life always run in circles.
no matter how much u wouldnt wanna see things
again,
it will always be right in the corner to catch you,
before u can even say a word.


i find it amazing when people constantly wanna learn things,
without perfecting whatever they have at the moment.
u know,
its like, wanting to run,
before u could even walk.
and thats disturbing.
because it shows how impatient, and how immature u are.
if u can prove to me that u can fly, before even learning to walk,
then go ahead, im not stopping you.
its just a passing comment.

(:

oh, and i hate it when people say ' at least i learnt smth today.'
yo people.
things dont work this way .
LOL.
u pass certain days without learning smth .
ahaha.

-

im blogging at like, 7am in the morning.
woke up at 4am to study.
amazing shit.
i can actually tell myself, to wake up, and get my ass working.
wow.
i wonder why am i so positive sometimes.
is it to prove to people that things can be better?
or is it just me?
-.-


sometimes,
u really make me wonder.
if what i've done is worth it.
when u talked to me yesterday,
somehow everything feels so foreign.
like the questions asked.
and answers answered.
and seeing things that i thought was , hmm.
weird.
and so,
substitution?
or is it a new beginning, really?
im confused.
not by your actions,
but of what i see.

nvm,
capricorns are thinkers.
silent thinkers.
they think alot, in their minds,
but they dont usually say it out.
LOL.
maybe im too sensitive in the way i see things.
maybe.
maybe?

and to you.
-.-
please stop sending me smiles in the morning at like 555am.
yes, its nice to know someone's sending u a smile early in the morning.
but it gets irritating when the msg below the smile is,

' hi, MIND MAKING FRIENDS? Y U HAVEN SLEEP?'

when i didnt reply, another smile came.

it says , ' HEY U ONLINE RIGHT, ITS OKAY IF U DONT WANNA MAKE FRIENDS'

haha. reverse pyschology.
try harder dude.-.-
and it turns me off , when your english is horri-gi-ble.
whateverr.
hahaa.
teaching later.
hmm.
wonder what will i do for today.
LOL.

oh.
something random.
i love listening to the radio in the morning.
keeps me alive.
and of course.
my daily dose of caffeine.
(: