eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
=X
hahahaha .

school and dance is so hectic now .
so i have a new MANAGER ! hahaha .
he will schedule my performances/outings/blabla from now on .
you can mail him at . . . . . .
hahahaha .
just ask me for his mail .
HE'S VERY FRIENDLY .
=D


hahahahahahahahahaha ~

crazy week .
saturday's hell of a day man .
but yet,
i learnt alot
.
its time to rediscover alot of stuffs.
(:
-

i watched 'get smart' today .
funny show.
more movies coming out yayyy .
dope shit.
looks like i'll be visiting cathay and lido more often.
LOL.=X

im lazy to blog already .
bye .
lol.=x

QNS>
1. Which is your favorite color out of: red , black , blue , green , or yellow ?

2. Your first initial? J

3. Your month of birth? december

4. Which color do you like more, black or white?

5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours. joycelyn

6. Your favorite number? 5

7. Do you like Flying or Driving more? Flying

8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? Ocean

ANSWERS!

Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue- You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.

2. If your initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom. S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

5. This person is your best friend.

6. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime..

7. If you chose:
Flying: You like adventure.
Driving: You are a laid back person.

8.. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.
-

dope.
same as joycelyn.
except on the month, name of same sex, and fav number.
(:

Can you help me?
Anybody out there help me
Please can you help me?

Excuse me mister, I fell on hard times, I need some help
But don't need a dime, don't earn a way, I'll wash your clothes
If you let me stay, find your revoke,
Day after day, people walk by, I can't catch their eyes
I Pull out my sign,

It says:
Will work for love
I will (3x) I'll work for love, overtime
Baby, it says will work for love
I will (3x) I'll work for love, for all my life
I will work for love

Can you help me? (help me)
Anybody out there help me (does anybody out there)
Please can you help me?

Excuse me you two, got love to spare?
Search my whole heart, it ain't none in there
What meets a star, I'm on my last
Don't have no love, that's cause he got placed

Day after day people walk by, I can't catch their eyes
I Pull out my sign, it says:
Will work for love
I will (3x) I'll work for love, overtime
Baby, it says will work for love
I will (3x) I'll work for love, for all my life
I will work for love

It says:
Will work for love
I will (3x) I'll work for love, overtime
Baby, it says will work for love
I will (3x) I'll work for love, for all my life
I will work for love

I remember the day I lost my heart (hey yeah)
Took it for granted I went to far
Fall down, cried and to feel that love again
I Hold on this sign till the very end
Do anything

I will (3x) I'll work for love, overtime
Baby, it says will work for love
I will (3x) I'll work for love, for all my life
I will work for love .
-

beautiful lyrics.
usher <3>
(:

why are u gettting so hot tempered nowadays?
did u realise it?

ahaha .
seems like sleeping at 3am gives you pleasant dreams .
LOL .

i swore,
i dreamt of you.

omg this is crazy.
lol.
(:

please come back.

we will face everything together.
dont abandon me here .
dont leave me .

do u still remember the times when we had so much fun?
lets go back , shall we?
everything will be fine.
this time,
with only you and me,
and not a single bitch around us.

-
i know she's probably reading.
u know what?
read all u want.
u want to know where he is and stuff right?
nvm,
just come to my blog.
seriously,
i REALLY.
cant be bothered.
for u know what u've done to him ,
and me.
if ure gonna write smth bad, to make everything look ugly,
go ahead .
i wont be bothered.
bitch.
and i didnt name names here.
u wanna be sensitive or whatever, i dont give a damn.
and u know what?
stop denying u read my blog.
cause you did .
-

just come back.
im here for you.
and will always.
be here.

please.
come back.
:(

everything's happening again.
i hate to doubt people.
i really hated it .

come on.
just tell me everything,
please .
im stuck here.
im confused.

confused.

the thing that u've done for me .
(:

The thing about love
is i never saw it coming
it kind of crept up
and took me by surprise
and now there’s a voice inside my heart
its got me wondering
is it true..? I wanna hear it one more time
move in a little closer
take it to a whisper
just a little louder…

Say it Again for me
cause i love the way it feels
when you are telling me that i’m
the only one who blows your mind
say it again for me
it’s like the whole world
stops to listen
when you tell me you’re in love…

Say it again

The thing about you
is you know just how to get me
you talk about us
like there’s not end in sight
the thing about me
is that i really wanna let you
open that door
and walk into my life
move in a little closer
take it to a whisper
just a little louder..

