you're welcome baby .
(:

love you too .
no more emomo .
i'll make you smile again today .
promise .

come home soon !

- from your loving husband hahahahahahaha .

in life, theres always bleak moments.
where u feel like nothing is possible.
nothing could be done to make you feel better.

im trying my best.
to overcome that feeling.

its like,

some things make u feel so happy,
and suddenly everything just plummeted down.
into this pit.
where i find difficulty in climbing out.

im not emomo.

i will be better.

and funny enough.
when u thought no one cares for you.
suddenly, when u feel down like this,
everyone comes to your aid.
what does this mean?

silent supporters?


nevermind.

i'll be better.
im sure.

or at least,
i hope.

its becoming excruciating for me to stay home,
while knowing that someone's gonna come home really soon.

i dont feel like talking to people at home.
i feel like,
im wasting my time.
and they're testing my patience.
really.

its one of the rare afternoons im home alone.
but the rain ,
and the fact that someone's gonna come home soon
made the afternoon not so bearable.
=\

why is it that it seemed like everything's my fault?
when someone nags at me,
all i can is to keep quiet.
i can only swallow my tears.

im getting irritated.

i drank two cups of coffee today.
i think im hitting three today.

i eat alot when i get upset.
-.-

' you seemed to be easily affected by things happening around you'.

yes,
very true.
=\

im pouring out everything here.
i deserve to.

CITY HARVEST CHURCH PERF. 26.9.08.