for early christmas party this year, i had the gathering with my close clique instead(:
indian poker was so much fun! and we had a totally westernized dinner, with a very interesting soup made by joyce. LOL. vin came at the later part with this huge bag of snacks and whoa. full to the max !=x we had gift exchange too and i got a perfume from grace. loving it !(:

this was some time ago with the mother and brother. skinny pizza @ wheelock. totally good food, service and ambience. totally worth the money. (:

i wanted to try though. but i think its a little expensive for this long thin strip of sausage.=x

baby's flying off today to NY. although he isnt coming down, its fine i guess. at least he's gonna go on a trip, have fun with his brother. (:

birthday this year's gonna be spent alone and teaching at NS jam vol 5(: how many people could actually teach on their birthday? haha. some sort of consolation (:

honestly, i dont think anyone could do this for me, but i really really want james to be here . :(

oh and i realised, as u grow older, you tend to understand certain things better and i feel that it doesnt really matter if those people who think of you as invisible are around you. all you need to know are people who appreciate your existence and not treat you like some invisible fuck, while thinking that he/she doesnt know. lol.

one week without baby.. :(