i find it really funny that how people can say that the girl/guy is his/her love or like, the only one for him/her and when they break up and proceed to find another partner, they say the same stuff. lol.

how many times can we say that? i find it all so contradicting , and weird. like, with our current partner we can say that we love that person and he/she is the only girl or guy for me but in the end when things turn ugly.. it doesnt work this way already right? lol. just a random thought. heh.

fucked up morninggggg. zzz okay actually i cried a little cause it got so overwhelming. imagine coming to office and then you see your boss already at your desk writing some stuff and then she proceeds to tell you like , all the amendments to be done by today . and she piled the work on your desk and for a moment , it feels like i cant take it anymore.-.- and she said that i wasnt focused. like wow, how can i not make mistakes when i had so much work to do and the secretary isnt really helpful. lol.

the afternoon was much better though. went for nice lunch , and came back to clear the leftover work and im pretty much free from 4 plus pm . lol.

SIP is tiring me out . im deproving in dance. i suck . =\ i dont think i even dance as well as last time anymore. sigh.

hope everything will get better for me . i wish i could fly to LA now and stay there for as long as i like. mm or maybe not even come back. really.


gonna rest awhile before the boyfriend comes. miss that boy so much . :(