pretty depressing day. i got drenched in the rain. decided not to run because i'd still be wet if i walk or run anyway. work was good because im so free and i kept going into S&R's room to talk and stuff like that. imagine reading cosmo during work. Y's nice today. she hardly is like that. and celebration was fun because everyone is in a chatty mood and are yakking away but it got little boring so S and i sneaked back into her room . cosy and comfy. then left office with R&her . fun times at work. went to walk around alone because i really wanted to be alone and no point spoiling the mood if i went for dinner with the girls. got some presents for dad and people and just walking aimlessly till i reach Paragon and i went to sit at ochacha and cool, its my first time sitting down and drinking something alone and fuck its raining now and everything just feels so depressing, not to mention the underlying depressing stuff that im going through now.

and im feeling really terrible now. maybe i just need my bed.