.
LOL.
ya ya ya i know
im like some country pumpkin.
stop rubbing it in.
=x

had fun man.
went to candy empire
and robbed the place of chocolates, and junk.
headed to Mrs Field's to get her muffin.
and just went all over the place.
reached home,
and feeling guilty bout the food i ate.
headed to the gym, and i must say,
its damn good to have the whole gym to urself.
DOPE SHIT.
=D
-

its now 230am.
i dont know if im online waiting for you,
or i just happen to be online.
it seems like u have disappeared.
so..
this is the way you are fixing things?
i hope im not missing you.
i guess it would be 11plus am there for you.
yeahs.
you tell me why.
=\
-

okay enough of emo shit.
im gonna use this template till i find a good one.
so please bear with me.
ahaha.
and okay.
i needa go.
exciting week ahead for me.
another perf.
at Regent Hotel for TPSU.
go dreamgirls!=D

i dont knoowwww.
LOL.
-

when will you be back?
=\

why am i thinking of....
you?

-

im really bored.
i even started playing online games and taking tickle tests.
-.-
its 1246am.
now.
why am i online.
=\
ahhh.
haha.
dance later.
wonderful.
releases all stress and unhappiness.
LOL.

thanks for all the concern.
i feel sooo much better.
:)
-

i went for sushi today~=DD
soooo yummy man.
and the company's been great.
LOVES=D
-
dance was good, as usual.
haha.
i feel so relaxed.
nvr stressed.
ahah.
=D
learnt ' sweet dreams'
.
dreamgirls!
lollll.

-
went to drink with girls.
damn dope.
had fun reminiscing.
and making fun.
HAHAHA.
i love you guys.
LOL.=X

okayyy.
and yes,
we're kinda okay now.
i suppose.
i need coffee!
AHHH.=X
-

breakfast in the morning with daddy.
im sooo not gonna offend him,
and eat my breakfast quietly.
haha.
gyming aft breakfast.
yay!=D

it was one of the worst days in my life.
my heart sank.

fuck everything.
really.
i wonder why am i here in the first place.

betrayal.
fuck.

one of my worst days.
just kill me with ur ignorance.
go ahead.

fuck everything.

my tears are dripping non stop.

FUCK.

YOU TELL ME.
DO I DESERVE ALL THIS?

tears.
wtf.
tears.

on a super super random note, i think i like my eyes in this pic.=D

haha.

i've been in blogger for 5 times today.

i wonder why.

=\

its raining heavily just now.
and i find myself alone at home.
zzz.

its sucks, especially when its raining!=\
i HATE RAINY DAYS.
okay nope.
its DISLIKE.
LOL.-.-
-

piggy had a hard time trying to persuade me to head to bed at like 2 plus in the morning.
lol.
i had sooo much fun in just teasing him.
LOL.
its funny sometimes, when there's a person out there willing to crap with u and joke all ard.

and u know what ?
it sucks when i guess it wouldnt be the same anymore.
=\
it just feels different when u noe its not there and its just not there.
ah shit.
im talking in circles.
zzz.

im stuck bet commitments and recital.
ahhh.
im dying to be in recital.
like seriously.
but oh man.
=\

-

yes
im thinking of you too.
i think i...
HAHA.=.=

im feeling saddddd
abit disappointed too.
=\

good things always come short for me.
it sucks,
just when u found a new friend.
and den
poof.
back to normal days.
=\

i hope i wont miss you tt much.
we both missed the chance to meet up.
owell.
there's still MSN.

=\

joey's inconsolable.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
im feeling so empty and lost not dancing today!
=\

am giving my body a break from the intensive training man.
sucks sia.
now my body has gone haywire.
i only eat 1 meal per day.
and i eat damn slow.
talk bout low metabolism rate.
HAHA.

this week's gonna be fun.
alot of meet ups with the crew.
and steamboat with poplockers!
HAHAA.
hope everyone can make it though.
LOL.
( although its usually me who cant make it=x)

sianded.
i wanna blog bout smth but i dunnoe wad.
LOL.

-

brandon,
dont blame ur sis.
haha.
its okay.
i guess people do forget okay.
if really cant hang out,
at least there's still MSN.
:)

thanks for the support and all.
its been great knowing that there is always someone out there
supporting me and telling me occasionally tt im great
so i will push myself even harder.
thanks alot.
really . :)

-

ahhhhhhh
mixed emotions.
oh man.
zzzzz.
i need a hug right now.
like
NOW.
-.-

RHR=D
TPDE
dearest danny, i promise i will help u continue popping in tpde. haha. ur dream right!=D
pop lockers.=D
funkstylerz!=D

thanks alot. really:)
bboy weiqiang and popper joey. WJB!=D
thanks all for coming and supporting! with loves=D