lost hope and faith in people who dont make an effort to chase after me. well done.

it feels all so familiar..

the stress for concert,
the lonely feeling ,

the whole courtship.

i am now alone ..
must learn to cope.

i can do this.
(:

how much do you need me , really?

i am really changing.


Thank you God , for the fun-filled life.
and the wonderful people you have planted in my life.

i love You.
(:

just like the way i used to be ..

still very much in love with you.

a deep sense of connection nobody else would understand ...

<3

yeah yeah yeah.

just not care.

forget bout her.

she's old. how many more years to go?


why is it that people always forget how much i've suffered over those 10 years?

you mean my suffering is nothing compared to those phrases above?

well.
okay.


no comment.


learnt to be cold hearted.

i want to be cold hearted.

so i dont feel anything .

i want to stop hurting .


headache's here .
nobody cares.
(:

i hate the old me.

when someone is mean to you ,

it doesnt mean you have to be nasty to someone.

be tolerant , be nice .

ultimately you'll be proud of yourself in what you've stomached in.


(: