i really am so disappointed in you.
i thought you would learn.
i thought u became wiser, and know whats right and wrong.
and i thought you know , because u changed for the better.
but what the fuck are u doing now.
you became worse.
worse than i thought .

screw you .
u lost my respect for you as a friend.
i dont think u earned mine.
and worse.
i feel ure just an passer by in my life.
a friend whom i thought i knew.
TO ME.
i guess im seriously wrong.

i feel like shaking you to wake you up.
fuck you.
you caused so much misery to other(s).
and
YOU KNOW WHAT.

I DONT KNOW WHAT OTHER WORDS I CAN
USE TO DESCRIBE HOW MUCH
I DESPISE YOU NOW.

FUCK, AND GET YOUR ASS
OUT.


this is the first time i said so many fuck yous.
and .

fuck you.

i took this because i think it looks like pjs from the back HAHAHA.=X

saturday morning with the girls.

(:

had fun .

and im sure we'll do a good job,

and achieve whatever we want in ourselves

this coming saturday .

have faith , my girls.

(:

-

sat night was with my girls.

hee.

i love them so much .

im really thankful .

for having them.

for understanding.

and no matter what,

you girls will be in my heart. always.

(:

-

went to watch dark knight today .

yes, im like the last to watch it.

who cares lol . haha.

but its really dopeeeeee.

love it.

(:

watched 'death race' with ally on friday after paper.

and its like one of the movies i would remember ,

for now.

lol.

its really dopeeeeeeeee.

everyone above 16 shld watch it.

=D

-

had lunch with chin and serene.

had a good talk .

at least maybe they will be the only few that understood my position .

and im glad we talked.

its been a long time .

(:

-

dance from monday - friday .

im so excited.

we'll do well.

im sure.

faith.

(:

exams are over .

and its time to put on my nike shoes.
(:

Suntec Finals.

i love reVogue.

and i love james.
hahaha.
(:

exam week !
joey's SO gonna pwn you noobs .
straight As .

MBS : A
ACCOUNTS : A
CONTRACT LAW : A
FAMILY LAW : A
FRENCH : too dope to find a letter .

joey is a dope woman .
they will feature her on the news .
ahahahaaa .
SEXY POPPER !

FINALS .
SUNTEC DANCE 2008.
reVogue.
(:

the elation that we felt after the calling of our group.
its crazy.
we're the last grp to be called again .
lol.
the tears,
the sweat.
and the sacrifices.
.
dope.

'if you really want it, u WILL have it.'
i believed in this.
(:
-

these few days had been hell for me .
not about the trainings,
but things like how people dont understand me.
and all .
i dont know whats wrong with pursuing the things u love.
or the things that u knew you will continue on,
no matter what happens.
they dont give me love.
the assurance i need.

there are so many times i just sat down.
stare blankly into space.
and just feel like crying .

its not that i wanna come home late.
its not that all of you are not impt.
you only thought about urself.
have u thought about me?
like how im gonna cope.
whether im eating right, whether im doing well, having enough rest.
nothing.
none of this came out from you.
i come home, wash up, and pack up .
u didnt say anything .
u just stayed in your room.
all of you .

im choking inside.
the times when i really need you here for me.
you are not here.
im not blaming you .
i dont feel assured.
when i dont even feel loved from anyone.
u are the only one i have now.
i bet you dont know.
you dont know.

i envy people who have parents.
the love.
everything.
-

' can u come and watch me?
nope . im working .'

this reply came too many times.
till i gave up asking .
-

its a sunday .
when i woke up,
everyone's gone .
its raining like fuck.
-.-
-

im tired.
its okay.
nobody understands.
the love i need.

not the love friends give.
cause i have plenty from joyce, chin ,and many others.

but what i need is all of you .
and you .

-
my faith is swaying .
im questioning myself every now and then.
what do i believe in?
-

for a moment,
i felt my life's so screwed.


maybe i should disappear.
maybe i should be the one getting out.

my existence isnt significant anyway.

Floor The Love 2008 .

15. 11. 08.

popping 2 v 2.

SMU ACC.

-

had a talk with nic in the afternoon.
he made me realised that im not the same anymore.
i want it back real badly.
and maybe this is the time i do something bout it,
and breakthrough.
(:

i am a popper.
(:

i wanna sit here and watch this with you.




funny shit .
just when i feel like blogging,
i dont know what to blog anymore.
tsk.
mood swings .
lol.

