i've finally changed the outlook of my personal space here. lol. been wanting to do it so badly, but i always lack the time, and the patience. now, i have the whole saturday to do it. (:

its a lazy saturday. had a nice brunch with daddy alone. it felt so good, even though i didnt really talk. he updated me on his business trips and informing me that he'll be away. silently, im just hoping that things will go well and that he would be safe for the trips. but yeah as usual, i just kept quiet, and nodded. we had brunch, and he sent me to the library to get this ..

yeah . this was the book that i wanted to get so badly the other time in 'rockstar' @ cine ! i googled it and found that its available in the library and mind you ive never stepped in a library for quite some time. LOL. so exciting. but im prolly still gonna get it though. its 42 bucks=x

anyway, so life's been alright, except for that horrible experience at work on thursday. friday @ work made all of it up, so im not complaining for now. lol.but oh, did i mention that my boss is a total bitch? i meant it. lol. dance is alright i guess.. stagnant but still surviving. im praying time passes faster now so that i can go back and dance and self improve. lol.

today's the 16th month with james . haha. it felt so weird though. like it didnt felt like we were together for so long. yeah we had our ups and downs , and times where we felt things were really bad.. but i guess its reaping its fruits. okay im just writing down when its inside my head but yeah thats it . lol. i love this guy so much that his status is definitely one notch above my family and i've never been like this. grace, joyce and the girls should know. im not a romance romance long term rship person. so count your blessings james ! HAHHAHA. just kidding baby . <3

so im here waiting for that asshole to come online lol.

its a saturday so play hard people ! (: