i can answer for you . (:

yes , i think you're changing .
and you're not being too sensitive or paranoid .
you're just lost in this point of time .
it's irritating right ?
to not know what to do .
but everybody gets lost sometimes .
just find your way slowly .
don't rush things .
it's not that you don't know .
it's because so many things are going out at you at the same time .
you've been so busy there's barely time to think .
and problems keep coming out , you rack your brains trying to solve them .

so take a breather .
take a day or two off your BUSY schedule .
and think hard of what you want in the future .
what you want out of dance .
don't bother what other people think .
don't worry about what your dad's going to say .
or how your family will react .
it's your life .
don't let others decide .
because if you do , even if you're doing it to avoid conflicts .
ask yourself - will you really be happy ?
besides , the person typing this out would gladly support you in anything that you do .
unless it involves other guys then no , you're on your own .
hahahahahahhahahaha .

alternatively , if you can't think .
come talk to me because i'd be more than happy to skip school and skip work for you .
and we can have a long long chat ( WITH KISSES ) .
about you and your surroundings and your future .
hehehehehe .
sounds good right .
=p

oh if you ask me what i think you'll be in the future .
i am 9999999999% sure it's related to dance .
especially popping .
maybe a part-time job to support yourself .
or maybe you'll marry a rich man so you don't need to work .
( HAHA I'M RICH . )
but one thing's for sure .
i know you won't stop dancing .

and i will always love you for who you are .
(:


- james .