-



this whole week had been crazy seriously.
from trainings for suntec, to even staying at home mugging .
i never really got time to settle down,
and just chill .
as much as i liked to be busy,
it just sucks.
lol.

-



this week would be the semis.
i really really hope we'll get in with the USC and IC.
lol.
to made it this far,
its dope enough.
heh .

so girls,
lets just push outselves a lil bit more kay!
we're reaching 6 sept.
very very soon.
(:

-



popping popping popping.
poppers!
there will be a masterclass by ACKY
in osch , next wed or smth .
so pls go sign up okay .
ITS ACKYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

dope shit.
(:

-

looking back at my past,
i realised i've changed alot.
really alot.
be it bad, or good.
its terrible.
sometimes, i wonder if its me who caused all these changes.
or probably, im just following the crowd, and going with the flow.
i used to be really outgoing .

i dont think i am now .
i feel im an introvert now.
i can feel certain changes by certain people towards me.

maybe its people who likes to assume.
and probably there are misunderstandings that will never be cleared at all .




maybe gin is right .
i need to open my heart again.
and i haven't done so yet.
:(



oh well.
zzz.
ANYWAY.
congrats to yz and nic for KO night.
and to ks and robin,
u guys did great too!
all of u improved so much.
heh .

(:



-

hope you're alright.
no stress okay!
(:
i miss you a whole lot too.

-

joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says (2:30 AM):
oh . share with you something .
I LOVE YOU JOEY . says (2:30 AM):
okay .
joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says (2:30 AM):
u know that phelps guy
lol.
I LOVE YOU JOEY . says (2:31 AM):
yes .
lol .
dont' tell me he's gay .
joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says (2:31 AM):
do u know , he consume like 12000 calories a day-.-
I LOVE YOU JOEY . says (2:31 AM):
LOL .
joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says (2:31 AM):
nooo i dont care anyway
LOL
its like 6 times the normal guy takes u knowwwwwww
I LOVE YOU JOEY . says (2:31 AM):
okay . i feel so glad my girlfriend is not phelps crazy . =D
hahaha . he's not normal .
joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says (2:32 AM):
LOL EXCUSE ME.
my boyfriend is perfect enough .
thank you very much .
lol.
I LOVE YOU JOEY . says (2:32 AM):
hahahahaaha oh really .
LOL .
joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says (2:32 AM):
oh yes, very . so who cares bout phelps.-.-


(:

-

I LOVE YOU JOEY . says (2:41 AM):
what !
hey that mamacita song .
was i the one who sent that .
joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says (2:41 AM):
duh-.-
LOLLL
I LOVE YOU JOEY . says (2:41 AM):
LOL .
HAHAHAHHA .
OMG I JUST CAME UP WITH SOMETHING FUNNY .
joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says (2:41 AM):
hahahahhahaaa are u like happy i wrote that-.-
LOL
I LOVE YOU JOEY . says (2:42 AM):
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL .
joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says (2:42 AM):
?
I LOVE YOU JOEY . says (2:42 AM):
yes i;m happy . (:
why is your email joey_lita .
i know i asked you this last time .
LOL .
joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says (2:42 AM):
lol. i dont know. really. its created when im in primary school
lol
I LOVE YOU JOEY . says (2:42 AM):
hahha .
because when i saw mamacita i suddenly thought of joeylita .
-______________________-
LOL .
I LOVE YOU JOEY . says (2:43 AM):
then i imagined him saying joey lita instead OMFG ITS SO FUNNY
LOL .
joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says (2:43 AM):
WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLL!
JAMESSSSSS
!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU JOEY . says (2:43 AM):
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAAAAAAA .
joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says (2:43 AM):
U IDIOTTTTTT
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I LOVE YOU JOEY . says (2:44 AM):
IT'S BLOODY FUNNY !!!!!!!!!
joey . 舞 ; popper (: ; ☆ . says (2:44 AM):
*evil glare*

a) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation.

b) Tag 5 other people to do the same once you've finished answering every question.

1. The age you'll be on your next birthday: 18.

2. A place you'll like to travel to: Los Angeles.



3. Your favourite place: DANCE STUDIO.



Your favourite food/drink(s): western food. peach milk tea.





