its funny how this world works.
people love to assume, think bout themselves before others, and wants to do things their own way.
i had my fair share of watching people becoming like that, after i knew them. and its sad to see themselves not being aware that they've changed.

and i know you read my post.

if you think i've judged you based on that incident only, you're seriously wrong.
i thought you knew me. knew how i judge things.
so, you think i judged you through that incident?
fine.
(:

and.
please reflect.
i know you're avoiding me.
and i hope you're aware that so many people are trying to help you out here.
if u keep ranting, without realising what is the root of the problem,
then i guessed u've just wasted all of your friend's advices.
for you.

dont keep harping on the fact that, that thing happened.
have you ever thought of how that person felt too?
the world is not only about you.
a relationship is not only about you.
dont ask back the question,
'did he even think bout me too?'
dont bother asking.
ask yourself.
have u ever thought bout him too?
(:

maybe it isnt a wise decision to blog bout this,
but maybe i should just bring the point across.
no matter how many people you told this to, it wont make a difference.
you can tell to the whole wide world.
but you ask yourself deep inside,
who will actually be the ones helping you?

i dont think there is any.
for you're not helping yourself in the first place.

ever heard of cause and effect?
i guess this is what is happening now.

and for your info,
let me share with you something .

X says something untrue/subjective to Y, about A.
Y and A are friends.
Y listens .
and listen.
and listen more.
in the end?
Y changes impression of A.
dont wanna be friends anymore.
or even if friends,
Y also harbours that impression of A inside.

moral of story ;

people's impression of each other changes.
no matter what.
-.-

i dont know.
maybe impression of him have changed.
for the worse, better, i dont know.

you can continue avoiding me.
doesnt matter.
but just let you know.

this is my advice for you.
take it or, leave it.
(:

reVogue ; SUNTEC DANCE FINALS.

my dope hair done by gin . its like some temporary corn row or smth hahahaaa(:

a source of inspiration to me . always wondered how she could achieve so much, and that made me strive even harder to achieve what i always wanted. and thanks to her, my willpower and determination shot up tremendously . ( due to her killer trainings.=x)

OUR JOURNEY. (:

say hello to old hair, girls !

say hello to 'new' us. (:

say hello to different styles! (:




and lastly, the new beginning(:

reVogue
(:

STEFANIE.

the blur one in our group. but she's a strong person. no matter how much scolding she gets, she always perservere to the end. repect yo (:
just remember, 'friends come and go all the time. ' (:

KATHERINE.

she's a funny girl, and she improved so much ever since she stepped in TPDE. she's also very efficient. dope dope(:

SAMANTHA.
lol. this woman here. hahaa. she's a really nice girl to work with. though there were times when you doubt yourself, you still managed to come out of it. and dont forget kay.
we will always be there for you(:

IRIS.
haha. iris tan. lol. this girl here, super blur too.
she's grown so much. i remembered first seeing her in swu, with those flimsy legs and arms.
but now, look at her. with so much sharpness in her actions. haha. remember this.
dont be influenced by others. you make your own decisions , and be the 'patricia' on stage kay! hahaa.=x

BEAUTRICE.

firstly, i think i have to say sorry lol. for being so harsh on you. lol.

you're good. but you need people to push you, to reach your maximum level. i think this is what you have learnt in this competition. hhaa.

(:

MEICHIN.

lol. strong headed woman. guess u've learnt to take life easier now. heh . life's not all about living up to your expectations. learn to see the brighter side of life. and you've improved(:

look back at the older vids of you dancing, and you know what i mean. hahaa.=x

JOYCELYN.

love . (: she's really been a great motivator. and always being so patient. i love that she always help people before herself. and thats what makes her so special.


and to special shout outs.

URBAN STANCE CREW.
thanks so much guys, for helping us in everyway u guys could. if not for you guys, i dont think we can even get our costume out by saturday! (: and for all the encouragements and all. thanks so much .

INDEPENDENT CREW.
you guys rock. i love your wade robson theme, and i feel that you guys always looked out for us, helping in each way you guys could. (:

MY GIRLS.(:
thanks for always being there. to watch me, and to support me. even though we dont meet up as often as we could, u girls are always here for me. love you all (:

ALISON AND SHIJIE
LOL. silent supporters hahaha. thanks for coming to watch us, despite the rain! lets meet up real soon kay! (:

SSG
thanks for supporting! limin for the sms-es and encouragement , and joanna for the msn conversations too. haha. loretta and yn too. love you all(:

and to.

JAMES.
for being the pillar of support , and strength.
and all the wonderful things.
love you (:

moving on.

its the start of my dance journey.
more to come, and i dont want it to stop.
heh .

FLOOR THE LOVE 2008.
(:

suntec's over.

i love reVogue really.

all the trainings and all are over..

but what matters most is that we learn from the process.
heh .

more updates later(:
hahah .

-


happy 7th (:

i love the song .
our love's still going strong.
thank you love.
(:

sorry for the pmsing, and all the sulking .
hahaha.
thanks for being so patient,
so sweet, and caring .
you've been really great.
and im really grateful.
(:


Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you .
(:

i miss you .
):