probably the mood swings..

im feeling so much better now. currently drinking hot yummy ovaltine and suprisingly, its making me feel better. i felt warmth in the tummy than the bloaty feeling i've got , in school and when im napping just now.

i swear i cant open my eyes while heading to school. and now, i know how it feels like to walk around school, zombie-fied. =x

im gonna add blonde extensions later, cause of the juniors. looks cool , and its cheap so why not=x hhaa.

i really think its the period that causes the sucky and emomo mood yesterday.

i haven't choreo-ed my solo, wish me best of luck. gonna leave the house soon to do the extensions and head over to training ground to do a little before training starts. heh. but owell. there's always the freestyle to back me up. i hope it doesnt fail me . =x

one more day . for the first time, my classmates are coming to watch me . im pretty suprised that they actually would. heh . i'll just do my best. (:

nobody can understand how i feel. i miss james so much that im breaking down now. yeah loser but how not to , when we talk for less than an hour every single day. no phone calls no smses no personal reminders to motivate me to work even harder. no hugs and kisses like other couples do. no piggybacking when im dragging my feet back home. no one to walk me home after midnight , and having to glance over my shoulder everytime i walk home . i do get scared , sometimes. maybe going to sleep now and worrying bout suntec solo and grp might help. im sorry , love, if you're reading this. i really wished i had 48 hours for you and everything else. nevermind, get myself some sleep in case my eyes gets all puffy in the morning. 5 and half hours to rise and shine. the feeling will go away. goodnight.

happy national day , Singapore !(:

tyce diorio's dedication to his friend, who has breast cancer. personally, i felt its really touching and extremely sad to see the judges cry . and what i've learnt in this routine , just by watching , is that you dont need perfect techniques to do every single dance. what is of upmost importance is definitely what comes from the heart. (:

this is my personal favorite too . talks bout the mistress of a guy and being unable to have the strength to leave him . (: i like it because the music plays a prt. listen to the lyrics, and everything in the dance just pieces up together like a jigsaw puzzle.(:

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updates soon!(:

HAPPY 13 MONTHS BABY !

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I LOVE YOU !