5. Your favourite pet: dog(:



6. Your favourite colour combination: purple and pink.



7. Your favourite piece of clothing: baggy dance shirt!



8. Your all-time favourite song: because you loved me ; celine dion



9. Your favourite TV show: so you think you can dance.



10. First name of your significant other/crush: james. (: HAHAA.



11. The town in which you live: Pasir Ris.



12. Your screen name/nickname: joey.



13. Your first job: Sales girl.



14. Your dream job: dance instructor(:



15. A bad habit you have: procrastinating



16. Your worst fear: death. -.-



17. The one thing you'ld like to do before you die: repent on the sins committed.



18. The first thing you'll buy if you get $1,000,000: buy air ticket to LA.(:

YAYY. DONE.
(:

people tagged : james, limin, lynette, joyce and alison .

reVogue is in the semi finals(:
yes.
we did it again.
-

and thanks girls.
for being so truthful towards each other before the heats.
it helped.

though there were glitches here and there,
im glad we did it together.
go reVogue for the semis.
-


its a sucky night.
i dont care anymore bout people who misunderstand me .
or dont even care bout me.
to think my own family are the ones.
to me,
what matters now.
is my friends.
and james.
-

for now,
i just wanna spend time alone with myself.
and with james here with me.
.

my hair.

hahha .

-

yesterday's modern class was dope.

super dope.

till i cant really describe.

its exactly the feeling when i did modern in secondary sch.

the freedom,

and the 'passion'.

we did pas de deux .

and i was paired with loren.

she's really great.

i thank her for trusting me

when i lift her and stuff.

(:

and i had fun lifting, and scooping her up .

its like ,

im having fun.

even though my technique might not be stronger than the rest,

but yeah.

its really fun.

-

ryan says passion is not about the eyes,

or the look in you.

its the perserverance.

and the determination to finish the routine.

i guess i felt that.

because its so tiring.

but yet , satisfying.

(:

-

kat told me my expression when i pulled loren's legs were funny.

LOL.

and that i looked serious and stuff.

ahaha.

so funny.(:

-

then we had reVogue training .

lol.

dope dope.

=D

my left eyelid is swollen now.

god knows why, but it hurts alot.

zzzz.

and im not supposed to wear contact lense.

lol-.-

-

training later at 9pm.

supposed to study.

but zzzz.

owell.

LOL.

-

heats is on saturday.
and today's wednesday .
im really worried.
and scared.
-

its not like we didnt practise.
its not like we didnt make an effort.
but why is that that 'thing' is not coming out from the grp
?
the impact.
i guess.
-

and reVogue.
lets all work harder.
we're getting a step closer to our goals.
so dont give up now.
learn to be 'obssessed'.
-

i want this real badly.
i think the rest are too.
(:
more effort, more time, more sweat into this.
=D

-

gift from alison today.
weeeeee(:
i love it.
ahaha.
yours will be on thursday kay!
ahhaa.
(:
-

my left eyelid is swollen.
zzz.
mosquito bite?
LOL.

modern later.
dope.
(:

joey's corn perm is so sexy .
hahahhahahahahahahahhaa .

limin i have relinked you .
cause miss-sexy-corn-perm is too busy .
with her dance .
and her law .
so i had the honor of typing .
SEVEN Is .
=p

i want to see more joey corn perm !
and the other wacky hairstyles .
someone cut a mohawk right .
i want a mohawk too .
BUT it is unsuitable for head spins .
T_T

everyboday please leave a tag and wish reVogue good luck for this saturday .
V(^-^)V

say goodbye to STRAIGHT HAIR!
LOLLLL
new style tomorrow.
dope dope.
(:

happy national day.
i think my uncle is kinda patriotic though.=x
he had this sg flag that's planted in front of his car.
like, u know the president's consortium kind of car.
where they have the flag. LOL.=X

-

had a great time spent , with my family.
i dont always talk, and get to see my dad as often anymore.
and it helps to catch up today.
LOL.
-

silly james is crazy.
he's pestering me to blog.
and usually im the one who pesters him.
hahhaha.=x

blog more tomorrow.
i'll take photos of my new hairstyle.
heh .
=x

OMGGGGGGG.

