these few weeks of training had paid off.

i feel that, other then just learning the choreo, and getting to know more friends,
i oso learnt alot more.
such as being more open minded,
and to see things in a different light.

these few weeks was in a way, enjoyable la.
due to the fact im act missing the rest now.

LOL.

and well,
conflicts are bound to happen,
and that is when ive learnt alot more bout myself.
in the sense like, how i will react and stuff la.

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im oso kinda disappointed by certain actions displayed la.
i guess this world is practical.
whereby people do certain moves with a motive.
im disheartened to see such stuff happening.
but well,
i guess this is life.

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and the prob with everyone's back.

i simple dun understand why everyone's back is like tt.
my back hurts like shit too.
but i've never said anything.
and i guess its a good thing.

yup.


actually having mixed feelings.
im just sick of all the politics and having to differentiate right from wrong.
all i was thinking of is just to dance and improve.
and with the fact tt my efforts were not recognised.
my heart just sank.
its really disheartening.

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i dunoe if im lying to myself .
i kept saying, i love every practice during musical.
i guess i doubt myself too.

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im hurt.
for one reason or another.
and forgive me for being so emo.
but yah.
sorrow just fills my heart now.
no matter how happy i looked from outside.
because i've learnt to put on a facade long ago.

-
i dunnoe wad i want.
am i craving tt care and concern?
or just a person whom i want here to listen to me?
actually, i myself oso dunnoe.
i realised i can never smile tt happily in pics anymore.
i just knew it.


okay nvm.
i think nobody understands.
or rather, nobody will understand.
for people who are reading this,
just read and forget bout it.

okay.
im gonna sleep.
im too tired.

look at his face aft receiving the 'thank you' card from the breakers.=D
joyce with the 3 happy kids.=D
andee , ocean park and bboy. =D

royston the hairstylist and naazmi the ' looked-ahbeng-but-not-ahbeng' guy=D
result of unable to control the small kid, keith!=D
beckham is so cute. auto posed when i took this pic.=D
andreas with this boy who WOWED me by asking, ' u in sec sch?'=.=
this kid is act showing me animation. damn funny.=x


the narrator, whom stressed ALOT about we doing dangerous things during the perf.=x
the emoshit, gayto and popper=D
2 VERY NICE girls.=D
caught red handed for trying to take smth out tts stuck in his mouth=x
blink blink, me and unice!=D

he's rahim. funny guy whom i respect alot. =D
she's meiqi. she's oso v v v nice and funny! =D
TPDE junior poppers=D
im super amazed by kevin. his hairstyle and colour can change like nobody's business=D

with the prettyboy and badd. badd is AWESOME. improved damn alot=D

she's rinna. birthday girl on 281007=D hahaha. another senior i respect alot.=D
he's weiqiang ( blogged bout him b4 lar') SUPER DUPER nice guy. super joker oso. but he's yah. one of the NICEST seniors ard=x eh i hope u r reading this hor.=x
she's ah foong! hahaha. i liked her cause she's damn sweet. and hahhaa. i like her doing lyrical. so emo, but yet nice=D
she's blink blink, ah jean.=D LOL. ms president! LOL. she's oso v nice. okay nvm. everyone's nice.=x
she's unice! hahaha. i cant believe tt she act stay like 2 blocks away from me.=.= and i rmb her as the most friendliest senior ard=D

Had loads of fun performing for the kids. they were really nice. and yuppp. i felt alot when i think back bout how i fared in this performance. blog later.=D

joey joey joey.
why are u so emo these few days?

can the bubbly joey please stand up..
please stand up?

=.=

ok lame.

im feeling emo and tired this few days.
as in physically tired.
dunnoe lei.
i slept for like 7 hrs.
and its not enuff even though i auto wake up lei.
LOL.

had been thinking alot these past few days.
random stuffs.
and although im with my bunch of friends,
i felt like my soul was blank.
i dunnoe why im feeling this way.
but i felt damn tired.
and really no energy lor.

