today's a bad day .
met weird people around,
and knew stuffs which i wouldnt like to hear either.

i dont like it when people assume things.
and people who think they're damn good.
probably there are people out there who assumes/think,
i myself think that im damn good.
or rather smth like, (joey thinks she damn good)
maybe i shld just say it.
im not good.
i know myself.
and im not as good as people like gin, ryan.
rahim, jean, raaz.
i know myself.
if i had portrayed myself in such a light that i think im good.
then
im sorry.
cause i've nvr intended tt way.
i just wanted to share dance.
really.
to people who doubt it, and who thinks negatively.
:(

people in this world are weird.
that includes you and me.

i really had a bad day.
for once,
i dreaded the long bus ride home.
i swore i could have cried in the bus.
and i felt this, tightness in the chest.
its horrible.

i need to learn to open up.
i cant, as yet.
i hope i do.
i'll remove anything thats affecting dance.
and joey.
dont anticipate.
zzz.

stay strong.
everyone out there.
there might be stuffs that unbalances you.
but do your best.
'build the core muscle in you.'
or rather,
'build the core muscle in your brain too.'
lol.

:(

bye.