the distance between us is so near yet so far apart. definitely further than how the two hearts are placed.

i never thought it would be so painful to be like that, to see couples walking on the streets together.

i've never thought i'd feel that i dont belong here, because of the ungracious people in this country, and all the ugly sides to it.

i never thought that im in rship that no one would probably understand, and all these while i thought i dont need anyone there.

you came into my life and created a whirlwind . but is the whirlwind dying down?

im confused, and i know you are too.

maybe we're all too stubborn.