the world is a realistic place. especially in the dance scene. although you can be friends, u have friends.. at the end of the day, its all about the ability. no such thing as , 'oh you're my friend, i would like you to grab the opportunity.'

i find it very disturbing that this is happening, but probably this is the way it works. all i can do now is just to do my best. i dont need to prove to you how good i am , neither do you need to judge how well i am. as long i know we all have different strengths and weaknesses.

im determined to make this work. but do you dare say you are continuing what you're doing after we leave school?

so disappointing. maybe its time to grow up. stop being naive. lol. the world isnt kind to you, joey.

and am i a good and capable dancer?

even i am doubting myself, thank you very much.