ahhhhh .
i feel so fucked up.
dont know why.
its like the sudden feeling where u turn all moody, and emomo.
and there isnt really a reason why to feel that way.
zzz.

i hate to think alot.
it drains my energy away.
and dear body,
please be good, and stay healthy.
cause im feeling you're trying to kick up a storm.
im feeling tired all the time man.
wtf.-.-

i didnt know 10 days is actually quite a long time.
mother and i talked bout you.
she asked me bout you , rather.
i dont know how to answer either.

dont say things for the sake of saying, or just to assure me.
i might be assuming, i might be correct.
will things stay this way, or will it fade away
as soon as your life begins another chapter?
i dont know.
im taking a risk .
maybe.

i love and trust someone, with my whole heart.
the risk is high.
of falling down .
deeply.
owell.
lets see if things wont be the same previously.
where all good things come to an end so soon,
till im so scared to commit now.
ahhh.
whatever.

okay fucked up world.
hatred and disappointment in me now.
goodbye.

oh, and i can be quite vulgar, if i want.
so dont be shocked.
LOL.