you know how?

you know how you always fantasize bout certain things and you always hope that it will come true but eventually the thought/desire just dissipated just like that?

you know how you always expect the same person to be there for you and when they dont you get all panicky and angry and everything negative?

you know how you always take someone for granted and when the day comes where he/she is not around you regret it crazy?

you know how you ever felt so down, but eventually you dont feel anything anymore cause you're too used to feeling down?

you know how you always had those 'if only..' moments until you felt so sad you dont feel like it anymore?

you know how you always felt so helpless and down until youve decided that maybe going away is the best option?

mmmm.

interesting . .