i have such a problematic family ,
i wonder why am i not checked into a counselling center , or am in rehab.

at these moments,
i really wonder if i had the guts to kill myself.

dysfunctional family,

mother thats so selfish , you can hardly find another one that can beat her to that,

a grandma that can nag non stop, bringing in irrelevant facts, and can go crazy for so long ,
is a record.

all the bitches in the family,

fuck you.


i pity my boyfriend and future husband.
having to deal with such a problematic girl,
i think im better off being single.
so that i dont burden another .
-.-