i cant believe it.

this is the first time,

i cried when i danced.

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its modern dance ytd.

ryan taught us some freestyling stuffs and proceeded w the choreo.

i did not cry because im not picked out.

i did not cry because he scolded us or smth.

its the words tt were so inspiring.

imagine ur love for dance could be tt strong until

even though ur disc slipped,

u can still carry on and dance.

and only worry aft the choreo,

whether u will be able to move,

or be paralysed from waist down.

when i heard of his story.

i cried.

and when its my turn to dance.

he said to let go of urself.

let ur body move.

and there's smth in me tt holds me back everytime.

danny says so too
whyy.

i really dunnoe wads tt thing.

im feeling frustrated.

vexed.

irritated.

wad exactly is tt man.

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i dunnoe.

i cried.

im sad because i cant get the feel ryan wants.

im sad because i committed the same mistake uncle say i always do.

im sad because tt thing in me is holding me back.

wad to do?

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and to you.

please come back la.

its only been 3 days.

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