Say it Again for me
cause i love the way it feels
when you are telling me that i’m
the only one who blows your mind
say it again for me
it’s like the whole world
stops to listen
when you tell me you’re in love..
and it feels like
it’s the first time
that anybody’s ever brought
the sun without the rain
never in my whole life
have i heard words
as beautiful as when you say my name..

hi i have no school tomorrow .
and i have no school on wednesday .
i am such a slacker .
i wore purple today .
and i am so sexy .
hahahaha .
i am so sorry .
i got bored .
:P

P.S. stinkOdope is so kute .


(EDIT/)

I AM THE HOTTEST WOMAN AROUND WOOOOO .
ANYBODY GOT A FIRE EXTINGUISHER ?
I KNOW YOU'RE DIGGING ME .
LOLLLLLLLLL .

I
LOVE
YOU
DODO !

what happened on sat .

lol.

birthday celebration for june babies.

holy cow .

we had like, what.

18 june babies.

dope.=x

and they were made to freestyle and stuff. ahaha.

soo funny.=x

went for lunch.

subway-ed with serene, chin and joyce.

LOL.

had fun talking and just chilling.

bus-ed backed with serene.

(:

-

sunday .

went out with mom.

took random photos of orchard road.

i like town.

forever bustling with people.

heh .

post pictures tomorrow.

lol.

went to Borders.

plugged in my ipod, and just read books that interests me.

i liked that kind of feeling .

(:

sch's starting tomorrow.

more projects, more work,

more trouble.

zzz.

goodnight.

LOL.

ironically,
things that arent supposed to happen, happens.
its so frustrating.
-

it starts with a day full of excitement.
and then come back in disappointment.
all the day's happiness had come to naught.
and with me finding fault.

i merely wanted to make you smile.
all these while.
for i know what you had gone through.

it doesnt matter anymore.
it always been never more.
for whatever more,
never comes to me at all.

-

bye.

Oh, why don't you smile my only star
Shine on baby
Smile, my only star
Smile, my only star

dear boy .
thanks .
i love it alot .
-
its really a suprise to me .
and you know what?
whatever happens,
im always there for you.
always .
you know it .
-

have faith okay?
haha .
i'll see you someday .
yes,
someday.
(:

twelve kisses . says:
but he didn't put her down so he made breakfast with joey on his back .

-

i swore we had one of the sweetest stories made today .
sooo awwww .
(:
i wished that the 'tucking me into bed' part would happen!
im waiting for that day .
LOL .
-

so now you owe me 12 you-know-whats, singing LIVE,
sushi , spaghetti , star gazing, disneyland,
and tucking me into bed .
heh .
(:
-

all the best for your battle later .
im sure you will own again.
hahah .(:
go james go!
=D

.
love you.
=D

i'll pray for nina .
dont you worry .
she will get better im sure .
just keep your spirits high .
and pray for her too .
-

i wish i could be there to comfort you.
and not stuck here ,
feeling helpless
.
zzz.
but im glad that.
at least u went in.
and not go back,
when they dont allow you in.
(:

-


pop lock later.
(:

there are so much things to say to you .
but you know what?
i just dont feel like talking .
once its done, its done right?
put yourself in my shoes .
and think bout it .
-

im in school now .
LOL.
dance was great.
in the morning.
love jean's choreo.
and learnt smth from rahim.
omg.
i need to improve seriously-.-

and dear boy .
dont be lazyyyyyyy .
skipping school sucks please.
haha .
endure!=D
and your sis will be fine im sure.
heh .

