LOL.

i look like a small kid wearing her shoes here.

zzz.=.=

today was a lazy day.

didnt head to sentosa for sun tanning with the rest.

cause i feel i needed the time off for myself,

and just take things slow.

everyday seems to be passing by , in a flash.

i woke up at 12noon.

and now?

its 1218am.

time passes so quickly.

=\

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spent the day reading my book, and listening to that song on my ipod.

"When I close my eyes I can see you

It’s like you’re right here

And this feelings only getting stronger

You’re with me everywhere "

this song made me think of you.

i wonder if you had dreamt of me .

hhahaa.=D

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headed out to pass joyce some stuffs,

and on the way, i got some bitter chocs for myself.

ahhaa.

hey, it rhymes.

:)

i came to realise my walking pace had increased .

definitely not a good sign.

amazing how i spent only 3 mins walking out of my house to the busstop.

and guys, you know how farrr my house and busstop is.

too bad.

there isnt someone to pace me down ,

whenever i walk alone.

haha .

came back home,

and read my magazine as i absent mindedly

popped the chocs into my mouth.

lol.

finished them in 30 mins .

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i hated changes.

but yet,

changes is the only thing thats constant in life.

i read all my previous blog entries.

dated way back , since 2005.

yes, i've changed.

mentality.

definitely more matured.

( if you dont count my looks. haha .)

i dont like it when i have to start making decisions for myself.

for my life . and everything else.

im too used with daddy planning everything.

i dislike people assuming.

making assumptions out of nowhere.

hate it when i have to be realistic

and tell myself the world isnt as simple as i thought it would be .

its no longer,

' i treat you real nice, and you do the same for me okay?'

no more.

=\

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i feel im weird.

i wouldnt wanna miss out on stuffs that happening among my friends.

but yet,

i want time for myself.

as in really for me only.

i just wanna sit down,

go star gazing.

sit by the beach.

read a book, listening to my ipod at the same time.

is that too much to ask for?

why dont you guys understand me when i reject plans?

.

its general.

dont take it to heart, friends.=D

i wanna go star gazing.

sooo badly.

i walked home today, and there were stars.

i stood there, and looked.

for a long time.

happened quite a few times .

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its amazing how some people can stereotype you.

being a better dancer than you doesnt mean

certain things could be taken for granted.

i felt hurt when you said that.

i didnt even know you did that,

and you assumed i didnt notice.

hurt becomes anger.

i hated assumptions.

okay.

dislike .

=.=

its okay .

im used to people not understanding.

i wonder why its so difficult for people to understand.

i guess,

i had a hard time opening up to people too .

i feel tired all of a sudden.

i needed a hug again .

but it doesnt come to me .

=\

this post took me a long time to finish.

im sorry for the long draggy entry .

anyway, this is my blog.

why am i saying sorry.

haha.

"If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other,
And we'll never find another.
Just realize what I just realized,
We'd never have to wonder,
If we missed out on each other now. "

colbie calliat ; Realize.