losing a friend hurts so much for me .

although its too late to tell her how much i treasured her as a friend, nevertheless i hoped she knows it .

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dear nicole,

i wished you had the chance to watch me on saturday. you're the first one to console me when i felt so sad the other day.

i'll miss your smile, miss your laughter so much. i'll miss how you try to pronounce my chinese name carefully such that its different from li ying's. i'll miss how you finish your food within 5 mins, when i just started and you'll laugh at the look on our faces.

im glad i went to sentosa for that outing. i had so much fun with you. we had fun under the sun. and with you getting all burnt .
i missed the way you are in criminal pro, and civ pro and all the subjects we had. i miss the way we would make fun of you and how you would just point your 4th finger and go ' f you'.

i miss you nicole. i really do.

cleone, kim, li ying, vanny, serene and edison might be feeling 10 times worse than me , but as a classmate, i hoped you know that i treasure you alot , and i will never forget you as the bubbly girl with that unique laughter.

love,
joey.