i guess its the time for self reflection..

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this year, i dont really feel heavy hearted like the previous years, scared and worried bout whats gonna come anymore.

i know that with God in my life now,

i will face the future bravely and will be a much more confident person !

(:

this year has been more of a downside , rather than a good year for me.

be it in terms of friends, relationship , and work.

nothing can beat the highlight of this year,

where God found me .

(:

i am really thankful to take the trip to Bali ,

and from there i realised that no matter what happens,

i will still have God beside me .

im amazed by how He found me ,

and i am so glad.

i no longer feel as lonely as before,

i have my sisters and brothers to worship Him with me in church ,

and i feel really blessed this year.

(:

although dance has been put behind this year,

it made me achieved my interest .

i learnt Bartending ,

and at least now i got to say i know a little bout what im drinking when i hit the clubs(:

today ,

Pastor How preached bout having bigger visions for the next year,

and it will be a year of reconciliation, with bigger dreams .

i am so happy and i am confident of being a better person , a better girlfriend, daughter and a dancer in the coming year.

i am so thankful for all the friends and although i didnt meet up with my friends and it seemed to them like i MIA-ED, but i know its all good cause at least i met really good friends like lesley. (:

im also thankful for the relationship with James.

although we might not be doing well for the past year,

at least we learnt more bout each other and are planning for the future together !

i also thank God for bringing this guy into my life,

and for making us realise that we really need each other and its more than just us seeing each other.(:

this year,

i've gotten so much closer to my father, and my brother.

i feel really blessed and i am determined to make my family more bonded than it is now.(:

for this year,

i pray that i will be a better dancer,

to gain back the lost time in dancing .

i also want to be able to go over to LA at least once this year,

and to take classes like what i wanted all along.

i also pray to be a better daughter, to earn money for my father , and my future husband .

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i also pray for a breakthrough in church, to be able to dance on the stage for God and my church.

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i know i can do it ,

and i will.

(:

its been a really crazy year.

but i know ive grown so much ,

and im prepared to be a better person next year.

(:

love,

joey.