funkstylers night later @ esplanade.
wooohoooooo

POPPERS AND LOCKERS AND BBOYERS UNITE.
=X

sometimes,
i really dont know how to explain.
how i feel, and stuff.
LOL.
-

anyway,
i dont know why .
dear boy likes to skip classes-.-
ahaha .
and i missed him .
more than usual.
i wonder why .

absence makes the heart grow fonder.

agree?
(:

J smooth in action ; sg bbboy on sat. haha.

happy daddy's day . dinner! =D
my dad's the one wearing white. LOL.
this car IS ACTUALLY PURPLE IN COLOUR. OMG OMG.(:
bboy shin young suk from LAST FOR ONE. (:

joyce love.(:

HAPPY DADDY'S DAY to all the dad's out there.

LOL.

hope u had a great time daddy.

and hope u liked the cologne terence and i got for you.

(:

i love family gatherings .

make me feel loved . caught up with my auntie and uncles.

haha.

kept asking me to eat more.

rahhhh.

anyway,

thinking back to yesterday.

chin, nelson and i went to look for joyce after training , at suntec convention hall.

hhaa.

she's giving out flyers and omg .

the place is crowded like shit please

haha.

we almost couldnt find her. but we managed to.

LOL.

then we headed for lunch, and off to SG BBOY at hereen.

lol.

its a disappointment man.

seriously.

okay.

maybe for pop lock segment.

its like, wtf?

the solo one was good.

but the duo one.

ohmyfuck please

.

2 groups can actually go OFF BEAT for the whole choreo.

even jsmooth had to use a pen to count the beat for them.

im like,

huh.

-.-

where are nicholas , yz and ks?

jerhsuan, robin, marcus?

rahhh.

lol.

at least charles was there.

LOL.

kenneth was there .

but he isnt performing.

=x

-

hmm .

went to aunt's house in the afternn,

and stayed till i had to meet diana for

LAST FOR ONE BBOY SHOW

=D

omg i swear its soooo

dope

.

dope x 39575637462372837438273238.

LOL.

diana and i took with the bboy whom we thought was HOT.

lol=x

bboy zero-nine.

heee.

(:

and they are like, really nice people man.

they actually mingled with us,

and left just to head outside to stand in a row,

and THANK us, while shaking our hand.

wow.

amazing.

and yeah.

(:

had so much fun.

and thanks diana,

for the upgraded version of ferrero rocher.

LOL!=X

-

proj meetings later.

haha .

and maybe movie

.

weeee.

=D

the popping feel is back .

(:

sometimes i wonder
who will REALLY be there for me,
when i want to rant.

maybe i should stop worrying whether i can rant to anyone,
because im afraid i will impose on the person.
and because i believe everyone has their own set of problems.

or maybe i should just keep to myself.

hmmm.

im being very nice here already.
stop testing me.

fuck okay.

fuck off.

1. james.
2. joycelyn
3. bryan.
4. joyce
5. nelson
6. meichin.
7. gen.
8. raazmy
9. diana
10. rahim
11. maggie.
12. lynette
13. yunning
14. grace
15. serkiat.
16. gin
17.joyce
18. shijie
19. alison
20. melissa
* in order of whom i thought of first. *

Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you name them.At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this. Have FUN!



A.) How did you meet 14? [Grace]
in the school bus, when im in primary one. (:

B.) What would i do if i never met 1? [james]
life would be probably be a drag, as usual. =x

C.) What if 9 & 20 dated? [diana and melissa]
lol.tts lame. like 2 different people! haha. impossible=x

D.) How about 6 & 17? [meichin and joyce]
wtf? lesbians?

E.) Describe 3. [BRYAN=D]
amazing instructor, who shares values with u, and always corrects you when u dont reach what he wants. he is damn dam nice. =D

F.) Is 8 Attractive? [Raazmy]
haha yes, in a weird way.=x

G.) Describe 7. [Gen]
girl that is weak, but at the same time, can bring so much comfort to a person when he/she becomes emomo.

