life always run in circles.
no matter how much u wouldnt wanna see things
again,
it will always be right in the corner to catch you,
before u can even say a word.


i find it amazing when people constantly wanna learn things,
without perfecting whatever they have at the moment.
u know,
its like, wanting to run,
before u could even walk.
and thats disturbing.
because it shows how impatient, and how immature u are.
if u can prove to me that u can fly, before even learning to walk,
then go ahead, im not stopping you.
its just a passing comment.

(:

oh, and i hate it when people say ' at least i learnt smth today.'
yo people.
things dont work this way .
LOL.
u pass certain days without learning smth .
ahaha.

-

im blogging at like, 7am in the morning.
woke up at 4am to study.
amazing shit.
i can actually tell myself, to wake up, and get my ass working.
wow.
i wonder why am i so positive sometimes.
is it to prove to people that things can be better?
or is it just me?
-.-


sometimes,
u really make me wonder.
if what i've done is worth it.
when u talked to me yesterday,
somehow everything feels so foreign.
like the questions asked.
and answers answered.
and seeing things that i thought was , hmm.
weird.
and so,
substitution?
or is it a new beginning, really?
im confused.
not by your actions,
but of what i see.

nvm,
capricorns are thinkers.
silent thinkers.
they think alot, in their minds,
but they dont usually say it out.
LOL.
maybe im too sensitive in the way i see things.
maybe.
maybe?

and to you.
-.-
please stop sending me smiles in the morning at like 555am.
yes, its nice to know someone's sending u a smile early in the morning.
but it gets irritating when the msg below the smile is,

' hi, MIND MAKING FRIENDS? Y U HAVEN SLEEP?'

when i didnt reply, another smile came.

it says , ' HEY U ONLINE RIGHT, ITS OKAY IF U DONT WANNA MAKE FRIENDS'

haha. reverse pyschology.
try harder dude.-.-
and it turns me off , when your english is horri-gi-ble.
whateverr.
hahaa.
teaching later.
hmm.
wonder what will i do for today.
LOL.

oh.
something random.
i love listening to the radio in the morning.
keeps me alive.
and of course.
my daily dose of caffeine.
(:

i just had a fucking nightmare.
it scared the shit outta me.
damn.

i was in this place.
with metal walls all around.
everything seems so grisly.

there were four people.
one was with me.
then suddenly the door opened.
another creeped behind.
and slit his throat.
there was one, who's wearing a mask.
he looked at me.
and his throat was slashed too.

the whole place changed.
i was in a supermarket.-.-
and i was running around.
and i cant rmb whats next-.-

then the whole scenario changed again.
i was back to the metal walls place.
and there was fire.
and as i leaned against the wall,
smth vibrated.
i touched it,
and realised its my phone.
then i woke up-.-
zzz.

thats scary man.
=\
rahhhhhh.

i need smth to calm me down.-.-

someone's finally back .
(:
i swear i missed him like crazy.
worrying bout this, bout that.
LOL.

last week , in general
was one crazy week.
had so much things on hand,
and in the mind.
till i dont have enough sleep.
and spent some time dozing off in class.
which I NEVER DO.
usually.=x

french is dope.
i think i can do the listening,
partly cause its jerome's voice.
HAHHAA.=X
okay i didnt say that.=x

TBG training is love.
(:
i love the process, and the thrill of thinking
that the show is on sunday, and we haven finished.
how exciting.(:

-
someone's jealous over kyle.
haha.
its soo funny.
madness.
LOL.

i love joyce.
ive always believed in her.
lets hope
things will be the same.
forever.
LOL
(:

i love my daddy.
he bought me beancurd,
knowing im craving for it like the past few days.
owell.
i didnt know how to say thank u.
but yeahs.
thanks la huh.=x

accounts paper later.
i can do it.
im sure.(:

-

blog later.
need sleep.(:

love you.
=D

damn it.

Click Five's concert is like, at 8pm.
and im studying my ass off at HOME.

wtfffff.

i wanna goooooooooo.
:(