SUBMISSION OF FAMILY LAW AND CONTRACT LAW PROJECTS ARE FINALLTY OVER.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

(:



IM GONNA HAVE SOME WELL DESERVED SLEEP
AND DANCE LIKE CRAZY LATER(:

HEEE.

i thank you too .
for being there for me,
and for comforting me everytime i feel upset.

its hard for both of us.
but what kept me going was,
the faith that i have in you.
and myself too.
(:

absence makes the heart fonder agree?
LOL.
im glad that im of some help to you.
cause ure not alone anymore.
remember that.
you are not alone.
there's this girl called joey
standing by you and cheering you on.
(:

i thank you for tagging on my blog.
if not, all these would not happen.
and i'll probably would not have met you too.
(:
not forgetting that i knew diana through you too.
=D

last but not least.

thank you for everything you have done for me.
even though i know u disliked singing already.
(:

love you too.
=D

ALISON AND SHI JIE!
(:

thank you girls for the organiser.
i love it alot. heh.
another incentive for me to start planning, and to study harder.
LOL.
i feel so loved of a sudden.
heee.
(:
-

family laws project is finally done.
i feel so accomplished. (:
but there's still contract for me to finish by tonight.
lol.
(:
-

dance's good.
im so so so excited!
hahaha.
will be changing style for heats.
heh .
corn perm!
(:
wooohooo.
say goodbye to straight hair!
=x
hahaa and hello to big hole in pocket.=x
LOL.
-

i like it when people suprises me.
in the good way definitely.
and i like it when people makes me feel loved.
yeah.
who doesnt . LOL=X
-

i dont experience things that i am experiencing now.
and i feel.. different.
its a nice feeling though.
to know that someone's waiting for you at home.
and caring for you as much as your friend does.
(:
-

im doing my contract now.
zzzz.
its 322pm.
talking to you too.
and blogging.
and listening to music.
multi tasking.
LOL.

training at 9pm.

bye.
(:

today is a crazy day .
spent 7 hours in the red spot of the library doing family law.
and wtf.
its terrible.
makes u feel cooped up.
and zzzz.
hahaa.

its crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

but im glad you didnt go offline.
it really helped.
(:

back to REPORT.
-.-

hi .
this blog has been invaded .
by the dope bboy again .
LOL .

all of you have to remember to congratulate ,
revouge . independent crew . and urban stance .
okay !?!?!?
because they made it through .
yipee .

and i just want to emphasize on this .
JOEY I TOLD YOU SO .
lolololololol .
so . if joey says .
" i can't do it because i am not sexy . "
please smack her .
HAHA .

i want to advertise .
my bboy workshop .
in the year 2009 .
it's free .
you just book with joey .
because she will pay for all of you .
i will not say why .
because it's a secret .
LOL .

i will teach you ,
headspins (YAY!) and windmills and air freezes .
cool right .
BOOK NOW !

(lol this is just a joke kay .)
actually the above sentence is not true .
i am just scared she might kill me when she sees this .
LALALALALAAAAAA .
wonder how many people read this .
-.-

KAYWHATEVERIAMSLEEPYBYE .

reVogue .
Urban Stance Crew .
The Independent Crew .

yayyyy .
we all got through!
hahah .
-

the past week had been hectic man .
but it really paid off .
haha.
-

i was reallly scareddd .
but i guess,
when u stepped onto the stage,
there isnt any time for u to really feel scared.
its like,
do or die kind of situation.
lol.

and obviously,
there were dope crews out there.
and not so dope ones.
lol.
but i've learnt.
to show more expression and stuff.
hahaha.
basically stronger showmanship
(:
-

suprised to see joanna, von, marcus, robin, ks and nic.
somehow, i felt so much confident.
cause i know there are people supporting.
even though i've never met them for such a long time.
LOL.

-

16 august , 5pm. - galleria.
reVogue.

17 august, 5pm- galleria
Urban Stance Crew, The Independent Crew.

lets work our asses off.
tpde rock my socks.
(:
-

ps.
james.
happy august fools!
(:

BEN AND JERRY'S CHUNKY MONKEY!

(:

it's past midnight .
you're not home yet .
class tomorrow starts at nine .
how are you gonna wake up .
) :

ok wow you just came .
HAHAHAHA .
i will not continue whining , then .
=p