think. process. talk.

i never intended to come.

wow.

put words into my mouth again.

thank you very much.

my heart is hurting so fucking bad .

you tore my heart apart.

i just wanna die now.

this used to be last time.

the weather is cold.

i need a hug now.

especially from you.

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sometimes what she does really contradicts herself.

you think im useless, and wondered what dad have done wrong to have such a daughter.

but today,

i find you at my bedside, cleaning my drawers even though my aunt asked you not to.

you just told her, 'its okay, nothing to do anyway.'

are you doing this to make up for what you've said to me or you just wanna help?

i dont know.