i hate people using reverse psychology .
it will not work on me this time.

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im not being hard hearted.
im disappointed with how things are now.
havent book tickets?
giving me one more chance to choose what i want?
wow.
what a fast change in 2 days.
did u really regret screaming at me or what.?
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'once its gone, its gone.'
i feel thats very true. somehow.
and whatever it is,
i now know what i want.
people at home can label me for whatever reasons.
but did they ever listen to me?
no.

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whatever.
im not going to give in this time.