then loads of shit happened.
be it with dance or family.
haiyah.
super sianed.
all i wanna do is to dance and tts it.
why like so difficult.=.=

anw.
capricorns are well known for being thinkers.
so cant blame me when i think too much.
plus they think to be self destructive.
LOL.
quoted from serene's blog.
hahaha=D

i oso dunnoe wad to say le.
ahhaha.
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anw.
TPDE training at oschool for the next 2 weeks.
damn fun.
LOL.
aft tt might be attending pop,
or session at SMU.=D


ok.
sleep.
damn tired.
=x

CPR. on the stage.=D


my beloved girls.=D

this guy is nelson. super flexible and have loads of ideas to share.



this is kaiwen. emo kid but he's damn funny. has anther twin in the grp called FRANKIE.=X


this is frankie. pretty boy. funny guy and bring laughters to the grp=D


this is steph and yili.=D cute girls, willing to learn and just super nice la=D


this is gen. can sing and can dance. super talented.=D


HAHAH. this is pangyang. LOL.=X just a supporter. LOL=X


this is weirong. the guy with ' a humble opinion' LOL.!


this is junwei. danny's twin. LOL. the old man who's always compromising.=D


this is junji. a person who loves to observe. LOL.



this is royston. the bimbo in our grp. talented in hairdos. LOL=X


this is iris. the person with ONLY ONE expression.=x
she looked like she just finished her own concert can!=x


this is serene. super nice girl. willing to learn and forever taking pics! =D


this is meichin. LOL.=D retro girl. she looked so retro can! ahhaa=x


this is joycelyn. lovable girl. kudos to her for joining us in the perf despite tearing her tendon like a week ago. LOL=D


my lovable grp mates.
hahaas.
a day i will nvr forget.
231007.
=D

okay.
back here again to update.=D

sunday ;

stayed over at joy hse on sat and headed to soka together in the morning.
was raining in the morning la.
and have to report at 10 in the morning. LOL.=X
then had to mark the stage and change costumes and stuff la.
LOL.
well, wasnt v nervous at the starting.
but as i see more people coming in at the front porch,
felt damn damn nervous.
and bloody hell.
11 missed calls and 9 messages in my fone.
hahaa.
all cause i dunnoe how to use sony ericsson fone.
lol!
my fone went flat on sat ma. den borrowed joy fone using my sim card.
LOL.

performance went well.
not really perfect, but there were no major cockups.
=D
but it gets distracting when people shouts unnecessary stuff.
lol.
we were the highest people there la.
cheering for people we dunnoe.
LOL=X
but heard orange cove people actually stood us and cheered for us=D

LOL.
felt v overwhelmed by the perf la.
my beloved girls came.
and yah.
i heard joyce calling my name.
LOL!=X

my dance juniors and ms yeo came to support me and deniscia.
love the flower.
and i hope the juniors would be inspired enuff to go pursue other dances instead of modern only.=D

not forgetting limin yunning loretta yanli and kj.
lol.
u guys didnt miss my performance!=D
hahaha
=D

and lastly TPDE seniors.
thanks man.
esp to those who helped us so so so much during practice.
even staying back late just to let us use studio.
thanks!=D

hahaa.
and many more la.
im just happy tt everyone is enjoying themselves and stuff.
as part of the choreographer,
this is the satisfaction i craved and yup.
ive achieved it.
=D

anw.
one more perf to go.
and i will have a good rest.
to prepare myself ahead.
LOL=D

oh yah.
popping ytd was good.
learnt dimestops!
wooooo~
damn fun.=D
stayed with the guys till 10 plus
lol.
i love the open hse choreo la.
LOL=D

ok back later agn to blog.=D

PERFORMANCE day.

hahaa. thanks to ms yeo and the dance juniors for the flower and support.

am gg to blog more.

but sleep now. its 225 am.

LOL=X

i dunnoe why im feeling this way.

my heart's feeling painful.
sour.

wadever it is,
im there for you.

you might not noe,
you might not even think that i will be like this.

but i guess.
all i can do is to look from afar.
and giving u the support u need.

it hurts.
but im used to it.
ah heck.

weiqiang is the 'new' xiaoqiang.=D

ahhahaa.
this is weiqiang.
a guy who sleeps v little,
but dont look v tired.
seemingly one of the nicer seniors around.
according to him,
even sleep oso must strike a pose.

so there you go.
hahaha.=D

i noe u r reading this la.
LOL.
tag my board ah!=D









taken by wq.
LOL.

TPDE=D


POSERS=D


CPR=D

just look.

am i that small sized?

=.=