H.) Do you know any of 12's family members? [lynette]
hahha yes. the mom.=x

I.) What would you do if 18 confessed that he/she likes you? [shijie]
i will say i like her too. as a close friend=D

J.) What language does 15 speak? [Serkiat]
English, Chinese, Jap.

K.) Who is 9 going out with? [Diana]
i think she's single. RIGHT=X

L.) How old is 16? [Gin]
she's 24! =D

M.) When is the last time you spoke to 13? [yunning]
omg tts bloody long-.-

N.)What's 2's favourite band/singer? [joycelyn]
wow. she has alot. LOL.-.- all random.

O.) Would you ever date 4? [Joyce]
HAHAHAH. joke -.-

P.) Would you ever date 1? [JAMES=D]
hahahahahahh! . if he asks me. LOLLLLLLLLLLL=X

Q.) Is 19 single? [Alison]
HAHAHA uhhh. ITS COMPLICATED=X

R.) What is 10's last name? [rahim]
rahman?! HAHAHA

S.) Would you ever date 11? [maggie]
hhaa LES?! =X

T.) What is 3's School? [Bryan]
bryan used to be in TP. uhh. studiowu now. LOLL

U.) Where does 16 live? [Gin]
she lives in RH. i think.=D

V.) What is 5's favourite thing? [nelson]
LOL. breaking. anything BLUE.=x

W.) Have you seen 2 naked? [joycelyn]
HAHAHA like no?! i think frank will kill me=x

1. james.
2. joycelyn
3. gen
4. meichin.
5. serene.

if u enlarge this photo, u can see the candle wax on the cake. it looks like its part of the cake. HAHA.=X
nelson, chilhood friend, nelson's bro.(:

2 baldies. HAHAHAH=X
gen and nel . awww.~ =x

madman . ahha=x

kaiwen,frank,joyce,me,chin,gen.


RHR UNITE=D

celebrated nel's bday ytd.

haha.

was damn funny.

took a train all the way to his house, and we waited for like 15 mins for him

to get his butt down to the void deck.

-.-

and while he's coming down, we're like some robbers, hiding behind the cars in the car park,

with sweat dripping.-.-

and then best part is,

when we lighted up the candles, and was already walking there to suprise him,

the 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' thingy u put on the cake, CAUGHT FIRE.

HAHAHA=X

and then its all a false alarm.

gen called cause she wanted us to be alert.

...

like wtf.

ahahaa.=X

then he finally came down,

took photos, met his brother, and his friend.

and they look so alike.

nel and bro.

LOL.

went up to his house, to play with his dogs.

the dogs are so cute!

much better than MEICHIN'S.

hahaha.

kidding.

i prefer dogs that are gentle.-.-

=D

anw,

modern was dope.

had so much fun.

missed ryan, and the conditioning exercise.

soooo bloody tired.

but yet, i like it.

haha.

somehow,

when he adjust my leg or whatever,

i can feel my face burning.

=.=

choreo's 'yesterday' by leona lewis.

dope shit.

(:

gonna stay at home the whole day.

do projects,

go to the gym, conditoning exercise.

and to talk to silly boy.

haha .

come home soon!

=x

okay.

blog more later.

=DDD

this is officially my 569th post . yay .
tomorrow i have modern dance training .
modern dance is like so dope okay .
we get to do turns WITH OUR FEET and splits .
without getting injured unlike crazy bboys .
!!!!!
because bboys are not normal people .
normal people don't do flares don't do flares and freezes yo .
okay the above sentence is not a typo .
i just type like that because it's cool .
LOLLLLLLLL .

if you haven't guessed by now i guess you're dumb .
because i'm like so totally JOEY okay .
HAHAH .

peace .
(:

HANAI ; WCO
DOMINIQUE ; WCO
SHOHEI! ; WCO
GIN=DDD
AN AN =DDD

KULTURE BREAK ; AUSTRALIA

TIM ; KULTURE BREAK

WCO AND BS BROTHERS=D

haha.

one of the few photos i took after TBG ended.

its one dope experience i had man.

