"Girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the tress. The boys dont want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that arent as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them when in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree..."

- am i the bad or the good?

on a side note, been blogging at another spot for the time being.. this blogspace of mine holds too much memories. pretty amazing how far back i've started blogging here . its time for a hiatus on this blogspace. but whenever im ready, i will definitely blog here again. maybe a few months later.. love this place too much to delete it off. haha.

till then..

to the only guy that i want in my life,

for the first time since you left, i cried.

im going to wait no matter what. even if it meant years.

im sorry.

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i know who i really want. and i never gave up on you.

for the last time im going to say this, please come back to me.

joey.

what the fuck .

thanks for all this shit on april fool's day. wish it wont come to me now.


fucked up seriously.
frustrated until i cant think straight.
damn it.

its my fault again.

as always.