OMG. THE CHINESE O LEVEL EXAM IS OVER!

WHOO! =D

whoa. time passes.

little did we noe tt the chi o's are here in just 2 dayys.
well.. it jusx seems like its been the start of the yr oni.
lols. many things happened. all unexpectedly.
but yeahs.. we shall all focus on the chi o's on mon..
hmm.. todayy ws a tirin dayy.
stuppid 2.4km run.
nvm if its outside sch.
but then..we run 8 rounds at the FIELD!
and mind u.. our field's ground is not flat..
with bumps here and there..how to run? -.-
i was already breathless in the 1st round lor.
well.. anywayys..lost to candice by 10secs.
was disaappointed thou. but was proud of myself.
cox i MOTIVATED others to run and not walk.
seriouslyy.
im nt praising myself or wadd. but well..
i dont see her running all 8 rounds thou.=x
hahas. enbcouraged loads of ppl to run.
but somehow.. when i finished the run..
i feel like vomitng and nobodyy is there for me.
it made me wonder.. should i actuallyy be there for someone when actually.
nobody was there in the first place for me at all?
i felt stuppidd lors. hahas.=x

btw. the geo thing is finallyy done. took so long jux to settle it lors.
well... she requested too much. lols.
at last.. the intensive chi pro. is over. its all up to us now to get an A back.
all the long hrs after sch for 2 weeks.
how many hrs.min.days.secs. we have all spent on chi.
how many tchers actually sacrificed their time for us.
well.. all cox of one A.
the A tt we will be getting on mon.
and all the 10 yrs we have been working hard
is all fr the sake of a paper. a qualification.
called OLEVEL CERTIFICATE.
well.. i have faith in people tt i know.
and peeps hu have worked hard during the 2 weeks.
because.
i know they can do it. =D

so chi peeps! do all ur best on MONDAY!


hahaha. take the lift on the day itself. dun be late! LOL.=x

todayy is a stoopid dayy.
freakky and idiotic.
my mood was spoilt by the marks tt i get for my eng.
compo.


wth.
4 ppl did my topic.
which includes me too.
and the guyys PASS.
while the gurls FAILED.
so are you tryying to sayy tt u r more biased towards the guyys?
btw. im talking bout ROHANAH here.
i got a 12 for tt particular topic.
and another gurl got 8.
the 2 guyys got 16 and 19 respectively.
wadthehell.
and mind you. it is over 30.
dont u think she is so BIASED?
look.
if i did badlyy for the compo..
i can accept the marks.
but the prob is.
im sure i deserve more than the marks allocated.
i just cant stand it lor.
this is the FIRST time i FAILED my compo.
not tt i cant accept failure.
but i noe myself.
my points for the compo were there.
and i am confident i would pass the paper.
but can u imagine my face when i get back the paper?
UTTERLY DISGUSTED.
by who? ROHANAH.


and what i am pissed off is..
wad mdm azlina said.
'girls shouldnt do this topic.we tend to be more subjective.'
WADTHEFUCK?
u mean no girls from other classes did this topic?
DONT BULLSHIT ME.
then why say this? to console me ah?
then sad to say. im not CONSOLED.
i dont give a damn even thou u r my MDC tcher.
i really do think tt i can get more marks than wad ROHANAH gave.
dont write crap like.. bad expression or wad.
hello? im not doing narrative here.
ass.
wadever.
anyway. i THREW THE PAPER AWAY.


to MDM ROHANAH or her fellow supporters.

I DESERVE MARKS MORE THAN WAD U HAVE GIVEN ME. FUCK OFF.

NVM IF U CANT GIVE ME. I THREW THE PAPER AWAY. TRY ME.

yeahs. this is the card that im talking bout. well.. from the content.. i guess u guyys could noe wad happened to me. but well.. if u dont catch it. nvm. lols. im so touched! =)

oh btw. i PASSED my PHYSICS. be happyy for me, people!

LOL.
as expected. i failed my subjects.
aniwayys. i wasnt reallyy affectedd. lols.
but wad made me very touched was..
mr chionh actually issued an encouragement card!
and tt is so sweet.
i mean.. how many tcher would this?
seems like him onlyy.=x
well.. i cried. but partly of wad he wrote.
shall show u guyys the foto.
err. i failed by 3 marks.
only 3 marks.
compared to last time. more than 20 over marks.
well.. im really glad tt i have improved alot.
thanks mr chionh!
4e3 '06 LOVES YOU.
and trust me..


u will get all the motivation you need from our class. =)

Watched my life pass me by -- in the rearview mirror
Pictures frozen in time -- are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day -- stuck in the shadow of my mistakes -- yeah
(Chorus)
Cause I want you -- and I feel you -- crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin -- to find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded -- I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have -- what's left of me.
(Verse 2)
I've been dying inside -- little by little
Nowhere to go -- I'm goin outta my mind
An endless circle -- runnin from myself until
You gave me a reason for standing still
(Chorus)
And I want you -- and I feel you -- crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin -- to find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded -- I'm half the man I thought I was
But you can have -- what's left of me.
(Hook)
Fallin' faster -- barely breathing
Give me somethin to believe in
Tell me it's not all in my head
*pause*
Take what's left of this man
Make me whole once again
(Chorus)
Cause I want you -- and I feel you -- crawling underneath my skin
A hunger, like a burnin -- to find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded -- I'm half the man I thought I was
You can have, all that's left, (yeah, yeah, yeah) what's left of me
(Outro)
I've been dying inside you see
I'm goin outta my mind (outta my mind, outta my mind, outta my mind)
I'm just runnin' in circles all the time
Will you take what's left? x3 -- of me
I'm just runnin' in circles in my mind
Will you take what's left? x3 -- of me
Take what's left of me

this is a song tt i wanna share. nick lachey; what's left of me. enjoy.=)

its been such a long time since i have updated. well.. partly cause i dun hab time.. partly unpleasant things have happened to me as well. well.. i shouldnt sayy it out.. but those dearest to me shld noe wadd happen.

hmm.. exams were terrible. guess i have failed more then i xpected. anywayy.. i have xpected to fail too. but wadever la. i just tot that the midyrs arent impt at all. so dont be surprised tt i might be the no. 36 in the class ranking. it doesnt matter to me anywayy.

now guess i have to focus more on the cheena o's tt happens on mayy. everybody is stressed up.. and of course.. dread the intensive MT. programme. i mean who doesnt? even worse where it is like a lecture and tutorial kind of mthd. wad are the tchers thinkin? hope their mthd dont BACKFIRE.

well. i have changed my blogskin. err. thisis the 1st time i using this type of skin. a in the profile..tagboard..link and entry all in on full page de. but hope everybody enjoyys it. aniwayys. nth much le. oh yah. the song is mary j blige; be without you. i might be changing song agn.

see ya. would be updating soon.

yeye.. i miss you alot. wadever it is.. hope you are happyy and peaceful wherever you are now. i l0ve you.

ahh. truckloads of things tt happened to me during the week. the freaking exams are here and im not prepared. then 2am in the morning got a freaking shock from my father asking me, my bro and mama to rush down to hospital to see him. i was like so panicky ah. and mama cant take it. wad the hell. reached there and looked at yeye.. suddenly just felt very painful. i cant take this type of things. even i see him like tt..i just cried lor. goddamn. then rushed back home for sch. freaking exams. then aiyah. alot la.

well.. exams are still ongoing for like, 1 more week? and i got this freaking bastard that tags my tagboard with the name UNKNOWN. he think he very MYSTERIOUS isit? wait till i TRACK you down. you fucking assh well.. i gtg go study now. shall update more.