i guess i have finally woken up.
as i think back bout my actions and feelings,
with regards to whatsoever situations and incidents,
i have realised that i have learnt to look in things from one angle to another.
that might be a sign that i have matured,
or rather, i would prefer to think it as that i have learnt.
finally learnt.

as i went blog-hopping a few days ago, i have came across many emotional blogs and of course, funny blogs. sometimes, i would think, do they really seem like what they wrote in their blog? is it just for entertainment purposes or isit just 'aiyah, heck la' tt kind of things? im so sure myself, either. looking back at ah moon's blog, i just feel so peaceful. i dunnoe why, i guess its his way of seeing things. he might have the same religion as me, but i definitely didnt see things like he do. that was wad baffles me too. i guess its the age gap? LOL. but i just love the way he interprets certain stuff. for example, u can always feel happy if you want, and not be bothered by certain stuff that would eventually affect ur mood. tt was one of the things i've learnt from his blog. and definitely, blog hopping is good, in a way.=D

as days goes by, i would sort of 'accidentally' think back bout wad i have done this few years. did i spend enuff time with my family? did i cherish wad i have now? nonetheless, i have found that i did certain stuff that was obviously wrong. i did hurt my daddy's feelings previously. i did hurt my gma's feelings. i did hurt my baby bro's feelings. but well. as the saying goes, we cant turn back time can we? =D

again, i urge everybody to take some personal time and think back. have u done something tt u really regret or have u had some wonderful memories that somehow was forgotten oready? dun neglect your parents too, as i tot one of us ard would definitely neglect this impt people in our life. think bout it, and im sure u would eventually, realise everything.=D

it helps clear the mind, and soul too. seriously.

loves.
joey.