did a show for sony on wednesday.
interesting experience.
had fun , had insight of corporate world.
know things arent that simple as what you thought.
and all the little details here and there.

met oli , from funkamania.
came to be emcee for this show.
and nice people from sony like karina and roland.
people should get that mp3.
i think its good for us dancers, although the gb isnt that high .
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i know im the cause of everything,
im the cause of your unhappiness,
im the cause of you being tired,
im the cause of everything unpleasant.
but all i wished,
is for you to be happy.
and maybe im not the one who could do that anymore.

giving up something you love , is heartwrenching.
makes your heart ache.
its like, giving up dancing to me .
i dont want that to happen ,
and i would gladly exchange for the thing that you loved,
for what you enjoyed, way before we met.
and im sorry , i cant be the one that could revive it,
although i really wished i was the one.


we're going against the flow for 9 months.
going against whatever thats coming to us .
time , distance , commitments.
and each time a month passes,
it marks something new , and relief for me .
and im glad.
because we still love each other.

now?
i dont know.
future?
i dont know.

i dont want to be a burden.

my heart feels so painful now.