if u realised,
the roles are reversed now.
im you, and u become her.
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yes , part of the reason on why im upset that u gave, is correct.
but then again , it might not be your fault.
u wouldnt know how long i waited,
and how much i wanted this to work out.
because.
im exactly like you.
i care too much too.
maybe its time to take a back seat.
for i feel nobody is to be taken granted for.
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i dont tell people how i feel.
and thats probably why i gave u straight answers to whatever you said ytd.
hoping u will realise.
but maybe im too sensitive.
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im not her.
im not karla , or whatever.
dont assume.
because for u know, im different.
very much different from them.
because im like you.
i put myself in your shoes, and try to feel, how u feel.
and because of that,
i neglect myself.
i know what you've went through.
and i want the best for you.
that explains the nagging ,
and the random offline msgs i leave, sometimes.
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maybe its not your fault.
who wouldnt be tired at 3am.
yes.
maybe we shld blame on the time lapse.
and blame it on school right?
yes.
okay.
im sorry.
my fault
.

sorry.
its not bout screwing up, or saying the wrong things.
but just think back.
do we feel happier the past month?
or what have we talked bout?
maybe we take things too fast.
slow down.
maybe we should.
so ,
lets see whether we can see continue to talk online.
due to the time lapse and commitments.

.
and .
dont be mistaken.
im not saying goodbye.
i just think,
i shld say this,
in case it gets too late.
for it always happen in my past .
when i tell him too late,
and everything is gone.
yeah.

love you still.
kukubird.
bye.