everyone's leaving .
i hate the emotional part about it .
being emotionally attached,
and having to detach myself.

lynette's left for australia.
and she's not gonna come back for some time.
i wished we wouldnt have to say goodbye.
but i didnt anyway, cause i know she would come back here.
waving goodbye to her was probably the hardest thing .
and though i promised not to ,
it just spilled out .
:(

lynette, come home soon kay ?
i miss you.

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coincidentally,
everyone's leaving me.
literally , in a sense.

dad left for business trip to vietnam.
lynette left for australia.
diana is leaving for philippines.
james is leaving for prague.
joyce is leaving for malacca.
joyce , and serkiat is leaving for china.

wtf.
when would it be my turn .
=\

i went for a swim , after i reached home.
it felt good.
just sitting there in the pool, with no one around.

went back home , and followed the schedule james made.
lol.

-
hope joyce is okay.
drink more water, girl.
(:
-

im feeling queasy.
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growing up's part and parcel of life.
sometimes,
i really wish i cant grow up.
and i'll stay like that forever.
sigh .


bye.