bei, thanks for asking me that question .
i didnt think of it, till now.
and i guess i am, after all,
afraid.

maybe it should have ended right there .
am i being reliant now?
i dont know .
but one thing for sure,
things wont be the same , as time passes by.
trust me.

the world's a funny place .
just when you least expected it, it comes.
and knock you off your feet.
so are we suppose to play along?
or what?
you find the answer, not me .

i dont know.
i really dont .