i got so fucking scared today.

it will not happen again.

i havent been blogging for days!
LOL.

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alot of stuff going on in my life.
happy, sad , anger , frustration.
alot.
like i dont even remember anymore.
and its like what,
3 days?
LOL.

dance's good as usual.
haha .
with alot of performances, training.
its really good for me.
and of course,
Floor The Love.
(:
im like, gutsy or what aahaha .
lets just hope i can even pass the selection round.
which i dont think theres a high chance cause everyone is good .
so good.
lol.

hmmm.
you know something?
sometimes,
whenever u do certain stuff,
you always think that you are correct.
but when you present to others,
you always doubt yourself,
and u choose to believe others that theirs are right.
hmm.
why?
lol.
me dont understand.
do you?
im talking in general .
LOL.

friendship friendship.
the things that we do,
the arguments we have .
LOL.
but whatever it is,
we forgive each other in the end.

therefore,
joyce, chin, serene.
whatever happens,
fret not.
we will be supporting each other.
both mentally and physically.

im not a person who will express my feelings.
neither do i openly show my affections.
but that doesnt mean i dont care.
i still love and care for each and all of you out there.
people like, my girls, alison, shijie, kat, sam, nel, kaiwen, andreas, junwei, alex, ben, ryan, gin, bryan, choonhui, michael, nicholas, yizheng, limin, yunning, joanna, loretta, jerhsuan, marcus, robin, jean, meiqi, ah lee, royston, andy, foong, beibei, diana, jasmine koh, audrey, weeming, farhanah, alson.. so many many more.


this are some of the people i care and am concerned for.
but dont think most of them know anyway cause i dont show it.
lol.
( i dont know why the hell i typed the names heh.)
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anyway,

the guy i probably have to thank is james.
(:
wonderful guy i know.
and i thank him for opening up to me,
and vice versa.
for being there for me,
for waiting up for me.
for being so sweet and understanding.
for the simple and lil things that he do.
(:
its amazing that we knew each other through this space of mine.
im really glad.
and i cherish this so much .
i hope you do.
yes no?
(:

i love you james.
thank you.

it's my turn to dedicate a song .
hahahahaha . (:
couldn't find the imeem sorry .
play the youtube instead . =p
tell her - jesse mccartney .



I know how it feels
To wake up without her
Lying here all alone
Just thinking about her

I can't believe
Her hold on me
It's something indescribable
I know she knows
But won't you please

[Chorus:]
If you see my girl
Just tell her I miss her smile
Tell her I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see her in a little while
I know when she
Holds on to me
She's the one thing that I could never live without
Oh, oh, oh, oh
And tell her I love her

Oh yeah, just tell her I love her
The way that she moves
You know what it does to me
And when I catch her eye
I can hardly breathe

Still can't believe
Her hold on me
She's just so indescribable
I know she knows
But won't you please, please

[Chorus]

Every time that I'm around her
I just go to pieces crashing tumbling to the ground
I'm so glad I found her
I know how it feels

[Chorus]

Oh yeah, just tell her I love her

heh . (:

its a rainy and cold day.
=\

i've got a purple dress yesterday.
hahaha .
-.-

this week is gonna be busy.
zzzz.
oh.
and i saw mr pok ytd.
he's still the same.
hope everything is good , for him.
(:

company law tutorial.
conveyancing law lec and tutorial tml.
zzz.

and dance tomorrow.
(:

okay. im bored.
bye.