DOPE.

meeting amazing dancers,

be it sg or overseas.

they're all so friendly,

its just like everyone bonded

through the name of dance.

doesnt matter bout the language barrier,

doesnt matter bout whether we knew each other.

so heartwarming.

(:

its just .

DOPE.

ahaaa.

BS brothers are so cuteeeeeeeee!

i swear we had fun running after the younger one,

disturbing him. LOL.

i wanna smuggle him home too, sam!(:

LOL.

the older is much cooler.

but friendly too.

and i love his cap.

ahha.

oh oh.

shout out to nick and gang, diana and joyce.

hope u guys enjoyed our perf, as well as the others.

haha.

diana!

POPPING!

=DD

went for supper at bedok,

and back home.

(:

so far,

started training already.

jean's choreo is dope.

i love it alot.

and at the same time,

im learning not to aniticipate.

trying hard.

really.

okay,

barely had enough sleep everyday.

went to chin's house to slack, and chill .

hahha.

love the starbucks session.

and

instant noodles + marriage debate + prison break

is LOVE.

(:

hee.

modern training tomorrow.

weeeeee.

i missed doing pirouttes.

and chennes esp.

=D

and to your friend, chris,

IM NOT DIANA'S SISTER!

HAHAHAHAHAA.

love you.

(:

haha.
thanks for the stars,
and the good luck.

good luck for your battle later too.
hope u'll win much today!
heh .

and yes,
i'll do you proud.
even when u're not there.
hee.

and diana!
photo!=DDD

yes.
we'll work things out.
have faith.
(:

TALKING BOUT TBG.
its coming coming!=x
hahaa.
sunday.
im so excited.
and nervous, of course.
its like another big production im doing besides EVOKE last year.
hahaa.
cool shit.
and somemore doing it for osch.
=D

and to limin , joanna, yunning, loretta, yiwen, tanny,von, daniel, the poppers, michael bryan choonhui adrian glady elites and to all swu people,
all the best okay!
im sad, that i didnt get to perform on the same stage as u guys,
but im sure u guys will understand.
for all of us love dance, for what it is,
and not be affected by the factors.
yeah.
u know.
lol.

and to TBG performers,
lets kill the crowd!
lol.
im sure we can do it!
its already done, so lets just push ahead, in the final lapse.
and bring to show everyone what we're really x 57857348474 capable of!
=DDD

its 2am now.
training's at 10am.
all the best people.
the show is tomorrow.
wow.
=DDD

oh
and daddy's back from vietnam.
i swear, i missed him.
we dont talk as much as before,
but all i ask for, is to see him perfectly okay,
everyday.
and tts all it matters.
(:

okay.
bye.
haha.

if u realised,
the roles are reversed now.
im you, and u become her.
-
yes , part of the reason on why im upset that u gave, is correct.
but then again , it might not be your fault.
u wouldnt know how long i waited,
and how much i wanted this to work out.
because.
im exactly like you.
i care too much too.
maybe its time to take a back seat.
for i feel nobody is to be taken granted for.
-

i dont tell people how i feel.
and thats probably why i gave u straight answers to whatever you said ytd.
hoping u will realise.
but maybe im too sensitive.
-

im not her.
im not karla , or whatever.
dont assume.
because for u know, im different.
very much different from them.
because im like you.
i put myself in your shoes, and try to feel, how u feel.
and because of that,
i neglect myself.
i know what you've went through.
and i want the best for you.
that explains the nagging ,
and the random offline msgs i leave, sometimes.
-

maybe its not your fault.
who wouldnt be tired at 3am.
yes.
maybe we shld blame on the time lapse.
and blame it on school right?
yes.
okay.
im sorry.
my fault
.

sorry.
its not bout screwing up, or saying the wrong things.
but just think back.
do we feel happier the past month?
or what have we talked bout?
maybe we take things too fast.
slow down.
maybe we should.
so ,
lets see whether we can see continue to talk online.
due to the time lapse and commitments.

