sometimes, its so funny when i really dont expect anything in return when i help someone,
and yet there is this part inside my heart which tells me it hurts for the person to not acknowledge me.
i find myself ridiculous at times.
sigh.
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i feel that i care alot about what people think of me.
to the extent of even pleasing or initiating , just to make the person happy.
i feel its weird for someone to judge u without u knowing.
oh man.

i suddenly feel sad agn.=\

YAH RIGHT.
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kkay. snap out.
byebye.