seems like its not raining that heavily anymore for the past few days.

well, the feeling just come and goes.
like rain.
really.
-

had jap presentation on thurs.
was good, cause i dont really feel stressed.
LOL.
the rest of the class is good man. seriously.=D
bryan's routine was initially difficult. but manahed the feel in the end.=D

friday was tiring.
crim law was disappointing.
oh well, wad can we say. LOL
headed to studio afterwards.
code edge heats were gg on.
LOL.

popping was fun.
love the choreo.
so creepy.
and watched the heats before gg for popping rehearsal.

will be performing item for code edge.
and yeahs.
popping.=D

im so tired.

my plan on sat and sun would be ;

sat ; study in the morning, dance in afternn, study at night.
sun ; dance in morning, study from afternn to night.
haha. hope i will stick to this.=x

oh yah. and the poppers are damn lame.

' eh joey u do the *shows mr bean's fav action* move, den i give u this lego keychain from osaka'

' eh do lei! all poppers have the keychain. u must earn it u noe?'

' eh just one time. den we record it down and put ; ' joey, tpde popper doing unglam action!' '

MY GOD.

boys, are boys. never change.-.-

and lol. in the end i get the keychain though. wahaha=x
without doing anything of those.=D

okay sleep time.
update tml.
LOL.

ps. i FINALLY saw terence up close!
and i SWEAR THE HIGH CUT I INITIALLY WANTED TO BUY, HE'S WEARING IT!=D


=.=

as quoted by meichin.

when have u seen the sun not coming out after rain?
its just that in my case, it rains longer.

i hope it does stop.
but for now,
its still raining.

heavily.

im sorry for all the 'emo' posts that u guys see in my blog.
LOL.
somehow, i find myself being shrouded by darkness and gloom.
tts why all the sad posts start coming out.
and guess i must say it out la.
in case i burst one day
and find myself suicidal.
tt would be bad, isnt it?
:)

things arent really gg too well for me currently.
despite all the encouragements from friends,
i find myself dropping deeper.
inside my heart,
i yearn for the happiness tt was once inside me.
i feel miserable.
i really do.

its painful when u find people not being able to understand wad u are gg through.
and worse still,
when u tried to share,
u find yourself holding back.
worried.
bout people not getting the picture.
worried.
bout people not listening to you.
worried.
bout burdening people with your problems.
worried.
bout people talking bout their probs when u r supposed to share yours.

im very tired.
mentally.
to the extent of crying anywhere i am while im listening to sad songs
and thinking bout my problems.
this is not me in the past.
but its me, for now.
the present.

what a fine line.
bet. emo and sad.
im not emo.
im just....

sad.

i cried today.
why?
problems.
all comes at the same time.
too much for me to bear.

i dont know who to relate to.
is there someone out there willing to listen to me?
to offer me a shoulder?

i know you, who's reading my post.
you might be saying you can listen to me .
in your heart.

but are you really sure?
its tiring to hear people say yes.
when the next thing you noe,
they might be talking bout their own probs.
i mean in general.

i guess this is life.
sigh.
i guess i feel better writing this out.
i guess so.

yes.

sian sian SIANNNNNNN.

same old prob.
this time stated by caleb.

NO FEELING WHEN I DANCE TO SLOW SONGS.


WHERES THE FEELING?!

-.-

and thanks,
that made me feel worse den i oready had.
zzzz.