.
and .
dont be mistaken.
im not saying goodbye.
i just think,
i shld say this,
in case it gets too late.
for it always happen in my past .
when i tell him too late,
and everything is gone.
yeah.

love you still.
kukubird.
bye.

pain.
heart pain.

whatever.

dont talk to me.

today isnt really a good day.
i think i screwed MBS.
despite waking up at 4am.
zzz.
and its weird today.
they dont seem themselves.
LOL.

anw
i think im emomo today.
i had cravings for macdonalds.
and then and then,
just when im complaining that im so bloated from the food,
i felt thirsty.
so i went to buy fruit juice nearer back home.
then i dont know why, as i walked home,
there werent really much stars.
so i kinda got emomo alrdy.
and then when i reached home,
didi sent me the song i wanted soooo much,
and at that pt of time i felt so happy!
but then i turned emomo again, cause the song's sad.
and then i went to look for chocolates,
but there isnt any chocolates at home
BUT
then i REMEMBERED
i have chocolate ice cream at home,
so i went to have some.
i scooped into this teen weeny cup,
subconsciously knowing its v fattening to eat ice cream at this time.
and whatever.
i still dont feel happier when i ate that.
hello to fats.
-.-
i seriously dont know why am i typing in the way
but i think im ranting
cause im feeling all emomo and i dont wanna make any sense
and because james is in school now being the little devil
and there are no stars for me and i guess im missing him as usual
and then suddenly i thought bout things that happened one month agp
and maybe we shldnt start school and maybe he shld stay longer
and and and.
whatever.

rahhhh.

bye.
just bye.

tomorrow will be a better day.
positive joey.
(:

life always run in circles.
no matter how much u wouldnt wanna see things
again,
it will always be right in the corner to catch you,
before u can even say a word.


i find it amazing when people constantly wanna learn things,
without perfecting whatever they have at the moment.
u know,
its like, wanting to run,
before u could even walk.
and thats disturbing.
because it shows how impatient, and how immature u are.
if u can prove to me that u can fly, before even learning to walk,
then go ahead, im not stopping you.
its just a passing comment.

(:

oh, and i hate it when people say ' at least i learnt smth today.'
yo people.
things dont work this way .
LOL.
u pass certain days without learning smth .
ahaha.

-

im blogging at like, 7am in the morning.
woke up at 4am to study.
amazing shit.
i can actually tell myself, to wake up, and get my ass working.
wow.
i wonder why am i so positive sometimes.
is it to prove to people that things can be better?
or is it just me?
-.-


sometimes,
u really make me wonder.
if what i've done is worth it.
when u talked to me yesterday,
somehow everything feels so foreign.
like the questions asked.
and answers answered.
and seeing things that i thought was , hmm.
weird.
and so,
substitution?
or is it a new beginning, really?
im confused.
not by your actions,
but of what i see.

nvm,
capricorns are thinkers.
silent thinkers.
they think alot, in their minds,
but they dont usually say it out.
LOL.
maybe im too sensitive in the way i see things.
maybe.
maybe?

and to you.
-.-
please stop sending me smiles in the morning at like 555am.
yes, its nice to know someone's sending u a smile early in the morning.
but it gets irritating when the msg below the smile is,

' hi, MIND MAKING FRIENDS? Y U HAVEN SLEEP?'

when i didnt reply, another smile came.

it says , ' HEY U ONLINE RIGHT, ITS OKAY IF U DONT WANNA MAKE FRIENDS'

haha. reverse pyschology.
try harder dude.-.-
and it turns me off , when your english is horri-gi-ble.
whateverr.
hahaa.
teaching later.
hmm.
wonder what will i do for today.
LOL.

oh.
something random.
i love listening to the radio in the morning.
keeps me alive.
and of course.
my daily dose of caffeine.
(: