things are happening so fast.
until i cant even stop for a breather.
im lost.
v lost.

it was a terrible day.
i feel alot.
emotions.
thinkings.
thoughts.
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i've grown to think alot more.
more sensitive to my surroundings.
more aware of my feelings.

am i growing up?
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i dont like it when people suddenly changed.
not for the better.
and not exactly worse either.
it hurts to see people u love change.
u will waste ur time figuring out why they changed, or why they became like that.
but the thing is,
do they noe tt they've changed?
it just struck in my heart.
a knife that had just pierced through my heart.

how i wished u had never left.
it seems like i lost you.
how i wish time stops and rewinds itself.
i wanna go back to tt time when we enjoyed each other's company.
i dont wanna lose you.
come back.
come back.

i dont noe why it affects me tt much.
staring into black space, thinking bout you.
even when im eating.
looking at families happily posing for pictures.
in my mind,
i see you.
why is that so.
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u have changed.
i dont need to noe why u've changed.
why u did this.
and that.
all i want for now
is for u to come back.
be the one tt i noe u to be .
can you?

nvm.
u wont see this anw.
even if u noe who u r,
i dont think there will be any change.
for u have oready became another person.

im just writing out how i feel.
kept in my heart.
for me, and my blog to noe.
loves.

my feeling will never change.

just be the old 'you'.
tts wad i need now.