hello(:

its july the 30th.

(:

im a happy girl now.

cause the boyfriend is back with me .

and im sure we'll have much more memories down the lane.

currently eating brunch while talking to him.

just like how we always do.

(:

i love you baby!

to my one and only love. james ritcher.

I couldn't live without you, no.
Couldn't see myself without you but it's over now.
I'm lost when I'm without you, yeah.
My heart just doesn't beat the same, I ain't got no one to blame.
And when I'm alone, I tell myself, I'll make it on my own.

Like the lyrics of a sad song, Mine was feeling so wrong.
If you could only hear the words I say.
When your heart beats beside me.
Without you, I can finally, I just want to hear you say that you'll be okay.
You'll be okay.

(Okay, o-o-okay, okay, o-o-okay)

If I could turn back to us (Mm, oh)
Then maybe I could change the way I was.
Just to prove it to us, I can be all the man you need.
And you're still the only woman for me.
And when I'm alone, I tell myself, I'll make it on my own.

Like the lyrics of a sad song, Mine was feeling so wrong.
If you could only hear the words I say.
When your heart beats beside me.
Without you, I can finally, I just want to hear you say that you'll be okay.
You'll be okay.

V- let me in man. (Yo, that you'll be okay)
I'm here to show you, here to be okay.
She had left me so sick like Ne-Yo say, damn.
I'ma need a couple minutes to bounce back.
Love is more important then the money I found (yeah)
But it was too late, baby I know now.
When I saw you standing by the door like go now.
So cold like a snow cloud, so slow merry-go-round.
And when I'm alone, I tell myself, I'll make it on my own.

(x2)
Like the lyrics of a sad song, Mine was feeling so wrong.
If you could only hear the words I say.
When your heart beats beside me.
Without you, I can finally, I just want to hear you say that you'll be okay.
You'll be okay.

(Oh, no. You'll be okay)
(Okay, o-o-okay, tell me you'll be okay, okay, o-o-okay)

my ultimate solace.

just when you thought you're strong inside.

you're not.

i dont believe in tears. maybe. maybe not.

even the strongest person out there cries.

believe me.

i want and need a holiday right now.

thinking of just going away for awhile without any trace..

haha.

maybe this sunday?

-

lets start with the dating game all over again.

still waiting for you.
never changes.

forever yours.
<3

2 years of love.

its the 7th today.

happy 2 years anniversary love.

lets just put aside all the hate and love sick feeling for today.. its a day worth celebrating, worth being happy for .

for we are together. in our hearts and minds.

do not cry, do not break down.

this is what i told myself as i type all this, and listening to the mini compilation by you.

heart is aching , heart is missing you.

but i know we'll grow from the short separation.

i miss you so much.

do not forget me .

and dont worry, i wont too.

i remember our vows, our love for each other.

it will never fade away.

press on, my love.

may we meet in september.

i love you.

my piggy.

my sweetheart.

and the love of my life.

(:

<3

2 years.

it all ended with a good note.

we all know inside who we really want.

you're always the love of my life.

happy 7th in advance my baby.

i love you very much james.

<3

yeah fuck the bartender.

to you im always like that.

just a pack of lies last week.