didnt attend recital training.
my hand's still swollen.
and its painful.
zzz.

went out with mom to town.
saw alot of interesting things.
it was hot in the afternoon.
but it rained all of a sudden.
-.-

went to eat,
and walk around.
met this american that has a nice tattoo on his hand.
LOL.
then we talked bout tattoos.
mom and i gonna get one.
wanted one for my 18th birthday.
but she's not prepared yet-.-
and bro's getting piercing.
LOL.
he was THAT close to getting one just now.
HAHAHA.

it rained.
then .
i saw this couple.
american and asian i think.
( not because my boyfriend's american, but i just noticed it)
the guy wore a cap, and the girl's trying to cover herself from the rain.
but then , the guy took off his cap, and put it on the girl's head.
for a moment , she looked funny. with the cap.
but i thought it was sweet though.
heh .

i missed dancing.
although i like the pace im going now,
i would much prefer my busy schedule.
LOL.
and time to catch up on studies.
-

took a personality test in psycho class.
im rated an I, together with all my groupmates.
LOL.
i need to be focused. but i've got good oral presentation skills.
according to what he says.
(:
joyce says im influencing, friendly, sociable, loves attention.
traits of an I .
HAHAHAA.

waiting for boyfriend to come online now.
im thankful that he's here.
even though he's far far away.
LOL.
funny that he can understand me.
(:

-

one more month, 4 more days to 18.
one year older.
zzz.

james is exactly 11 more months older than me.
ahaha.
random.
=x

its a long post.
haha .
-
i admire people like joyce and frank,
sam and kaiwen,
iris and andreas.

sometimes i imagine.
me sitting with him.
talking bout everything.
looking at stars.
and just being there for each other.
and at those times,
im sure it gets pretty hard on both of us.
but we've lasted 4 months.
and the coming 5th.
so,
it proves something isnt it?
LOL.
i dont know why im talking bout this.
but maybe i missed him.
do you, james?
(:

still waiting for him.
gonna go listen to some music.

be back soon.
(: