i finally handed in the Wills project and Divorce project today!

such a relief even though the worry sets in after that. lol.

2009 is coming to a close. guess its a bittersweet feeling. too many events, too much drama. and to myself, i realised i haven't really been good this year. lol.

2010 is gonna be a better year though. i have resolutions that i wanna stick too, and of course being a better person. trying to be that perfect girlfriend for james, being there for him whenever i can.

sorry love, for everything alright? be it my fault, your fault, whatever. doesnt matter to me . i love you , and that will never change .

and to my friends out there, i love you all . save for those who doesnt care bout me . =x lol.


new year's eve tomorrow !

time to start all the mugging again.

but im pretty sure i'll handle well. tonnes of expectations for myself.. time properly planned..
time to be focused. (:

i wanna go back to the old self. the happier one.
and i WILL.


kay Wills proj , byebye!

and i love you girls so so much. (:

my birthday this year, was spent very meaningfully . and now i know who cares for me , and who dont and vice versa.(:

thank you to this 2 very special friends in my heart. you guys didnt forget, and went all out to make sure i enjoyed my birthday. (: love the time spent today!

hope you guys love my impromptu gifts. (:

and now that i've turned 19, i've really really felt different. knew what my strength and weaknesses come from.

shall learn to be less sensitive, less judgemental , and most of all, not be affected by people who doesnt care shit bout me.(:

love my friends, and to the people who appreciated me today. thank you !(: