dance training.

today's dance class was productive.
it made us open our eyes, and also our heart.
to what we are doing now.

its great to have truth dawning upon us.
for we have already wasted 2 weeks while Gin is away in US.
to have your own instructor telling that u deproved as a whole team
just sucks.
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i dont like it when people push the blame to one another.
i dont like it when Gin blame the seniors.
i dont like it when Rahim defended us.
i dont like it when we take the blame.

why?

i think we shld blame ourselves all these trouble.
i think we shld really reflect on our mindset.
seriously speaking..
why do some of us panic like shit few weeks ago oready, when we feel concert is nearing,
while some of them are just living in their own world.
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its our attitude, and commitment in dance.
i really dont see it as a team.
more of individuals.
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it hurts for me to say the truth.
but i have to.
and having heard her story, tears welled up.
i want to be like her.
i really do.

when sam mentioned bout the parents comign and all,
i feel the same way too.
although my dad agreed to come,
i can see myself in her postition a yr ago.
having to persuade him to go and watch me in EVOKE
and him leaving straight after the show,
without even looking for me.
tt sucks.
and to see so many people break down,
and the no. of hands raised that shows that their parents are not interested in coming to watch..
really hurts.
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dunnoe la.
at the end of the whole show.
u urself weigh ur own sacrifices, and efforts, to the loudness of the applause u receive from the crowd.

im very sure.
the cheers and applause received will be more den enough to cover everything.

TPDE, lets do a good show, and show everyone what we're capable of. :)