im finally back.
LOL.

had a rough time the past week.
LOL.
alot of probs, both in family and in dance.
and i guess its my time management that is creating all the probs.
but then again.
i have so much things to do.
how to spend time with family right.-.-

hmmm.
anw.
its just saddening to see ur loved ones misunderstand u tt much.
to a point whereby they really pushes you up to the wall.
and i dun think any explaination would work on them.
because everything you say would just be pure self defense.
isnt it?

and friends out there,
i understand u guys are trying to help me tide over this rough time.
thanks alot.
i appreciate it.
but i guess...
the prob isnt so simple as i tot it was.

all along,
i tot daddy was the one who really understood me .
after wad happened with the divorce and everything.
tot it bonded us together.
but just cause of my own passion,
things changed.

is it so difficult to do wad i like most?
put urself in my shoes.
if one day,
ure supposed to choose one.
daddy or dance.
wad would u do?
would u really dare to choose one?

im just living everyday as it is.
no plans, no nth.
just day by day.
and i dun feel anything anymore.
the excitement and the looking forward to a brand new day.
sounds cliche?
tts how i feel.

well,
im equally confused.
wad am i supposed to look forward to?
i dunnoe.
all i noe is to get out of the house once my dad leaves the house for work.
and dance till night where i will go home, have dinner and await the next day.
wad a routine.
-

dance wise.
everything's fine.
popping is good.
popping course is good.
hiphop is good.
i dunnoe.
maybe i need to improve.
once my perf. are over, i would be back at studio taking sheila's classes.

and speaking bout perf,
i will be having performances coming up.

tamp SA perf. ; RHR and !Chaotic Soul collaboration
23rd sept 3-5pm.

children's home ; TPDE mini musical
28th sept 7-915pm.

and oh yah.
i suddenly rmb of popping course grad night.
22 oct.
yeahs.

so will try to update soon.
yeahs.
peace.